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Fact of Life

As the murky night continues to spread,
standing on the balcony
I watch the starry milkyway
covering the dark sky;

I wish you were here
standing next to me
holding hands, conversing of pretty things .

Whose wonderful days of

Caring & sharing

Kissing & hugging .

 

Suddenly confronting the eternal fact

 

Questioning to myself,
what is it that attracts me to you?
 Why are you always on my mind?

Why I still love you?
Thinking about where I stood,

And where could be


I try to erase you from my mind,
but every time I try to,
you crawl back into my world and fill my mind;

It's so hard to keep smiling

It's so hard to keep moving

And continue hiding the truth.

I don't know why,
there are thousand reasons but have none;

I can't go on like this;
I can't pretend everything is fine,

I can't fight the war,

that has no end.

 

I just want to be with you  ..
 

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When I was a kid
I used to gaze at the shining stars
I silently wished that someday
I would be like them
Enthroned would look up to me.

As the years passed
I had everything the world can offer
But I was not satisfied
I reached out for more

Was trying to achieve all in one life

 

To explore more happiness

Entered in a world of gloominess

 

Like a tiny butterfly in a closed jar

At the best, I spar

But the tiny feathers detached

Bound to give up

My strength failed me
Problems began to swallow me
and my life was falling apart.

I began to question the existence of my life

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Life


Searching for answers
that tormenting me for so long
lost in a web of treason

Words fall short to mention
u
ncertainty and anxiety

Restless and mystify

Drowning slowing in the sand

Might be too late to mend

 

Under the velvet sky
I surrendered to life

Let it cut me with knife

And release me from the strife

 

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From Movie ROG

Maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
Nasamajh laya gum, to yeh gum hi sahi
 
Maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
Nasamajh laya gum, to yeh gum hi sahi
Maine dil se kaha dhoond laana khushi
 
Bechaara kahan jaanta tha
Khalish hai yeh kya khala hai
Shehar bhar ki khushi se
Yeh dard mera bhala hai
Jashna yeh raaz na aaye
Mazaa toh bas gam main aaya hai
 
Maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
Nasamajh laya gum, to yeh gum hi sahi
 
Kabhi hai ishq ka ujaala
Kabhi hai maut ka andhera
Bataao kaun bes hoga
Main jogi banu ya lutera
Kayi chehre hai is dil ke
Najaane kaunsa mera
 
Maine dil se kaha dhoond laana khushi
Nasamajh laya gum, to yeh gum hi sahi
 
Hazaaron aaise phaasle the
Jo Tai karne chale the
raahe magar chal padi thi
Aur peeche hum rah gaye the
kadam Do chaar chal paaye
Kiye phere tere mann ke
 
Maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
Nasamajh laya gum, to yeh gum hi sahi
 
Maine dil se kaha, dhoond laana khushi
Nasamajh laya gum, to yeh gum hi sahi

 

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Rishtaa

Kitni Fariyaad Dil Mein Hai Kohu Kaise

Kitni Tamanna Baki Hai Batau Kaise

Jaan Nikle Nahi  Magar Saas Ruki Ho Jaise
Jaanti Hoon Aapko Mere Zarurat Nahin
Par Mei Toh Aapki Parchaayi Hoon Koi A
jnabee Nahin

 

Hain Pyaar Kaa Rishtaa Janam Janam Kaa Rishtaa

Kaise Pal Mein Bikar Jata Hai Yeh Rishtaa

 

Jaan Nikle Nahi  Magar Saas Ruki Ho Jaise

Tarasta Hai Koyi Zindagi Ke Liye Jaise

 

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Sukriya

Aap Ki Bewafayi Ka Sukriya,

Mujhe Aap Ne Jeena Sikha Diya,

Malom Nahi Tha Hum Ko Ki Aap Bewafa Hoge,

Jaan se Bharkar Aap Pe Aitbar Kiya

Rasta Tha Khato Se Bhara

Manzil Ka Na Tha Koye Pata

Chal Pare The Hum To apke Sath

Hath To Me Deikar Aapna Hath.

Anjani Thi Duniya Se Mein Aap Ko Na Jan Payee

Jab Samna Huha Tofhan Se

Aap Naa The Sath Me.

Murke Dekha Jab Mene Bich Dagar Se

Aap Beite The Muskurate Kinare Pe.

Mere Humsafar Aap ko Bahut Sukriya

Mujhe Aap Ne Jeena Sikha Diya,

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The bond

The unraveling cord stinging
sings in agony

The bond not quite severed
the tie that not quite wrecked
Damaged and wailing
in pain in grief.

Praying and asking to Almighty

When will the suffering end,
my wound healed.
And when my soul
will feel whole again.

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Angel

Oh Angel you are the sun that brightens my day
the brightest star that lights up my darkest night

The healing of all wounds, answer to my every prayer

You cradles my pain and rocks my world

The deafening silence, the unconditional love

Oh Angel you are costly than the costliest diamond

As pure as a purest gold, as sweetest as honey

Oh my baby! You graced my life and made it worth living….

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Intezar

Naa jane aaj bhi kiyo mujko tumara intezar hai

Bewafa ho tum par mujhe tumhipe aitbar hai

kiyo gamonko chupakar muskurate hai,
kiyo aasuonko rokkar hasa karte hai,
Kiyo aaj bhi tumhara intezar karte hai.

Thak Gayeen kadam mere

In gumnam sadko pe chalte chalte

Phirbhi yeh umeed, yeh chahat kiyo hai

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Chahat

Socha Nahin Achcha Bura Dekha Suna Kuch Bhi Nahin
Maanga Khuda Se Raat Din Tere Siwa Kuch Bhi Nahin
tuJhe chaaha tuJhe pooja socha kabhi na mene dujha
Chahat hi meri khata bani, Wafa pe meri aaj tohmat lage  

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