Again it's your birthday,

Time to wish u Happy Birthday

Days passed to month

And months to year

Sufferings still wishing me cheer!

This day mean so much to me as well

Ready to on sale, to gift you something special

But I am invisible to you

Dire unknown hurdle on your way.

It's so hard…..so hard to bear

But still I want to wish you
Very happy birthday dear

 I wish all that you do
Turns out happy for you

From the bottom of my heart

Happy Birthday to you!

I shudder for the passing day
that has made me far from thee.

I cannot be more lonely,
No more, I cannot be!
My worn heart beats so wildly
‘Twill break for thee?

My heart bleeds quietly in loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness…

The world despise?

It questions my self-esteem

Encircled by daelim

Oh Dear..

If grief for grief can touch thee,
If answering woe for woe,
If any truth can melt thee
Please come to me!

By the tears I’m poured,
By all my hours of pain
O I shall surely win thee,
Beloved, again!

Still wondering what I’ve done wrong

Why you stop loving me?

It hurts me because I'm still waiting

Its injures my heart that you are not caring
I'm missing you everyday
And the pain still strikes me in every way

Broken hopes keeps on fading
My dying heart keeps on bleeding
The heartaches had just unfolded
Still, you are everything I needed

It hurts but I still keep on thinking
It's over but I just keep on believing
Days and a month had already passed
Nothing had changed my heart still does

Missing you kills me everyday
Knowing that you  hates me, my breath away
I don't know how to cure the pain
Tears flow like a never-ending rain

I always think and make a try

Never ever say you goodbye.

Togetherness of many years,
Now all I can feel is fear.
Gave all that I could give,
It just wasn’t the way you wanted to live.

Left without a backward glance,
Not even gave a chance.
Often ask myself what I could have done,
To keep you from going on the run.

I cried for, begged for,

But nothing makes to consider.

You gave me a unbearable pain

Which words can't explain

Living all alone,
With nothing call my own.
Lonely in the corner I sit
Wondering if life will again be complete.
if this is all a dream
I shall wake in the morning and be relieved
you look at me with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek.

But this is an eternal fact

Which I compel to accept.

Life moves on
Building courage and becoming strong.
Still a hope is alive within

Keeps searching to find the way
every night lies down to sleep
and prays tomorrow’s a better day.

Can you save me?

Save me from myself

I am afraid

Afraid to be alone

I needed you

Needed you to care

Am I not important?

Important at all

Am I not your family?

Do you think about me?

Do you even care

To ask if I’m alright

Am I?

Will I ever be?

I am all alone

Alone with my thoughts

I thought you cared

I was wrong

Wrong about everything

I know I will find you,
I don’t need help,
I will find you myself.

I believe you will come back
Without you, I lack
The heart to make it through another day,
Your daughter missing you everyday
She is yet not able to explain her emotion

But days are not far you have to rejoin