Before the Big Bang Chapter Twenty
Some events, when they happen, take on a look stranger than fiction for they are beyond ordinary comprehension. You don’t want to believe in them, miracles being a thing of the past. But what if the experience confirms them? Cynicism must take a back seat before the experience. What happened to Sattan Maharaj who was cornered by a CPI mob for taking illegally and forcibly Itwari, a poor man’s landed property and who succeeded in somehow escaping from them fell into this category. His heart underwent such change after this event that he not only returned the land deed to the borrower but excused him the whole principal . His good Samaritan act just didn’t stop there . In one month’s time he got himself rid of money lending business altogether and started sitting in the temple of Hanuman he built earlier in front of his house , depending for living entirely on rent from a couple of rows of houses . He devoted his entire time worshipping Hanumanji , chanting Hanuman Chalisa reportedly from memory. He confided to those who listened to him that he was grateful to Harinarayan Mishra for showing him the righteous path , the path of honesty.The news of this change of heart and his sentiment of gratitude for Com. Mishra reached the CPI office too. It could be a feeler of some kind , some surmised .But the majority of comrades were inclined to believe this transformation to be genuine .
‘ In the coming municipal election he could be made our candidate from his ward . His gratefulness to Mishra da is real. I can vouch for that. ‘said Com Bankelal
‘But before that we’ve to find out whether he’s willing to contest the seat at all. Even if he agrees to , what if he says that he’d do so as an independent candidate .’said Hazra .
‘That won’t be a problem,’ said Mishra da,’ we shall cross the bridge when we come to it.’ Com Mishra da was not interested in discussing things not in existence. The matter was still in a state of hypothesis.
Whether he actually contested the forthcoming municipal election under their banner became immaterial to the comrades. What was significant was Sattan Mahararaj’s desire to associate with the Party and because he was after all an influential person in the locality he could mean quite a lot in terms of votes . In other words, he could be a gain for the Party with his antecedents erased.
The Party had so many things in the fire at the moment. The district committee had fixed a quota of Rs 10,000 for
Biren Chakrabarty was heard to say,’I’m kept out of the workshop gate collection.Since I’m confined to coordinate activities of beedi workers on dharna I’ll do that. At intervals I’ll sell Party literature at Chandani Chowk .’
‘Are you going right now to Chandani Chowk ?’asked Krishnapada.
‘Yes.’
‘Please take theses copies of Swdhinata .’ he handed them over to him .
When the Party was in such a whirlpool of activities he couldn’t stand aloof even if he wished . He ,like others , had his quota to complete .He had not only to collect fund from students of the college but also to enlist their cooperation in making student squads to collect public donation at some specific market corners .
‘Ratnakar da , I can come to your squad Monday and Wednesday at 10 a.m. That is, two days of your three-day programme. Friday I shall be out.’ Rima announced .
‘What about you, Ketaki?’
‘Well, only on Monday. But it’s possible I may give you another date while I join you on Monday. ‘ Ketaki ,the first year student , was hesitating for some reason .
‘This isn’t a month-long programme.’he said,’ we have only one week’s time .Assam flood victims need immediate relief. Remember , the chance to do work for others may not always come your way .’ Ketaki looked at Ratnakar for a moment, then slowly bent her eyes.
Ratnakar had a list of 8 boys and 2 girls already with him. Rima and Ketaki made it 12 which he thought was sufficient for the purpose. Even if some of them skipped, the programme would stand without being materially affected.
To say Ratnakar didn’t think of Chameli Chatterjee once in a while in the midst of action-full of his life would be negating a truth . Actually he’d learnt to live in two worlds. One was the world of ideals to which he remained dedicated despite all the odds .The other world , about whose existence he was unaware till the other day, was for him full of mysterious invitation. When Chameli filled the form under the shadow of the tree sitting close to him she was every inch real. Now she was on the other side of the pool, turning an elf , with the distance growing . He felt he didn’t have the wings to fly to the other side where she dwelt among trees and flowers. The elemental force seemed to intervene somewhere.
The reality has the attribute of pinching a man in one form or another if he ignores it for a long time . Chameli Chatterjee , the reality , couldn’t be thought of without reference to his family and their social standing and aspirations .But wasn’t that jumping too fast ? Perhaps. In that case the relationship that he was visualizing couldn’t be one beyond station waiting room acquaintance prism.
It was past midnight and sleep was still eluding him .He was lying in a cot in the open in front of his tin-roofed study with a mosquito-net set on it .High above the net were branches of margosa tree with small dense leaves blocking his view of the moon . He opened the net slightly, enough to place his head out, and was surprised to see the moon as if it had moved to the spot for his benefit. Between his eye and the moon he could perceive hundreds of lines of bright light racing towards him and breaking somewhere in the middle. Were they communicating some message to him? If so, he couldn’t decode them. But he fell asleep in that position. When, he didn’t know.
He woke up in the morning to a slew of programme lined up for him starting from writing posters in the Party office for a mass-meeting five days hence at Victoria ground, to a students’ meeting in the college, to visiting an ailing comrade in the hospital in the evening .In a matter of minutes he finished everything including breakfast and was on his way to the office on his creaking bicycle .He knew the cycle needed repair badly . But where was the time for it?
The office was open but the scene inside the room he was to write posters was daunting : there was a litter of torn papers and some beedi stubs spattered on the mat reminding one of yesterday’s work.Biren da alone was there sitting on this mat without any sign of discomfort in his usual posture of a burning beedi in his mouth , and another doused beedi on the tip of his ear, with a newspaper in his hand .
‘Why so early ?’ Biren da was visibly astonished to see Ratnakar at that hour . ‘There isn’t a comrade for you to talk to . And the room isn’t cleaned yet . ‘
‘I’ve come to write posters . I promised to give at least 20 posters to Bera and Rao today .’Ratnakar said .
‘Mad.You’re really mad .You could write them at a comfortable hour during the day as the others do. ‘Biren da admonished him.
‘Because today I shall be busy during the whole college hours.’Ratnakar explained. ‘I can’t come back leaving the college in the midway to write posters . I must finish them in all cases before I go to college .’
‘I was actually going to lock the office as it was time for my cup of tea.’ Biren da laughed.’If you’re but five minutes late , you’d have found the door shut .’ Ratnakar didn’t know what to say now that he was still laughing.
‘I’m going out for tea. How long do you mean to stay here?’ asked Biren da.
‘At least for an hour. Maybe half an hour more.’
‘I hope to come back by then. But don’t leave the office in any case until another comrade comes.’ Birenda had his responsibility in the matter .
Ratnakar was so long continuing conversation standing . After Biren da’s departure he took the broomstick to clean the area on the mat for him to write the posters .He found the colours safely kept at a place .