SUGGEST ME WHAT TO DO

WHO AM I?WHAT AM I WORTHY OF?PEOPLE SAY WHEN THESE TYPE OF QUESTIONS ARISE FROM WITHIN YOU ARE ON THE FIRST STEP TO BECOME A SAGE. IF ITZ LIKE THAT SOON PEOPLE WILL START WORSHIPING ME.BUT WORSHIP FOR WHAT?WHEN I M TWICE AS CORRUPT AS AN ORDINARY MAN.WHAT IF PEOPLE TAKE ME PIOUS TODAY?I PAID SECRET VISITS TO MY GIRLFRIEND AT DEVIL’S HOUR.NO 1 IN MY JOINT FAMILY OF 21 MEMBERS EVER TOUCHED THE DAUGHTER OF GRAPES BUT I EMPTIED BOTTLES WHEN I WAS AWAY.BUT DO THESE SINS MAKE ME TOO MUCH SILLY.ON OTHER HAND I TOO HELPED NEEDY. NEVER STOLE ANYTHING EXECT THE SO CALLED SLEEP OF MY GIRL.WHERE AM I TODAY AFTER ALL.O FRIENDS PLEASE SUGGEST ME HOW SHOULD I COME OUT OF THIS DILEMMA .ONE SIDE IS WORLD ND ON THE OTHER SIDE IS ME………