It's sever cold and why you aren't here

with darkness, one more day disappear,

with you in my mind, and night so still,

collapse on a chair, with memories to kill.

♥

Surprised though, all things complete,

now enter my kitchen as hungry to eat,

my unclean hands, reminds your scold

While I wash them, oops! I shiver in cold.

♥

I traveled myriad miles, from here to there

happily to be around you, from far and near

tonight as I entered, in my chaotic room,

in consciousness, only your aura bloom.

♥

With cogitation, I am often on my own,

and awake, with a delight unknown,

may be a dream, which so often I see

face in my wavering hands, I kiss thee.

♥

Your silence was not easy, to comprehend,

I am vulnerable, thus my feelings append,

You went far, so far that I remain on hold,

observe this cold night, what calm it enfold.

♥

Tonight, a let off within me will determine

You were mine truly

As I walked on the sands of time.

a few golden patches, a few not worth a dime..

I came across a myriad of people,

Some were strong of character, some were feeble.

At first, my steps were steady & slow.

As people in life passed me,

I knew time was short to catch their glow,

Inexperience was my company.

For this, did one need to have maturity ??

For, Some blinded me with their brilliance,

some soothed me with their purity.

Life was my teacher & taught me from its golden book

Sometimes at me it laughed..

Sometimes with me it cried..

Sometimes I was punished..

Sometimes I was forgiven & let off the hook.

Like a lost child, brought back to course,

Never left me at the end of the day, morose.

What was I searching for, on this golden beach ??

Was it attainable or was it out of my reach ??

Was it the ship sailing on the horizon so blue..

Or was it the tiny stars shinning in the sky, so few ??

Each person who crossed me taught me what life is

I was taught a father's love & a mother's warmth,

A sister's companionship & a brother's charm.

A friend's broken heart which needed some love,

The hunger of a stray dog, the pain of a dove.

As the golden sands slipped through my feet,

I looked back on the path,

now looking so long & neat.

All along the path I saw footsteps alongside me,

& what is this that I see ??

I see a lot of paths made by people all around me,

Some crossing over to me, some walking away from me

. Pointing to that time in life, which is embedded in my heart..

At that time I found the meaning of my life.

Its not the years nor the miles you walk.

Its not all the famous people with whom you may talk.

Its those people who walked with you in life's small walk,

Its what you taught them & to you, what they taught.

God but still i was that human.

SOMETIMES I SEE THE MORNING SKY WITH RAINBOW!
my heart fills with joy!!

SOMETIMES I SEE THE GREEN GRASSES GLISTENING IN THE MORNING SUNLIGHT!
my heart fills with joy!!

SOMETIMES I SEE THE BIRDS SINGING MELODIOUSLY!
my heart fills with joy!!

SOMETIMES THE BEAUTY OF NATURE MESMERIZES ME
my heart is filled with joy!!!!

O GOD! A LOT OF SORROW IN YOUR WORLD,

THEN WHY I AM SAD WITH MY PAIN !

WHO IS HAPPY IN YOUR EARTH !

WHO IS HAPPY WITH THEIR GAIN !

THE BIRD WHICH FLY ,IN SKY ,

SITS ON BRANCH ,DURING RAIN AND STORM,

IN HER LONELINESS ,SILENT WITH MOAN ,

SHE IS ALSO SAD,STILL SHE FLY !

THE LAD !

WHO HAS GONE ,FROM HIS MOTHER'S LAP,

WHO WILL SEE THE PAIN OF MUM,

SILENTLY WHO WORKS,WITH HEART IN SHUDDER !

ON THE MUDDY LANE, ON WHICH WE WALK,

TO WHOM TO TELL THE PAIN OF HEART,

IN YEARS TWO YEARS COLLAPSE DOWN,

THE PAIN NOBODY FOUND !

THE RIVER WHICH IS NAUGHTY DURING RAIN,

GET DRY DURING SUMMER WITH PAIN,

WHAT A PATHETIC SIGHT IT IS ,

ALONE TEARS WITH ALL EYES MISS !

THE STREET DOGS WITH ,SKELETON-BODY,

FEEDS THEM NOBODY,

ONLY A CHASE,

A PATHETIC PHASE,

STILL THEY ARE ALIVE,

WHO KNOWS THE PAIN,

NO ONE GAIN !

THE WIDOW IN ROOM ALONE,

NOBODY AFTER HUSBAND DEATH,

WHO CAN FEEL THAT LONELINESS !

THE CUCKOO DURING SPRING ON TREE,

ALONE SITS AND SINGS FREE,

WHO CAN FEEL THE INDIFFERENT SONG,

AND THAT SWEET SONG WE LOVE,

WE DON'T SEE HER LONELY HEART !

MY LIFE IS WITH ME,AFTER BIRTH,

AND YOU WROTE DEATH,ON SAME DAY,

THEN WHY I AM CRYING IN THIS PAIN,

GIVING MY EVERYTHING AT YOUR FEET,

AND REMOVED ALL STAIN !!!!

SUDDEN,WITH A SLICE OF STORM,

AND THE CLOUD BLACK! 

A SPRINKLE OF RAIN!

DIPPED THE WORLD IN BLACK,

AND POWER-CUT,

MADE THE SURROUND CALM AND FLAT!

 ONLY THE JINGLE OF RAIN,

WINDOW IS OPEN! 

I AM AT TABLE,

WITH THOUGHTS-MUMBLE,

HAND ON CHEEK,

SPLASH OF COOL BREEZE,

MAKING ME SHIVER AND FREEZE,

FRONT OF CANDLE LIGHT,

SEEING THE SHUDDER OF FLAME,

DENSE BLACK OUT SIDE,

NOTHING AT SIGHT!

ONLY WITH THUNDER,

SOME PLANTS AND LANE,WHITE!

A FEW TERMITE,

SUDDEN IN FLY,

TO THAT CANDLE LIGHT,

IN SEARCH OF LIGHT,

WITH MIND IN DELIGHT ,

AND,DON’T KNOW,DEATH IN HIDE!

I IN PAIN,

THOUGHTS BEGIN,

DRIPPING THEIR WING’!

THEY GOT LIFE,

WILL LIVE SOME DAYS MORE,

THIS,OUR LIFE AND THE HOPE!

WE ARE ALIVE!

DODGING WITH LIFE!

To be in love…..

is to be the victim of glamour.

Glamour isn’t only a flase glow,

Its an intoxication.

Two dazed minds blinded by

temporary intoxication, enter

into kind of crazily reckless contract.

Expecting only good and beautiful to come,

of course an act of temprorary insanity.

Alas!!!!! only to find that they do not suite each other.

Beacuse they now want more………

always expect to be treated as stranger?

With kindly manner and readiness 

to be of assistance? Wanna make your self comfortable?

With complete freedom of action and thought?

Alas! It never occurred to you 

  the greatest chance of happiness  is in freedom,

but not in bondage!!!!!

We never realise what happiness is'.

We run behind it'. Chase it' but can't get hold of it'

Then we get tired ' shed tears ' and say we are sad'

Where did the happiness go?

Happiness never left us' we made it run away..

Let us now relax for a moment'feel the happiness in the heart'

Think of all those things that ones made you smile'

Keep aside the things that made you weep..

Now do you feel that the happiness is with you'.?

We should never put conditions for happiness'.

There is a miracle in life and try to live for every moment'.

We become engrossed in attaining our specific goals'

And during this phase we forget to squeeze happiness from the little-little things'

There are times when things don't happen as we planned '

And we get depressed'

But don't we think that there is something better in store for us'

Lets be open to whatever life gives us'

Let us keep a stock of happiness within us and use it to cheer others and ourselves'

Lost in the street of darkness,

With no flickers around'. 

Surveying in the no man's world,

With crowds surround.. 

Like a novel's last ten pages

My every step are jolted with
thrills' 

Colors are all in my wanted list,

Playing hide and seek,

With me as a seeker always. 

Are sandwiching my thoughts,

Between the two lids sounds easier?

Should my eyes constrain

With in the length of my tear streaks
in cheeks? 

Rain in my eyes,

Harassing to catch the lightning..

But failed again !

My eyes add two more in the count of
morning star.. 

My imaginations owned,

Hectares in the night sky,

With no fences'.

And can fly over horizon. 

But my leg should follow

What a stick says.. 

Life being a nightmare,

I want to wake up'

 I want to wake up,

To see a day,

Which is being my daydream so
far..  

My nightmare never ends..

Will the day stay a daydream
always? 

At
times we find ourselves amidst situations from where the solutions seem
to be at a far end.  The problems seem to be like white ants that feed
on our life and keep reducing our age by depression.
I am no expert who can talk about life, problems or depression but have a little experience
As
the second's hand of the clock 'tick ticks' (moves) we stand in front
of some undesirable situations. Every little thing that we have to do
becomes a cause worry.

One has to just believe in oneself and have a positive attitude