Hi,
Just listen to the words, for a feeling lies either in the lines or the
eyes, haunt they both ..which one will do it more will depend on which
portion of the mind is more active in the case….Apurva
still there are people around me,
still there are man around,
still there are machines around me,
who look at me with a star in their eye,
where i can not see a future for me,
but yes i can see life for them,
smiles for them,
lives for them,
a day where they will have happiness, smile and a friend,
and i live on,
knowing not what is it that i am,
understanding not what i will have,
but only that” if i don’t smile i will disappoint several others”
…its difficult to understand but it does is true…..Apurva
How can i not have pain,
how can i not cry,
why can i too not swear by the name of a friend,
why cant i too say to a girl- i love you,
why cant i not have a friend,
why is it that i am not allowed to have a decent thought….
why is it that i have so much of pain,
why is it that i can not love a girl,
why is it that i can not live without a pain,
its a question right?? why is it that no one answers it….
Lets talk about me,
lets talk about the wind,
lets talk about my heart,
lets talk about the grass,
lets talk about sun,
lets talk about you,
why not,
its difficult, isnt it?? and you say i am shy!!..
….Apurva
Hi
I dont have time for you i am here only to be alive,
i dont have time for you i am here only to stay smiling,
you can come and kill a hundred hearts,
you can shoot a soul of its ground,
but i will stay smiling,
try if you can make me feel bad for my life,
try if you can make my life hard,
i will still live,
i will still find a way to be alive,
i will cry if i have to,
but i will stay alive,
i dont know, understand why,
but only because she taught me
that if i dont i will disappoint several others.
Apurva
