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Hi ,

Its great to get a responce.But what exactly is there in it, matters the most. What i keep on getting are empty responces, would you like to ride a boat that is empty. I would say i will not. But still you keep on doing it. because that is the only boat available. But is it. I dont know but may be yes, some man are so desperate to ride a boat, that they will. I am one among them. Living for dreams is one thing, but living in dreams is second.

I keep on being in contact with some of my friends from my past jobs, thinking that it will help. may be they will start saying ” ok i will go out on lunch with you.” but i know that they will not. Because of any n no of reasons..Its kind of fact but a man ho builts reality, lives in reality also has a mind that lives in a dream. Difficult, but still he does. I have been among the one who have always teased the society for being unrealistic. But here i am turning my self in the same tornado, knowing the truth myself. Its like living in deza vo.

I think best it can be named as loneliness and longing for a friend who can understand the real facts and still be as good as it is possible.

Halusinations are dangerous, and that yes they are.

I remember a para from  ’gift of wings’ - we can not blame other birds because each one of them lacks either one or the other  characterstics, but it is the clear fault of the seagull for he has been made perfact for a beautiful flight, but he never  uses them.

I am a seagull, I have to flap, thats a fact and that it will always be. Thing left is when..i pray to my god that this is the last word i write, think or live this mirage.

may god be with ur for ever and ever…amen…

…Apurva