aday’s blog

Past is not away

It feels no love that I hold for you,

It feels no heart that I seek with you,

It feels it is not you but is a man far away,

It feels I am missing you, but i miss him,

I am used to not to miss him,

I have forgotten how to miss him,

May be since you were the best friend I had,

May be since you are the best frnd I had,

It feels I find you too close to him,

When I cry, I am missing you!

But when i wake up in the morning,

with a lady in thought who is not you,

but is a girl far away from your names,

i realize the showers i never had,

hold me close,

hold me without tears,

and i am missing a man,

i never had as a child.

and he i am missing him.

i am not loving you.