aday’s blog

Simittee woke up early today. Listening to the queeks of sipi and meews. Out in open there she stood.”Aha! a pigeon cloud!”

” It’s  a lovely day, jee, good morning!”

“Morning! it is going to be a busy one. when will you reach office, simi?”, jee was curious on call.

“Within an hour. I saw a pigeon today!!”

“Thats great! mine was a swan”.

Led a busy life. Simittee and Jee had chosen the lives they were living. Others doubted it. Some felt better could be done.

‘It’s their highest right. Simittee has heard her heart”

“Nothing but success comes out of it.” They debated.

“She still needs to hold on’, worried her guardian angles.

Simittee  was ready for her office.

“Success angles will test her to the highest, choice is rare.”

“Don’t worry”

“choosing was the most difficult part, She now only needs to hold on to the tide and trust her heart, her choice”.

“She will make it, anyways we are here”.

“That we are!!”, angles got ready for the day.

Unaware of her clouds, simi was already on her way. Walking, on the selmon road -East.

….Apurva

Smiling was her favourite game. Simi knew all the styles of smiling…twii, tim, titu, ree,  cho, sasa, bree and others so many more. Yoko, already called simi a YIKI.

“Yiki’s don’t wobble!!, you are create bad impression, smile turns false you know!!”

I WAS NOT WOBBLING, i was trying pipu :-).

She dreamt of one day becoming Yiki. Practiced and practiced, whole  days and sometimes at night too.

Everyone loved that. And she loved people smiling with her.

………..Apurva

Simitee sim and Pimpee the pee,

went for a walk,

Along with  twittle and

dear kimi the hog.

Taught them a waffle,

and of the sea,

told him of kiti the kit,

story of  honey bee.

Lived fun together,

had some cream,

played with the dwindles,

and capt sunny beam,

 Went they back,

to the Pittel

had some dinner,

smiling, sipped the tea.

…Apurva

PEE

JUNY

Waking up,

Simitee, heard the song,

Little Twitle playing with the twit,

Was humming with a smile,

looking at the roof top.

Simitee went, kissed the cheeks; What flew on the skies?

“It was a small suko, flashing a star”

She sat there for a while,

hugging the little uno, whispered in his ears,

“Don’t forget to call her before shutting your pallets,

she will come to put a star in your dreams too”.

…………………Good Night..Apurva

Ribbity rabit and hoppy hobbit,
had a small inchy crackit,

He was wild but was small,
wheneven flipped,
felt an inch tall,

I, played with ‘em and my snoop
we loved like ever.
Yes! we are the happy troop.

Under the Current  : Cumin

Before I Write too much…

Welcome to the chapter of smiles….

Yours ..

Apurva

I try and then i stand back,

asking as if  is it I? Who is to decide,

Feeling, as if i deserve the best,

Yesterday, my only bird flew away.

Wishing for another morn,

wishing for a smile on my face,

I slept yesterday at 3,

and today found,

my only bird flew away.

Sad as yesterday,

sad as last tomorrow,

i spent another eve,

spent another dusk,

a night and more,

feeling sad for I,

yesterday my bird flew away,

I was not holding her,

i was not trapping her,

she was my only,

and i was her’s,

But still again when i woke up

Dream had jumped away.

Just had my tea,

felt it round,

after the while of my time,

yesterday i was told.

Was here by choice of her need,

you too had the ask of the time,

Its not the words but you use,

Oh! my dear,

 its not she,  

Just “the time grew away”.

Its not a story i am trying to write, its just what i have been feeling. Its a wierd feeling that exists inside me. I could have had written this poem public, but  i am keeping it personnal.( Its because of  the NOTE!!!)

Well it is not  a story actually, it an experience i am going through. I do have written several times, currently i am under stress  and on certain scales under heavy depression. Heavy doesn’t mean i can’t lift it. This is the first thing that i have learned, Heavy doesn’t even mean” i can not lift it” its : just an ex-pression that just can’t do it right now.

Today i lost 2 pants, 1 T-shirt, 1 towel and  2 hankerchiefs( May be one shift too, i will find out after wearing it).Sacrifised to insanity. Word sounds too big ok? Then i would say, Lost to the dragon of heart ache.

Heart Ache! May be lot many others on this planet know it better then me. Coz! may be what ever it feels like, i still feel it lot lesser, coz for about 10 hrs i am in office, i don’t feel it. It comes back only at night then disappers as soon as i fing my lovely machines near by.

Depression! i have just finished with two books. The Secret and also 2 stories from Curious Lives(Richard Bach).  So! I am in a very different moods. Elevated?( drinking is strictly prohibited). But i am not happy that i know. I can’t tell you how does happiness feels neighter do i have  a scale( i have very rare moments with me when i have not felt the way i  am feeling right now. Brynes writes” you are what you thought till last moment, your next moment is decided by what you  are thinking right now”.