aday’s blog

So am i writing something of importence here. 

No it’s just a memory. I m not a centurian. Months or may be years after this if and when i get down or think about life. I wish to read you. I wish to go through to know who and what i am.

I am apurva. If you believe in God, then with full belief, believen that the man who wrote this piece of paper was a real man, a man who had the guts to change the world, challenge the only world he knew with the world of peace, where peace did had no conditions attached, but only was a right of every individual.

I know man will call you, insane for doing what you did. But i also remind you, what you did, gave a lot of hope to people, gave people the freedom to understand.

So what is it that is tormenting you?? Iron man, huh???

Well let e tell you, he is not unreal. You too have to make such choices. I will not go into that girl no girl stuff. Brother, mother, relative,friend, none of those stuff. If you hve solved them, well and good, if you are stuck in that, well don’t read ahead.

Its about the truth called apurva, what could he become what did he become.

he faught every feeling that he could garner to find the correct answers. And he did not fail. Till now, today, he has found out a lot about loving. and the core issue of the work

Kashti mein baitha,

mein jigar ko dekhata hi rah gaya.

Ek dost khada kinare,

Mein bichade ghar ko dekhata hi rah gaya.

Ek dar hota tha kabhi,

tairne ki kismat jo nahi mili kabhi,

aab ek sukun hai, hrudai  mein,

ek toota hua zamaana,

mere dil se jo beh gaya.

Khabar nahi, kahin aashiyane ko tod to nahi aaya,

kahabar nahi, kahin kisi mahal ka dar to chod nahi aaya.

suraj se bhara mere hamjigar ka aasman hoga.

khushi hai, ki dil mein ek samandar tha,

mein aashiq kashti mein safar ho gaya.

Safar he khyal mera shayad paimana tha.

bheegte savan se mera aasaani se dostana ho gaya.

kabhi dard to kabhi, yadein aakhon ka pathar khatkhatati hein,

Pal ke baad haasil muzhe ek afsana ho gaya.

Pal mein tu nahi aaj, na hai kahin sukun si raatein,

lekin ek subah roj dastak de jati hai,

Mera hrudai, lal na sahi,

lekin safar se ek aashiqana ho gaya.

…………..to be alive is different but it is certainly different then feeling alive..

……………………….Apurva

Seekhane ko  tune samandar chod diya

Lekin is dil ko kahan lehro se chain milta hai.

Takta hun dur teri gehrai mein,

Lekin is dil ko kahan uchaiyoan se chain milta hai,

Aadat nahi,  shahadat nahi,

Rang ko ishk ki ibadat chahiye.

Mein kis rang se rangu tuze,

E dil, muzhe bee ek chahat chahiye.

Bechheni nahi , is dil mein  aarzoo hai.

Samandar ko  tairti kashti ki muskurahat chahiye

………….Apurva

Hi,

So, we all have been hearing that india is now going to face food shortage, so now we will be importing food from outside.

adding news from around the corners to add:

In Japan, a new breed of wheat has recently been developed: which needs to be submerged in water, Good especially for regions which face regular floodings. ( Still in experimental stage)(BBC can be read in last week’s archieves)

Bolivia: A century old method of flood farming is being experimented with. Here farms are made in special way, a canal by digging the land, next to  it raised farming land strip(enough to be above water, when flooded) then again a canal, again a farming strip then a canal structure and so on. This was- 1. Farm is unharmed, nutrients in soil do not get lost, water stored in canals can be used during dry season even without that heavy diesel equipments. And the nutrients of soil that get washed due to rain also remain at their place not getting lost. It means no more need for more deforestation land does not loose its nutrients, the one which get lost come back when irrigated by the same water.(BBC: 22nd august: Americas)

Cuba: After suffering from the fuel draught in 1989 has developed farming methods free from fuel requirements- a special way of town, city planning: in which cities ae merged with farming plots, that is farming plots are  there situated in the city, next to parking space of your car or bike.(BBC: 23rd Aug)

Undermentioned views are personnal:

We can find small farms, where land is less : growing needed vegetable for the nearby users. Large fields of the size of football grounds(Our case: cricket grounds) for mass produce grains. And well for a country like ours, wher  cattles are allowed to graze and roam around in cities- isn’t it great!! We can actually use the cattles in day time for farming, the owners- small doodhwalas can rent them over for farming during the day time. Cattles will be out of the streets making streets empty, simultaneously getting fed nutritional chara, which have good milk produce. The farmer needs not to care for his animals purely farming business for him, cheaper and healtier then the diesel/petrol based equipments(only needs to rent them up- use then- they go back home).

Also since the market is close by next doors, middle man charges gone, easy consumption, no need of transportation. Even the farm dairies can be envisioned: which can produse according to the need, requirements of the city itself.

A self suffice system for the city, it will grow for itself first, every one getting better, cheaper and faster.( remember- max of money that you pay while dealing in vegetation is third man charges). And can produce profit for everyone knowing the nearby requirements.

…………..And in that case the rottening of Millions of tonnes of wheat every year in Punjab and haryana can also be controlled.( How? : They can get into production by advance contracting: Producing as per the requirements given by nearby: next state Food Dairies). And producing accordingly. I don’t think if a kisan knows that he will be paid only for this much of wheat he will ruin his effort by producing to waste.

What goes in trying?? apply the bolivian method of farming in flood prone areas, they also face draught in summer. Both can be tackled. Their land will remain safe with nutrients, last longer, less chemicals needed. Can be done easily on small scale without assistance from government.

The new breed of wheet being developed in Japan is also a good choice, i don’t have much information on it, Yes government does comes in.

And the method being applied in Cuba. It is revolusionary, i mean if we can have industrial cities,why not have farming cities. This method of farming saved cuba from heavy imports of grains( during 1989, it had nearly lost all its supply of fuel: and its agro industry heavily depended on fuel based machines, but due to application of this method of farming it did good). And for our country- where thind man costs, storage costs are very high, our production and delivery systems still unguided: These methods can be of great use. 

Just think about it………………….Apurva  

Hi,So, hows been your day!. Mine went well. Learned a bit. how many of us like living. I do. How did i used to live it? Just like life.

Some questions that got answered:
What’s the difference  between a soldier and me.
He risks his life (with the govt pension plans even his family’s). i risk may be anything else, but risking life is not the thing that my boss expects out of me. Salutes to the men/women who risk so many precious years of their active life..

Is Kashmir all about religions fighting together.
Absolutely not! its pure economics.( views are personal)

Is my work less important?
Not at all, i work that is how a part of system runs smoothly. Everybody’s work is equally significant, only different is of the risk level.

Why is MP- though has forests, so many people, so much land still in worst condition.
No words, but the people know it, I will only say, God only punishes those who keep on indulging is destructive activities.

Why does Gujarat prospers so much though has undergone so many calamities.?
Coz, the people want it to happen. As i had written so many times earlier too, A leader is only one man out of the population, his qualification, he is capable of  & ready  to lead the feeling of his people.

Can hate solve anything?
Actually hate is not a solution, it is a reaction, if you are hating, it means there is something still going on which is hurting. It is only the end result. Best to find the reason. In the end if you don’t find hate anywhere it means problem has been solved. But please! don’t tell to stop hating, it’s nothing physical.

 Can i fall in love?
Difficult, very difficult, obsessed towards a female, yes, possible. But love, i am finding myself still too away from the feeling. To be frank, i still know not, what loving actually means.

Will one day we will get to stars?
Yes, we will. India will be there.

Can i write again?
Well, yes i can, but right now, the struggle inside me is wedging me too much. Reading you people does actually gives me a lot o love but then again, it is still not bringing me close to anything.

…………….I am trying to learn as much as can be done.
I will be busy not only reading more and more, but by god’s grace doing more and more, but can i express it - It is a difficult questions. i hope krishna finds me worthly  to give me all the answers which are needed. I today hold very less.

Dreamer’s live that is a truth, irrespective of all those jokes of day dreams are good enough to become leaders, are a shit. Only dreamers have the strength to change a system. for they have known a system which is still not there. That’s how all the best systems in the world have been created. Not only by knowledge, but by dreams.

Keep dreaming, Make India.

………………Apurva

( It does not mean i may not write again, i may be there on board tomorrow itself, ok)

When it comes to life:  first thing to keep in mind- it is about living, it is not about relations, it is not about world, it is not about a friend: it is first about living.”
Missing someone is a way, loving someone is another way, but never forget: it is first about living”

Let me stare deep in your eye
let me break, or let it drop from your,
Let me start it with a smile or let me end it with a sigh.

Ain’t in no mood to stay afloat,
It is no longer needed to sign my alibi.

Stay in together,
where your heart and mine strike day and night,
don’t you stay saying,
Fault is my.

We shape together,
alone too  if it has to be
with regret don’t  let either of us die.