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A men chooses to kill his instinct. The reason??

How is it that a person feels that he know what is correct, still goes to the wrong way. Do we like to  experiment? Are we afraid? Are we scared? Some say: we are afraid of change. We want to remain in our comfort zone. We are afraid to see the unseen, do something we have never done.

What if you have done something in your life and you know that it gave you pleasure, Still, still you slip out of it and feel scared to go that way. Why?

If your experience says, doing it that way did gave me  success. But when the same moment comes you don’t do it the same way you got success. Why doubt, doubt ourself?

When we know that we are not going to die just waking up in the morning and greet Hi! to our children instead it will be making me happy, why not to do that? Just because!!! What?

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I have drifted down a street,

street across mandvi chouk,

may be a street acroos baroi

silenced may be sitting in my room.

But still when a good shoe looks good on my feet,

why? my little heart, you cry,asking a heaven for you.

Is there not enough straw in the fields that you crossed

Else is there no land sinking in waters.

Why is it that my dear heart, you sit in my room.

Waiting and trying for a heart with the lips of girl.

Unseen or known as a woman o soul of you.

why is it my mind you build memories of distress

and scents of dispair, dying and sitting on bottoms of my room.

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lets move ahead, a bit by bit,

with the smell of grease and oils,

sight of men in orange and blue,

with a tools and some seas,

Some metals and a few bees,

sounds of roar, and of buzz,

let’s play my heart a tune of words,

With no untill or if your mind,

just love the way it comes,

living just to be with true and a dear you.

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I don’t have much of answers right now. But i do have lots of questions which are unanswered, which i can not ask, one i don’t even want to hear answers. But a reason to kill the body, i don’t think it is any good……………..

..Apurva  

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