What it takes to change your life?
A dream? but what does it take to realize a dream. it takes courage (and a lot more)
I used to feel, if I could challenge the world, challenge it’s structure. I can gather enough inner strenght to make my dreams happen. It worked a bit.(only)
I am finding it( the hard way) that more then the strength to challenge the surroundings, What is needed more is the courage to challenge myself.
The first one to react is me. Anything that happens because to my actions, first affects me. The way my defense, offence, memories, emotions react and learn from it. I mean, you can fight with everything in the world( loose or win) but if the challenge is from inside, what would you do?
Nothing too much. You can leave the course or force yourself to stay on. That is not called realizing your dream.
Very easy to slip behind the walls of schedules(which do not matter), rituals, hardship, money, relations as many walls you wish, the negative inside will generate. Changing you into something that you don’t like but you become.
I did jumped off a cliff and then closed my eye wishing to avoid the rocks below. It is dangerous, stupid but is is not abnormal. We all do that. I did that, still do that. But it is not the human way, the human way is face your choice with your eyes open, watching the rocks as they approach towards you.
Not easy, yes! but if you are dreaming, Be ready, because’ it takes a lot. I don’t know what actually it needs, in fact I don’t even know which is my dream. That is the way it goes, confusion leads to clarity.
and I am a lot of underwater. Lot of confusions.
But then again, if we did not try, what is the meaning of dreams?