life teaches me; i have tried, a good lot, to learn from people from them who are termed teachers, yet I return empty handed. everytime, i am called a failure, everytime I fail, I fall and am discredited. but then again, life comes up, faces me teaches me, i don’t measure the cost of it, but it teaches and i realize i ain’t a failure, I fall but then I know i ain’t a failure, it is just the way life is.
Yeah! I haven’t written since a long time, it reflects in my smile, it reflects in my eyes. there are a whole lot of things that I haven’t done since a long time. but each time spent like this, like- as if I am waiting for everything to end. I generate respect for them people, them who are all around me, you know the one I am talking about, the people who travel in buses or may be travel in nothing, just walk.
Yes, i don’t know what else did I learn, what else am I learning these days. but one thing is ceatain, I am gerenating a lot of respect inside of me, respect for all that is around me, respect for them who are called as - the common people. It ain’t tough to give up, it ain’t tough to take it up; but the way they live, survive and still smile, but still dance and but still cultivate a culture, a life, a living.
I am sorry, If I can’t give you people too much these days, I am sorry if I can’t write as I used to do, or take care of things that I once used to do. I am sorry, If I ain’t not the way, i was expected to be, but I am thank ful that I am able to be among you all and i am thankful that you people give me a chance to understand you, give me a chance to smile with you. and i respect you all for that. and I thank you and I thank my lord for that.