The time has always been hard with me, I think this is the nature of my partnership with time.
Finally got some energy. Believe it or not, i am typing from a computer terminal after several months. It feels awkward- wha to talk about? what to share? The country is undergoing change, if you are feeling scared, don’t worry, even I am scared, everybody is. You may be more scared- You got families to care for. I am scared because I am aware of the change. But don’t worry
“Even it shall pass”.
Living as a common man is an experience in itself. It is ‘on duty 24 hours’. Deeper i sink into the shoes of a common man- more i respect them all. No longer do I blame them for not paying attention, No longer can I say - they are careless. They are brave people, women they are gallent.
More then that, my anger towards the educated, previlidged society is reducing. It is being replaced by horror. A group of people living in wonderland, like Alice. We are not worth critisism, but worth pity. Living in an wonderland, building a wonderland, acting blind folded. We don’t even know where we are headed with the horse collars.
Five months back, I had decided to retract- I said to myself, I done enough, now got to take care of my life. Then, I came across the works of Mr. P. Sainath. It blew me out of my shoes, I havn’t seen real poverty yet. Yes, africa is in bad condition, but our population isn’t doing any better either.
The job is not done. But the way ahead, I don’t know; This is eating me like a virus. I have grown weak now,
being a common man has this effect. But being one common man who has seen down the drain can drive you mad. Only Lord knows what I should be doing ahead. May be I need to find a teacher for myself.
God knows and in him I trust and thus I walk.
Yes! before I end this post..
Thank you to the Central government, J&K government & everybody else for considering to remove AFSPA from J&K. I know it is hard, but someday we all have to wake up. Someday we all have to understand people need to feel free, wings grow only when the bird feels free. Hard for the guards, but freedom is the only way out of the chakraview.
God Bless India
One of our best pasttime-scrutinizing where did we start to fall. Hoping, if we find it will correct all that went wrong & well! build a better future.
Past can’t be unwritten, should never be erased. it was, with the agreement of that moment. What you have is today. You are a product of what was. Build from where you are, with what you are.
for several people, the level of persecutions’ been high. They suffer, have suffered lot but to transfer that suffering to your surrounding is not the solution.
last friday, had a very serious discussion with my good friend, ‘A’ regarding ‘me’. Did the term politics, peace, development not sneak in? they did.
but the final topic; one that disarmed me; lasted for 3 hours; we didn’t finish.
i have spent a considerable time chasing freedom, yet it deludes me. every step has taken me closer to people. everytime i finish; a new challenge appears.
‘A’ asked a valid question -what about you? I had no answer, the ‘me’, I realize, has disappeared.
ever felt irritated with the daily struggle in the city. how many of us console ourselves by saying life is an struggle, an everyday fight. how many of us are out there praying to gods ‘let me have a life free of hassle’ ‘a day of peace’??
a part of this disturbance lies inside. how many of us transfer a part of disturbance to others? if you have spent most of your time & still find life tough. i suggest- cooperate, share a smile.
city is huge, but you would, still, be able to build a happier family.uld, still, be able to build a happier family.
two weeks, total six days each 24 hours long, passed. what did i write? zero articles
yes! i wrote poems. but i had planned articles. What happened?
there is a time for everything, why don’t i write more on oil? why don’t i write more on poor people? why do i write about a was going on outside? about exploitations abroad?
but not what goes on in India?
may be, coz’ i haven’t laboured enough, frankly speaking, i wanted to see before i comment, but i am still at square one.
hope i succeed.