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Question: Imp as much as a smile

January 27th, 2010
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Hi,

I am undergoing a very importent analysis.  For me extremely confusing one?
Rights,first i need to know what rights do women have more then men.
Why is it that a girl has rights to get angry on any bloody thing they wish too, but if a guy gets angry on the same matter. The matter becomes scrap and guy a scraphead.
Why is it that a girl has the freedom to say no! and a guy has to take it swiftly, but if a guy says no, he also gets the extra burdon of being called a worthless,careless shit, plus he has to say sorry too. 
Why is it that a woman has the liberty to choose what time she wants to donate to a guy, but if a man does so, he is considered as an inconsiderate rascal.
A girl has the right to stay busy, are all guys made of unemployed stuff that they can not be  busy??
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…Extremely wierd, this is too close to discrimination!!!..
What ever you think..but i think this is not good. 
………………..Apurva 
…………………..
….

Aab nind kahan aayegi

January 17th, 2010
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http://datastore.rediff.com/h5000-w5000/thumb/59696F6D725E2C6F/06l7535lg2n7azhz.D.0.Div0197.jpgE dost utha kar nind meri,

chandni ko baant de.
aaj use ek pal khwabo ki aaat de
Hum dono aashiq aaj 
mil kar chalenge,
tu kissa ishq ka kaahna
mein intazar ka.
baith kar hogi ishk ki guftagu,
mein likhunga tanhai,
tu use shab se mitana.
…………apurva

When the birds decided to fly

January 11th, 2010
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Close my eyes nd dream! Dream of a day, dream but how much for what. When people say, they slept and found a dream speaking with them. I m amazed!! How it can happen.

But then when it comes to realilty, a similar feeling can exist. I want to write but i don’t know how, but i am feeling kind of dizzy right now. 

Smile: the Pain ” Mera Naam aasu Nahi”

January 7th, 2010
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Itna aasan nahi,

gir kar na utha pana.
ek dard chahiye,
ek ghav chahiye,
aur chahiye tute khwabo bhara ek apsana.

Yesterday, finally a person gave words to the real me. 
tu jo hasta hai vo sacchi hasi nahi hai

Tut jaye ye dard ka silsila,
bikhar jaye pathar si ye aankhen,
kitna besabr raha hun mein
ek khyale ishk ko,
Shayad sikha hi nahi
meri ruh ne dil se muskurana.


i could understand why so many people pity me, i think it reflects out of my eyes and out of my face.

 How can i stop revealing what i don’t wish to hold but lives inside the infinite me.

” Hrudai ne prem joiye, pan dard na hun su karu, dard emna upar mara aadhikar nathi.”

Ek aasrsa hua, 
Ek shabh ka name muzhe phir kachot gaya,
dabaya tha ek samandar, ret mein,
phir meri ruh ko chot gaya.
teri zindagi ki khabar muzhe nahi,
meri zindagi bhee tu nahi,
kyon hai meri ruh mein tera thikana.
how can someone you havn’t seen, havn’t known be importent, I don’t mean life, i mean importent to your soul? 

 The pain which hides in a man, dies with a woman or may be with hearts. But what about the pain in this soul. When did it made it’s home. Makes me wonder. How can someone i knew when i knew nothing, be so tourmenting to me forever.

Bekhabar mein rahu shayad,
bekhabar haan bekhabar,

What happens when you trust life too much! you want to live! Amazingly trust in Life, packed with trust in God, trust in Nature, in Land, It does not heal but it nourishes an amazing strength. 

Zindagi, aagar bekhabar muzhe bahana hota,
kaha ishq tu muzhse karti,
shayad, patharo ki galiyoan me
tu nishane surk dekh zindagi khojati hai,
ki ret mein behte samandar ko shahar bana baithi.
…………
Sometimes smile can not hide,
sometimes an actor is not as good as he thinks he is.
A few times, he has to grow real. 
Real enough to not to act but to live,
Brutally, this is that time when he must unlearn what he has acted till now
and perform the same act in live.
…………..Apurva
 

Beneath the door bell

January 5th, 2010
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Just beneath the door bell,

I have posted a sign,
ring if you can manage a smile
inside you will find a guy,
busy and a bit without hearts. 
ring if you can manage a smile.
It ain’t easy if you threw a hi,
and were just thinking of saying good bye.
Coz the man inside reads your face a bit,
and feels the eyes and the thought that you hid.
So before you decide,
i want to ring this guy,
remember, don’t plan to say good bye.
………………Apurva 

Listen but not feel

December 29th, 2009
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Hi,

I am kind of sick these days, so sorry if you don’t get to read me more or even get to read any thing good. kind of, put me in silent please.
…A drop no more,
.A drop just glittering above the black sky.
 ..sneezing a bit, 
coughing a lot, 
a  drop just glittering above the black sky.
I heard lost,
and i heard it gone.
for a few days…i saw your face turn dawn.
Woke one day, you not the heart, 
just a rhythem..and not a sound…
tried crying, tried loosing..
but ended good somehow.
just a line,
just another word..
you and me..just a ghost.
and a tear missing, a smile seen
and 
a drop just glittering above the black sky
…………….Apurva 

Ashabd

November 30th, 2009
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Ek pal ka suraj,

Ek pal ki nazar,

Dekhane ko mausam,

Likhne ko safar.

Is pal tu nazar,

phir kahin,

ek naya safar,

Khabar hum nahi,

nazar tum nahi,

Aaj ke baad!!

phir kahin bekhabar,

ek nai dagar. ……….Apurva

Kinaro par aaskh nahi milte

November 24th, 2009
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Sun ek Kahani,

Tu samandar dhoondhata, behta  

Khojta ek pathar,

Jo shayad, ek Kinare par tu chod aaya,

Ek pathar Jisne tuzhe zindagi ki chahat di

 

Shayad aarman diye ya phir teri tanhai to sangeet,

Ab hai kahan wo khabar nahi,

Jaanta hun to sirf itna,

Kitne parvat tune chane,

Kitne hi aarman tune kinaro par utare,

Bekhabar sun ek kahani,

Tu ek samandar hai,

Ki tu ek samandar hai.

………………………………Apurva

Dooriya

November 24th, 2009
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Dooriya

 

 Jab bhee milta Hai

kyon kheechta hai muzhe

mein nahi tera safar,

Mein nahi kinara,

 

Tera gam bhee mein nahi

Na mein kashti hun,

Na mera aashiyana zameen

 

behta hun,

Ban ke humsafar,

ki aakela tu bhee

aur tanha mera bhee zameer,

 

Bekhabar milte hain jab bhee tere aarman meri kalam se,

Kahan koi aashiyana nazar hota hai,

Dhadakata hai zameen par behta har ek shahar

behta hai, kashiyoan ka samundar,

 

lekin ye ishk bhee roz bag ho jata hai,

Aur mein kho jata hun

tere aarman mein,

Aur tu  samandar,

mera aasman ho jata hai.

……………….With smiles

………………….Apurva

 

Sirf Tamanna Nahi

November 24th, 2009
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Sirf Tamanna nahi 

@>–

  Kuch shahar dur,

ek kadam peeche,

Ek tamanna ghayal hui,

Dost samandar phir safar hua,

Aur ek kashti phir kaphir hui

 

Safar ki chahat rang hui,

Kuch pal  mein mila ek kinana,

beech samandar phir kashti nam hui,

 

samandar ke aaskh kahan nazar hote hein @>–

 

Samandar bhee shayad deewana hai,

kahan tere aaskh nazar hote hein.

Bekhabar samaz se baahar hai meri

ki kashti ko kyon

 safar ke saath,

 safar ke baad 

kinare ka aarman hai.

 

Shayad thaharna kashti ki zindagi hai,

lekin samandar ko kyon ek kashti

ka intazaar hai.

Gungunata hai ek pathar beech gahrai se,

shayad aaj bhee samandra ko

aapni tanhai se nahi,

 mitti se pyar hai

………………………with smiles

Apurva