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Second thought: launch pad

January 21st, 2013

As discussed in the earlier posts, I have raised my doubts on the current believes of life, I was, unfortunately, able to get the answer to the development we have made via technology and machinery as another type of system. the travelling particles.

Unfortunately, that gives me an idea of what the next question would be and what the next answer could be, so I as well should get away with them quick.
Somewhere in future time, we will grow more energetic, more advanced then today and we would need not to travel but still we could travel, in simple words - radiate life. Another system. I am still not demoralized to ask next question.
—————and i have lost this post too….(I don’t know what I wrote in there but above was retrieved)
next question?? ? ( I don’t know)
why are we? to run the system? this freaks me out. Lord would give me vision, thoughts, an art of shaping words, give me smile, give me feelings only to run a system? that freaks me out. I don’t want to catch that explanation. 
–let me refresh myself- I want to know the answer to the question-
why should I be going to my office tomorrow and doing what I do everyday? or for heaven’s sake do anything that I do in a day- wake up, cook, travel, watch movies, eat, sleep, read. 
For most of them, I do have an answer- to keep my imagination alive. I mean wasn’t it my imagination that brought me this post. 
Answering at least one thing- that I must go on- because that is how I can find my answers. If I was not doing things apart from eating, waking up, sleeping, doing my job. I wouldn’t have been here- asking these questions, if I was doing just that, SURVIVING as a middle class person. 
Okay, so I will change my schedule now. make it better, read, go for walk, go on excursions. because I need an answer, (I need lots of answers). 
why are we?
In fact, now I also can say, why should I excel in my craft, because that is what I know right now and If I stop then that is all that I will know, if I wish to know more, I got to go on. (That’s a win for my boss I guess :) )
cheers & smiles.
…Apurva
PS. the question still stands- why are we? The purpose of our being? The reason for our existence or the reason for existence of anything?
 

jumbled up

June 23rd, 2012
 Hi,
I know not what I write,
for I know not- what you are.
I call you not who,
for I know not- what you are
I assemble some words,
a few from the clouds,
few from the waves,
and some from memories
that I have.
An attempt, 
feeble, but an attempt,
to understand what you are.
I know not what I write,
for I know not- what I am.
I call me not who,
for I know not- what I am.
a woman, yes, that you are,
a man, yes, that I am,
but the define- who, is not enough,
but the define- people, is not whole.
I know not what I write,
for I know not- what we are,
I call us not - who,
for I know not- what we are.
…Apurva