SORRY

I am sorry.
These three words.
For long, I thought that saying sorry was the most difficult thing to do.Was I egoistic?Maybe.Was I selfish?Maybe.
I lost out on my friends just because I couldn’t say sorry, just because I let my pride come in the way.Not that I am an overtly friendly person, I hardly talk to anyone but I sure had some good friends.
I was never the one to keep contact with them.After school, I was busy with my own life and the problems.(Which hugely occupied my mind at that time)
I always had a thought that if a person is your true friend, he/she will understand and reach out to you in your difficult times.I never realised that I myself never tried to make amends in my behaviour.
Then when I realised that I was fast losing out on my friends, I tried to cling on to some of them.Unfortunately, that was worse.Some left me and some became hugely irritated with my behaviour.
I was at a loss;I wasn’t able to comprehend-What was the problem?Where was I wrong?
Now that  I realise that friends are precious and you really have to work to friendships last, I will definitely try to change my approach.I have made some good friends in college.I wasn’t well for two weeks and they were so sweet to me.That is how I became friendly with them and got to know them better.
This time round, I have decided.I won’t become judgemental; no one is perfect.That makes life worth living.Thora roothna , thora manana.

I apologize to my friends, if they ever read this.I won’t be selfish again.

I had a feeling that saying sorry would mean saying I was wrong.But trust me, I am not afraid to admit it anymore.