Anterman ka samwad
Kabhi kabhi itna muskil
hota hai kisi ko samajhna aur usese bhi jyada muskil hota hai khud ko
samjhana.
I feel why the world is not that simple as I want and I feel why I
could not be a man who just say whatever they think and some time they say even
without thinking too. I feels scared of the things and people as they changes
their minds as the colors changes in the cloudy sky. They remains so smart in
talking but do they actually feel the way they say. I try to read words ….I
try to read between the line but no use as every time the meaning comes
different. I cry and shout on me why the hell I believe as they say. But then
also feel as I believe thus they become the way I believe on them. Life is full
of colors but having both shades dark and bright and light. Sometimes I feel
myself blessed for having so much of love in life sometime I feel myself
choking as not able to express it. The misunderstanding the if and but’s the
interpretations and the judgmental attitude of people stops me from expressing further.
I feel its better to be at within.
My curiosity makes me do
so many things which give a different opinion scope. But then why about me only.
I too can think many things about the whole world but why I remain so engrossed
within my inner self that I don’t bother anyone till the time we are actually
crossing somewhere.
Today after reading so
much I became firstly overwhelmed and then again the thoughts came and I wanted
to pour them on my space. But sometimes being busy is a blessing too. Its given
me time to think rethink and rethink b/w the work. Why I need to think so
much……………..I need to be light as I am. Why mind is so heavy? am I carrying
any other weight too. Nonsense isn’t it? why should I.Or I think…. just right
now I am feeling that way.
God why people always
try to read other person, why don’t they just enjoy the gifted company. Why
they put mind on things which are not existing. Why they thinks sooooo much
before every action.
I wanted to convey so much today and wanted to say so much but its better to be quite. Ha ha ha sometimes I really wonder I talk so much and convey zero from what I actually wanted to.But good way to handle the world and save your inner self.As it pains if things seen differently by the other pair of eyes.
