Today when I went to Gym I saw a man wandering outside with a small baby in lap and then I could see the Mom of that small baby working out in the Gym. Felt good about all three of them.
Hubby was too caring to give this time to his wife and wife was quite aware lady.Not like the one who feels that after being mother extra kgs are no issue.
She was trying different machines.I see people in Gym trying to work out and I always feel like they are harming themselves.Like one man who comes in morning time.As soon as he enters he gets on stepper or trade mill and then he will do things in such a fast pace,then he will leave it and do weights. His speed of pulling weights is tremendous.So many times I felt to tell “Uncle please slow down,try to understand your body first”.
Today I thanked my hesitation which stopped me saying what all I feel for people.I always become too caring for strangers and do suggest or correct them if they are doing something wrong.Like I had done with a small boy.He was eating paper napkin and I just wave my head to not him to do so.He came to me and spite those pieces of paper napkin on me.Obviously his parents were too busy in talk to notice all this.I could not feel anger…..he was a small boy.
So I was talking about the lady.She was running with speed without warm up on the TM. I felt like I am crawling not even walking against her speed.Never mind. Just after a few minutes she left TM and called her hubby from outside.They got ready for leaving. I was waiting her to switch off the TM at least from the sub switch.But allas she did not notice.
She was just leaving and I could not stop myself.I requested “could you please switch off the TM”. She said “dont worry it will get off on its own,its automatic”. Oh Ya but you need to off it from mains?
No no my hubby will use it………..what to say they left.He came back and now did open both the machine switched off by me.

Irritating but better to see outside and enjoy your cycling………..

Kabhi kabhi itna muskil
hota hai kisi ko samajhna aur usese bhi jyada muskil hota hai khud ko
samjhana.

I feel why the world is not that simple as I want and I feel why I
could not be a man who just say whatever they think and some time they say even
without thinking too. I feels scared of the things and people as they changes
their minds as the colors changes in the cloudy sky. They remains so smart in
talking but do they actually feel the way they say. I try to read words ….I
try to read between the line but no use as every time the meaning comes
different. I cry and shout on me why the hell I believe as they say. But then
also feel as I believe thus they become the way I believe on them. Life is full
of colors but having both shades dark and bright and light. Sometimes I feel
myself blessed for having so much of love in life sometime I feel myself
choking as not able to express it. The misunderstanding the if and but’s the
interpretations and the judgmental attitude of people stops me from expressing further.
I feel its better to be at within.

My curiosity makes me do
so many things which give a different opinion scope. But then why about me only.
I too can think many things about the whole world but why I remain so engrossed
within my inner self that I don’t bother anyone till the time we are actually
crossing somewhere.

Today after reading so
much I became firstly overwhelmed and then again the thoughts came and I wanted
to pour them on my space. But sometimes being busy is a blessing too. Its given
me time to think rethink and rethink b/w the work. Why I need to think so
much……………..I need to be light as I am. Why mind is so heavy? am I carrying
 any other weight too. Nonsense isn’t it? why should I.Or I think…. just right
now I am feeling that way.

God why people always
try to read other person, why don’t they just enjoy the gifted company. Why
they put mind on things which are not existing. Why they thinks sooooo much
before every action.

I wanted to convey so much today and wanted to say so much but its better to be quite. Ha ha ha sometimes I really wonder I talk so much and convey zero from what I actually wanted to.But good way to handle the world and save your inner self.As it pains if things seen differently by the other pair of eyes.

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