Suhana mausam tha. Taiz taiz hava chal rahi thi .baarish hone
ko thi kaali ghatayien jaise apne sang khushi ki bahar laa rahi thi

Vo apne haathon mien kuch kitabien uthaye chali jaa rahi thi
dusri or vo ladka bhi bahar jaane laga .

Apne hi dhun mien chaley jaa raha tha or ladki apni hi
duniya mien khoi hui thi chalte chalte khud se hi muskuraye dono

Hava zoron shoro se chal rahi thi havayien mano kuch keh rahi ho jaise .

Dono ek dusre se takraa gaye .kitabien gir gai thi unki
nazrien mili….na jane ek dusre se kya keh rahi thi…kai dair tak bus ek
dusre ko dekhte hi rahe….

Fir ladki ne ankhien churai or apni kitaabien uthane lagi vo
apne khayalon se nikala or uski madad karne laga .ladki apni kitab leke jaane
lagi kuch kadam age hi badhi thi fir peche mudkar dekha ladka vahin khada dekh
raha tha ..dono muskuraye

Pyaar to ho hi gaya

Par kya ab vo fir
milenge???

Dear Tum,
You entered my life without any notice….it was the time i least expected to find some1 like you. You taught me the true meaning of love. I got used to, of you walking besides me. I always knew that if i ever fall down; you would be there to hold me…but now after these days of distant life… while walking when i look back,  i try to find you….I search for you everywhere but you are never there. Whenever my doorbell rings; I hurriedly run to open the door so as to find you but after opening the door my heart breaks. That little hope decreases everyday. Even in my dreams, in my sub-conscious mind i hear your fainting voice. Voice that tells me that we will meet soon.But that soon never comes. At night I think about you. Sometimes good memories brings a smile on my face or sometimes the separation kills me.
              The night moon reminds me of the day you promised me that our love would easily pass through separation. That day you wiped my tears, hugging me tightly. I need that hug again…this time i wont let you go away…
               In school, I try to find you in places where you always used to meet me…but you are nowhere to be seen. There are many people around me in school, but without you i feel alone…Everything remind me of you….i have been waiting, i am still waiting and i would be waiting forever but please come soon. I have been dying to hear you, to see you and to feel you. Everything’s tasteless without your presence….
With lots and lots of love [my love for you could never be measured]
Me

Bella was 6. Her father used to call her Bells. She used to love it when her dad was near her. She always felt secured with him. She felt that no one can harm her in presence of her father. Few days back her father was posted in other country. She cried, screamed but her father didn’t stopped; he had to go. She stood in the balcony while his departure, looking at the road until his father was wasn’t visible. She didn’t liked eating, sleeping and playing. Yesterday she went outside her house as her mother had forced her to go out and play with her friends. When she was running down to her friends house she saw a girl, about her age who was learning to ride a bike. Her father was teaching her how to ride it. Both father and his daughter seemed happy, enjoying each others presence. That girl rode on the bike a few inches away and then fell on the road. Father of that girl came rescued her, taking her home. Bella smiled. She smiled cause she knew that even if anything happens to her then her father would be there besides her. she went home happily. Her mother shouted “bells dad’s calling”. she took the phone ; smiled and just said “that’s great”. you know why she said that cause her father would be returning on day after tomorrow.

As i wake i went straight in my balcony. it was 5:45a.m. My life was was aimless. i had nothing, lost everything…i had been in love with her from last 7years. i could not spend even 1 day without her and today i had to live without her….Its true…love is just like wind- you can feel it but cant see it. she now lives in some other country and here i am left in India. how could i live without her presence, without her care, her smile….as i was thinking i saw a bird in the sky…a bird can fly wherever it wants. I asked god- “why didn’t he made me a bird?”. she used to live in a flat which is visible from my balcony. when she was here she used to see me from her window. now that same flat, the same window makes me cry, makes me realize that she has gone…gone far away. Its not that my love can get into pieces just because she is away but last time when she met me she told me that now she wont come back and her eyes said that don’t wait for me…i still remember those happy days, even the day when she asked me “mujhese kabhi door to nahi jaoge na?” she had tears in her eyes i wiped them and she hugged me tightly as if she felt that i would go away. and today she is the one gone….If god didnt wanted me to be with her all life then why did he crossed our paths in this journey of life???