When your gone…the pieces that my heart are missing you

Dear Tum,
You entered my life without any notice….it was the time i least expected to find some1 like you. You taught me the true meaning of love. I got used to, of you walking besides me. I always knew that if i ever fall down; you would be there to hold me…but now after these days of distant life… while walking when i look back,  i try to find you….I search for you everywhere but you are never there. Whenever my doorbell rings; I hurriedly run to open the door so as to find you but after opening the door my heart breaks. That little hope decreases everyday. Even in my dreams, in my sub-conscious mind i hear your fainting voice. Voice that tells me that we will meet soon.But that soon never comes. At night I think about you. Sometimes good memories brings a smile on my face or sometimes the separation kills me.
              The night moon reminds me of the day you promised me that our love would easily pass through separation. That day you wiped my tears, hugging me tightly. I need that hug again…this time i wont let you go away…
               In school, I try to find you in places where you always used to meet me…but you are nowhere to be seen. There are many people around me in school, but without you i feel alone…Everything remind me of you….i have been waiting, i am still waiting and i would be waiting forever but please come soon. I have been dying to hear you, to see you and to feel you. Everything’s tasteless without your presence….
With lots and lots of love [my love for you could never be measured]
Me