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ME…MYSELF AGAIN..

Floating like a leaf…..

Lost in the music of  the waves..

I am in the sea..

Forgot the pains and the wounds..

I am a child again…

Of  my destiny…and..

Emmense treasure of joy..

Pampering my soul..

AAH…ETERNITY…….

                DREAMS…..

Dreaming…dreaming about him….    

But why am i dreaming now?

NOW..when i have so many dreams around me …

waiting to be lived..dreams of my loved ones..

Why am I feeling so happy,cared and free??

Dreaming about him .and losing myself in his dreams….

“Dreams’ are just ‘dreams’…will shatter one day..” he said..

But those ‘dreams’ around me,will grow in to a big tree…

Will bloom and be full of ripe,sweet fruits..

‘Dreams’…Need to be sacrificed…‘Dreams’..need sacrifices to grow..

Few demands small sacrifices,some need big ones,but…

BUT MY DREAMS?????

Even ‘my dream’ wants those ‘dreams’ around me to grow..

So ‘my dreams’…shattered…

SACRIFICED…….??????????…………..:)

Was lost in my dream….in the valley of flowers..

Beautiful colours,perfume in the air…

Tried to touch the roses..

But their sharpness hurted me ..

Oh..my heart aches..and bleeding profusely…

Suddenly all disappeared…no valley..no flowers..

No perfume..no colours..

DARK..DARK..DARK..

Something was burning..

I was covered with the smoke..

All dreams and desires…were set on the fire..

SOOON…..

The flames embraced me…trying to console..

They kissed my bleeding heart…

And healed my bruised soul…

Sometimes back my life,

turned in to a dream..

It was so joyous that even,

in the wilderness i scream..

I saw the world in all its glory..

Wanted to tell the world my story..

Together holding hands we sailed,

secure of our strength,when all else failed…

We fought the storm,we fought the wave..

Holding the oars we seemed so brave..

Don’t know when? Don’t know why?

Suddenly i find dark clouds,fill the sky..

Find myself sitting on the beach..alone..

Gazing at the tidesthat earlier shown..

As i look at the sun in the horizon today..

I remember how we sat,holding hands,here,

just yesterday…

My heart seems so heavy and my mind so upset..

Wonder..what i see is SUNRISE or SUNSET?????????

- Unknown

[This one is from my collection,]

Don’t expect anything from life..

Expectations hurt..

When you don’t expect..

Every moment,every thing,is a surprise..

And every surprise brings..

HAPPINESS

Why should I cry?

Why not smile n say .hi!

Why not open all the windows n doors of my heart,

and say my sad,depressing thoughts and memories ,

goodbye!

Why not breathe freshness deep in ,

and breathe poison of sorrows out?

Then start my day with more confidence,

and pour my shattered dreams in a spout.

Let the dawn bring new life for me..

Bright light of knowledge and accuracy..

Fragrance of happiness and roses of joy.

As if a little child in me giggles, ahoy!

Yes ! I must say my sad depressing thoughts and memories.

GOODBYE!

And open all  the windows n doors of my heart..

Then smile and say hi!

WHY SHOULD I CRY?

Whenever I feel sad and low..

I see the only one I know..

To touch my head gently,

To wipe all my tears..

To make me smile,

To vanish my fears..

Whenever I speak,I know You hear..

Whenever I sing I hear you applaud..

Whenever I am depressed,You are

always there ,to cheer..

I know you are with me,to help me dear God.

O Yes! U touch me every morning..

With the rays of the sun shining..

In every part of Nature,You are there,inspiring..

Its so peaceful ,when You see us and smile..

O God..Iwant to be,what You want me to be..

and smile..

Hi friends..Ye maine 1997-98 mein padhi thi,pasand aayi to sanjo li..Aap bhi saraahenge..:)

WHAT IS LOVE?

For a poet love is a poem

Whispered by her lovely eyes.

For a mathmatician,love is a circle without circumference

But everywhere its centre lies.

For a physicist,love is a motion in 3-dimension

And certainly it lacks zero acceleration.

For a chemist,love is a spontaneous reaction

And hence,exothermic overall.

For a geologist,love is a map

Without any boundary wall.

For a doctor,love is a desease without cure.

For the teens ,you are in love ,if you are not sure.

For an engineer,love is a bridge,joining two hearts.

For an athlete,love is a racebetween brain and heart.

For a palmist,love is a thing of fate

It may occur if your marriage is late.

For a lover, love cuts heart and hence it is a knife.

For a husband,love is any lady except for his wife.

For a historian ,there is no love today

It was during the time of Laila-Majnu

For Mayawati love is useless since

It has no shape to erect its statue

BUT!

For me Love is a topic

To write a poem and make you smile..

BY- Shahnawaz Shakil