My Feelings

Love You So Much

2010-03-07T08:16:58Z

I love you so much, I
think about you so much
And only want to be involved with you.
You are already in love with someone else
Though, it doesn’t make me sad anymore, you know why?
It’s because if I can’t be happy for your happiness
Then it means that I never ever did truly love you.
I won’t deny the fact that I wish you were mine
Unfortunately, you could never become mine
I don’t blame you anymore for it, and don’t blame god even.
It was my fate, of not deserving your love ever
However, your love would have been sweetest for me
The sweetest blessing which I ever would have received
I love you so much with all my heart.
By ROHIT SAPRA

Value of Emotions

2010-03-06T18:32:53Z

I am here with certain emotions
Which are so diverse in their meanings.
I am feeling things, so many things I am feeling
And so many emotions are making their place in my heart
As this life is really an emotional cycle, where emotions have the most value
Which is really very precious to one’s life.
I am here and feeling things, the things which I feel in my every day life
Every emotion is different with several different meanings
This life is unending, unending because of so many emotions.
Such, are the emotions which I feel
And their value is plenty as well, in my life.
By ROHIT SAPRA

Endlessly

2010-02-23T19:10:53Z

Life is journey so complex at times
In which nothing is actually known.
This life is really a endless journey, without a perfect ending
As the destination, has no fixed reaching point.
The reaching point isn’t fixed, and the journey is continious
Which is going and going, endlessly
As, no end is appearing near.
So, the life has turned to be complex, without a perfect ending to rely upon.
The journey continues endlessly………..
By ROHIT SAPRA

The Fact Is

2010-02-19T15:20:40Z

The fact is, I am not a good soul
And this I do realize now.
I do realize this now, am not so good
Is the reason, even if I try I always do fail.
I always do fail, in being a good person
This is my reality, towards which I don’t disagree
As I am not good, even though I have always tried.
By ROHIT SAPRA

Thank You Sai

2010-02-19T05:28:35Z

I feel better today
And I surely am not sad.
I thank SAI, for his blessings
And the strength which he provided to me.
I have faced the difficult period of yesterday somehow
And hope to see through, the better day of today too.
I hope to survive, and I surely am not sad
Thank You SAI, for the strength you provided to me.
By ROHIT SAPRA

A Life

2010-01-23T10:52:04Z

Painful is the pain of life, when it is not shared
Though, sometimes even sharing can give pain
As the people whom we trusted, just broke our heart
And made us become nobody.
Nobody, has become the identity of mine
Which makes me feel so very sad
But, giving up isn’t the option
So I will try to survive
By living a life of purpose.
By ROHIT SAPRA

Only Will Express

2010-01-23T10:55:34Z

He feels sad

And to whom can he explain?

His feelings have sadness

Which is felt so often by him.

Nobody does ever understand him

So trying to find somebody to
understand, is a mistake

I have realized so.

I will express my feelings, only
will express, wherever I can

Without ever expecting, a
response.

By ROHIT SAPRA

The Pain Remains

2010-01-22T08:42:00Z

Been a long time, since I last expressed
Love or my pain.
All that I had for long was my silence
Which is haunting my life, always.
Even then, I try to live by expressing
Whatever things I have.
It’s the remains of love, which I mostly am left with
And also with pain.
The pain remains, even though I never try to fuss.
By ROHIT SAPRA

Good Bye 2009

2009-12-31T07:44:17Z

2009, is going away
And I am glad, it has finally passed.
A year it has been, about which I don’t like a thing
Since, so many things were taken away.
A friendship I lost of someone very close
Whom I held dear and close to my heart.
I smiled, because of a friend whom I had
Though, that too is no more.
So, I thank god this year is over
As I have lost a lot, and have turned empty
To actually have nothing, but my lonely self.
2009, is going away, and I am glad the suffering is over
Since, the past was all I had, till now.
Year is ending and the memories are fading too.
By ROHIT SAPRA

Never Do

2009-12-14T19:48:19Z

This late at night, the silence prevails
So late it is.
This late at night, I am awake
And waiting for the night to end, and the day to begin
Since, the sleep which is peaceful, I mostly miss
And never am able to sleep peacefully
Whether it’s late or not, I never do sleep.
By ROHIT SAPRA