I stay away from you….
Even as the love I feel sparkles in all its hues
I stay away from you….
Even when I am feeling blue
I stay away from you….
Even when I ache to run back to you
I stay away from you….
Even when I weave together dreams of being with you
I stay away from you….
And re-live those cherished moments
I stay away from you….
For when we are together
We stare and we fumble
Joined together in silence
As our thoughts roll and tumble
I stay away from you….
To keep our love intact
I stay away from you….
To preserve the memories from attack
I stay away from you….
Trying not to let the silence
Cut deep into our love
I stay away from you….
Trying not to let the fights
Bore a hole into our lives
I stay away from you….
Thinking I am protecting our love…..!!

Too fragile a heart
Knows no malice or cruel art
A smile..
A crinkling of the eyes..
A tilt of the head..
A kind word…
Easily melts it
As fasr as
Butter on the frying pan

So gullible
So naive
A touch of the hand….
A whisper in the ear…
Easily melts it
As fast as
Chocolates in the sun.

This heart has so few expectations
So easily satisfied
So easily kept happy…

One carelessly spoken word
One slight frown….
A little tightening of the jaws
Easily crushes it
As fast as
Trust in the wake of treachery.

Surrounded by people all around
I stand lonely in the crowd
Lost in the dreams of a caring man
One who would hold my hand
Someone who would take care
And always be there
Eyes searching for that one loving face
that one person who would be able to erase
The deep painful scars inside
Locked in an empty world
His absence
Gnawing at my soul
Endless hours of waiting…
The sound of the clock ticking
Endless hours of hoping
Endless hours of praying
that for once he would remember
And look towards me
That for once he would realise
How patiently I wait for him
that for once he would have a kind word to say
That for once he would keep aside a day
And open his heart and leave himself bare ………………..

When I think of LOVE….
I think of quiet walks
And soft music
When I think of LOVE
I think of you
With the start of each day
I think of you
In the middle of my busy day
I think of you
Suddenly I see your smile
I hear your chuckle
I think of you
Each time I look into your eyes
I am lost in innumerable memories
In my heart I keep
The sparkle of your eyes
And the  warmth of your smile
Today is the perfect time to tell you
What you mean to me
Grateful that we have the happiness

All the memories are hard to supress and being physically separated by miles of emptiness doesnt help matters. You are my every heart beat…my greatest treasure. You touched my heart and wouldnt let go. There’s nothing that I look forward to more than spending some time with you. Every moment we share is priceless and though I dont know what the furture holds..I know I am grateful that we have come so far. I love you with my soul…with a passion..I’ll love you with tears..with smiles. I’ll love you always  and I wont need a reason

Is it love?
When it feels like we are the only two
Is it love?
When your thoughts occupy my soul
Is it love?
When you gaze into my eyes
And it warms my heart
Is it love?
When I feel your touch
And you are not near
Is it love?
When we make
Special memories of moments
Is it love?
When you smile
And it lights up a thousand nights
Is it love?
When your eyes find me
And hold me rooted to the spot
Is it love?
When you embrace me
And time stands still
Is it love?
Whenever we part
And say goodbye
You know that I hold you dearly
Deep inside my heart

 Arms dangling by the side
The spirit’s crushed
It hurts to feel lonely
Hurts even more
When you are not by my side

The soul’s battered
An express train that hurtled past
Falling deep deep into the abyss

My soul’s lost
Waiting and wanting to die
With broken fragments of my heart
I shall carry on
Shedding tears forever

The heart aches
The lips quiver
The tears overflow
The hand clutches
The eyes that beg
The grip that wouldn’t let go
Oh tell me not to go!

The knife digs deeper into my core
Tossing and turning the night before
The eyes that are sore
The throat that’s hoarse
Calling out to you
Oh tell me not to go!

 Eyes brimming with tears
I look at you with no fear
You hold my hands
Promise me that your love will be forever
And with a burst of joy
I know we’ll always be together
But when you are away
It’s tough to keep the tears away
They traverse down their well used path
Oh how i miss you
Oh how i miss your touch
Come back to me baby
So that we never have to be apart

I only live to hear you say
                              you love me…
I wont live the day
                              you stop loving me…..

I want you to tell me
                           that you love me…
Even if you have to lie to me
                          do this much for me…

I need you to you to love me
I dont want us to be just friends
I want more  from you
Why can’t you feel the way I feel for you
You used to once upon a time
What changed that?
What happened to the love
                                that we had?
Did it just fly out of the window?
Or did it get lost in the wreckage 
                                after the storm…..
What happened to the happiness
                                that we shared?

Was it just a mirage?
Or was it something actually concrete?
I have a hard time believing that 
We had actually been in love at one time

What went wrong?
We had promised to share each other’s 
                                           pain and happiness…..
What happened to the vows?
Will a time ever come
When we can pick up from where we left.
Relive those cherished moments again…
                                        I wonder….

               

You have been my friend for long
Time brings forth memories
Of how well we got along

Our friendship is like the ocean
Never ending and deep
Memories that stretch over a lifetime
Filling every void left through time

You are the one
I turn to
When my spirits need a lift
For your friendship is a priceless gift
You have been there
To laugh with me
To cry with me
To hold my hand
And guide me
Thrugh the toughest of times
Given me a shoulder to lean on
And been ready with a hug
To bring a smile
At all times..

You are all a best friend should be
You mean so much to me
If only I could let you know
You have changed my life in ways
I could never show

You have been there for me
Through all walks of life
Through understanding and love
I am truely blessed to have a friend
As speical as you
Thank you for your friendship
And your unconditional love