Strange Ways(Part-4)

I had to attend Subhas’s marriage though my heart was totally broken.I found his wife to be very simple and sweet girl.In a way,I was happy for him.She seemed to be more deserving.But, when you really love someone, you want to give him/her happiness and by doing this you yourself feel so happy and this happiness is incomparable and I just lost this chance forever.
After his marriage, he visited my home only twice for some personal reasons and after that he stopped coming to my home.I somehow could not accept the reality.For me, he was not married.He was still in my heart, in my brain, in my life….TERA NA HONA BHI HONA HI THA….Actually, if one calculates the time we spent together it would hardly add up to 24 hrs.Much time I did spend with his memories(tum hote to aise hota….tum is baat per haste…tum hote to waisa hota….) and now also I was doing the same thing.I was living with his memories.

But now things started changing as once again I had seen him physically in the form of this duplicate Subhash.And I was not really satisfied with one time staring session.I used to think that how Subhash was satisfied with this one time staring session that too being a man.I really wanted to talk to him, wanted to see him more(YEH DIL MAANGE MORE).I just prayed to GOD that he should make some arrangements so that I could get a chance to see him more. For the first time GOD accepted my demand without any delay.

Just after some days,he changed his residence and started living in an area which was covered by the bus which I used to take.Now, we were getting more chances of interacting with each other and to stare at each other.Earlier I used to keep quite in my bus and my favorite pass time was to look outside from the window as I was not interested in participating all the happenings which used to take place inside the bus.But after Subhash’s special entry in my life and also in my bus all things began to change…I started caring about my looks..my appearance, I changed my hair style,I started using contact lenses,and moreover I started laughing and talking in the bus, my personality was changing faster…love is so magical,it can transform your personality.

But, after a moth when Subhash joined my bus, I began to experience some strange things which never happened before.I was having a very strong intuition that I would be married to Subhash only.Some voice in my head was constantly telling me that I would get married to him only and I was really very disturbed and the voice was saying that I should tell him also.For a month I could not eat properly, I could not sleep properly.I was not able to make out of all these things.And as I was interested in palmistry, I used to study my hands also and I found a new line was developing in my left hand,but I was unable to read that line.
Anyway,in the bus Subhash was once again insisting me to read his hands and this time I wanted to   re vise my knowledge by reading a book on palmistry and so Itold him that I would read his hands after revising my knowledge.After his continuous requests, one day I bought a book on palmistry from a famous book store and when I opened the book for reading, the very first page Ilooked at was having a description for intuition lines and the there were a few diagrams for intuition lines.One of the diagrams fpor the lines was exactly the same as the line on my hand which developed recently on my hand.I immediately started reading the description for that line .The description said that persons who were having this line might be having some intuition which could be right.I was shocked and immediately I started believing my intuition and I decided to give a hint to Subhash also.After reading the book for 3-4 days,I read subhash hands and told him all the things which I could read and I said to him that very soon a girl would come in his life ..He insisted that I should give more details, but I asked him to wait for 3-4 days.But he became restless after this and after one day of his hand reading session, he once again insisted that I should give him more hints for the girl.I told that in the evening I  would give some more hints.In the evening in the bus, he again reminded me about my promise.I told him that I would tell him when there would be less crowd in the bus as there were many members of the same stop.As soon as the stop came, he said to me that now I should tell him as now very few persons were in the bus.I was sitting next to him in a RTV.On our front seat, a girl from marketing(named Sukhmeet) was sitting and on back seats only 2-3 persons were there.As I began telling him,the girl on the front seat said that she also wanted to listen the details. As I am an open person(yes, I am as I have boldness to tell my true story…..haaaa),so I told her that she could join our conversation too.I told him that the girl who would come in his life was badly needed him and she was not happy with her life and he was the person who would give all the happiness to her.As soon as I completed my sentence, Sukhmeet said it seemed to her that the girl was sitting straight in front of her.For a moment, Subhash could not get the point, but when he realised about the reality, he started shouting that he did not believe in love marriage and he believed in arranged marriage only and it was just an ipposible thing to happen.He was very angry and was shouting like anything.I felt like crying but I realised that my stop had come and I stepped out of the bus.When I entered in my room, I immediately started crying. So, I was rejected again and I was just a time pass for him…..just a time pass.

(THE CONCLUDING PART WILL BE FOLLOWED SOON)