Archive for the ‘Love’ Category

A path of love!!


Not a soul will be there


Only us without a care


My face, raised up to yours


Your eyes full of stars


Take me on a journey


That’s serious and funny


Hot as pepper and sweet as honey


 


This alley of mildew lights


Promises romantic flights


Everything else melts away


Our emotions hold sway


Home, fly the falcons


Yes the sky darkens


Look now, a path of love beckons


 


Give me your hand, do


And your lovely heart too


Let’s take this path together


In this promising weather


Step for step we tread


Don’t you fear or dread


It is on a path of love that we head


 


Your smile will now be


Only mine and for me


My laughter will belong


To you before long


Take me with you


Just when the night dew


Alights, sparkles and twinkles anew


 


——-Gauri Kanyalkar——-

 

Time will stand still!!


The heart sure grows fonder


Do souls meet, you wonder


How does it ever happen?


But it sure feels like heaven


 


The time indeed draws near


And the outcome is crystal clear


Our hearts beating a tandem


Echoing across at random


 


Across centuries and births


And countries and hearths


You have found me before


And will do so once more


 


I know myself no more


It’s only you I see afore


It’s you in my stillness


Rock solid is the sureness


 


We are destined to meet


Oh my delectable sweet


Let this heat build


And I will be your shield


 


When you finally stand


Across me, holding my hand


Time will again stand still


Our eternal love to reveal!!


 


——Gauri Kanyalkar—–

 

Alone


Crowds milling around me


Frowns and smiles too


Lots happening with me


Without me in the know


 


I make the right responses


Without really knowing


Mechanical are reactions


From a life of performing


 


And there I stand surrounded


But still in my own world


In reality I am grounded


Alone with my thoughts unfurled


 


As concealed as I can be


In a sea of familiar visages


Not one of them can see


The entity behind the mirages


 


Once in years there’s someone


Who penetrates my soul


All my wits respond to him


My subconscious feels the pull


 


Now we both are together


But in the crowd alone


Each telling his chatter


Each one the other’s clone


 


Not a word is spoken


Nor the distance we cover


Our gaze remains unbroken


Bringing us even closer


 


He is a soul mate no less


Invisible energy connects


As if I know him since ages


And he is in all my moments


 


—— Gauri Kanyalkar——–

 

Mom - My Valentine!!


14th February (2011) is most often than not such a happy day. I experienced a very different kind of valentine feeling today – one which touched my heart in a very different and potent way. I met one of my office friends’ after practically one whole month and just last week I was wondering where she was.


She looked a tad washed out and tired, making me think – maybe she had been sick and badly so. I asked her the obvious question and she nodded (she is habitually a very silent person – you have to probe and pry to open her up). Old habits die hard and I was not satisfied with the answer. Her eyes looked so full of pain. “What happened?” I asked. “I had an abortion!” the words hit me bang at my core as if I had lost my own and in spite of myself my hand was on her back soothing her.


Her eyes immediately filled with unshed tears. I cursed myself. The company bus arrived before I could convey my regret and pain at her loss. Even now as I type this my day has been incomplete, I could not relieve one would-have-been mom’s guilt, pain at not being able to carry her child to full term. My friend this is a valentine to you from your baby!


I know just how badly


You wanted me mom


How much you persisted


Your love for me was firm


 


It’s difficult to love


Someone you never saw


But believe me mom


I love you so much more


 


I promise you mom


It’s only a matter of time


This separation is short


I will be back in no time


 


So give nature a chance


To again bring us together


To be tied in such a bond


Strong - in every weather!


 


Believe in me mom


And my father in heaven


He thought it best to wait


And unite us forever!!

 

Frank Bhattarcharya

Frankly speaking, I did not know him till last night. Frank is just like his name, very very frank. I was pleasantly surprised by his jovial and good natured, “I am Franklin Bhattacharya!” It did not stop me from retorting back, “Nobody I know has Franklin for a first name (oops, I forgot Franklin Roosevelt – one of the American Presidents, not that I should remember, after all I am not American), you are a sham!” He argued back, that Franklin was a first name, I argued that it was more often a last name, finally my son settled it - “it must be Frank Bhattacharya, isn’t it?” And my new friend quickly fell for the charming cause for ceasefire. “Yes, my friends do call me Frank you know.”

I liked his open smile, which was his “unique selling point”. And I told him so - he accepted that he won the “Best Smile” prizes in most birthday parties. He also mentioned he is attending one tonight, I am also invited and can actually check out, if his claim is true. I learnt he loves dancing, but one shortcoming – he needs a lot of leg space to dance. He likes crooning English songs and treated me to “Tease Me”. I did sort of like it you know. And my son practically went gaga.

In spite of being Frank Bhattacharya (most probably a Bengali from his last name), he spoke very good Marathi, is it because both languages are very close? No idea, but his English being only passable, we did converse for the most part in Marathi. I discovered, he loved traveling even if it was for work and not pleasure, so much so he was out of town every other week. I somehow felt on familiar turf when I heard this. I keep battling absences at home too. He hit it off nicely with my son, and fondly remembered his own son.

Well, I don’t know when I nodded off, as they both talked on a number of topics – songs, cars, sketches and the inevitable Amruta Khanvilkar. I came back to this world when the earthy dialect of Kolhapur softly rapped my ears. I didn’t want to open my drowsy eyes and then a song made of the same earthy overtures teased me “Aga maina tujhi haus purvina”. Instantly I was awake, the voice familiar, the drifts of Kenzo Power in the air and the realization, that Frank was indeed my own husband and that I had been fast asleep dreaming of him as someone else. And no I am not despondent that Frank Bhattacharya is not some mystery man, but my husband.

 

Muse!

Listening to songs gifted by you
Chanting the way of your love
The pleasure brought by goosebumps
And kept safe in my treasure trove!!

Sweet nothings whispered softly
Still sound a tinkle in my ear
As if it was just yesterday
That fate had brought us near

My senses even today pause
For a whiff of you in the breeze
Sounds of dry leaves crushed
Mysterious goings-on indeed

I miss the contact and the touch
Still nothing much is different
You are still a part of existence
I am still sane and coherent

A cherished treasure trove it is surely
With riches of your undying sensitivity
You - an immortal muse to my artist
Easily luring out the survival in me!!

———–Gauri Kanyalkar————-

 

You and me!!

Your mischief brings on my smiles


Just the way it is with my whines


My frowns crease attention from you


And our separation makes me blue


 


My heartbeat with your racing pulse


In the music of love we indulge


Reveling in the ecstasy of a symphony


Notes rising and receding eternally


 


Fears and shivers subside of course


Warm in the embrace of your force


Moist eyes fighting the mad fury


Your stance tells tales of potency


 


Our sight set on equal pinnacles


Contentment in fighting obstacles


Your win of greater meaning to me


As my success is your goblet of glee


 


Fitting companions we are certainly


Pieces of a jigsaw joined artistically


Fate throwing us together across time


Your lifeline tied together with mine

 

Berehmiyan


thode hi lafjon mein


kar diya bayan apna haal


boondein aur toofan bhi


mita na payenge unhe


jin kahaniyon ke ruh par


gehre nishan ban gaye


 


nishanon ki lakeeron par


likhein badnasibi ne sher


aur gehre gaye zakhm


tukde huyen pathar jaise dilke


kya naseeb tha khuda


teri berehmiyon ka jawab nahi


 


nazar aaye hum jaise


buland deewar koi


choone ki sirf der thi


deh gaye mitti ke dher mein


aaj phir sameti hain voh mitti


ek bar phir banke dehne ke liye

 

Hide and Seek!!


Your eyes play hide and seek


Scorching me with their heat


Always when I am not aware


All your feelings laid bare


 


My instincts tingle knowingly


An epistle given me, seemingly


With declarations suave and fine


Crystal clear as sparkling wine


 


This game of love and fervor


Played with zeal and vigor


Your glance from me you steal


Just when I wish to see deep


 


But I have learnt the rules


My dearest, my own pools


Look lovingly at you in leisure


Unbeknownst and with pleasure


 


Nobody loses and nobody wins


All around are mischief and grins


Carry on, let’s find new marvels


When romantic fantasy unravels

 

Silence Speaks

I sit and often ponder
Can’t help but wonder
How is that I always hear
Your heart’s softest whisper

One glance from you
Gives an absolute clue
About feelings unspoken
Your trust in me unshaken

How is it possible
When you are gullible
My instinct awakens
To fight your demons

How is it that sometimes
Inspite of your sweet smiles
I am stirred by the night
That threatens you inside

A tie binds us together
Our silent dialogues gather
And they float on the breeze
Listen to them - Silence speaks!