When the guy had come to see her with one of his friend and mother (said so) her mother had called three of their close relatives and two neighbors.

Almost every one agreed for the marriage except one or two of her cousins. They were trying to justify that she is not the right person as she is much younger to the guy and moreover his "No Demands" strategy was not that appealing as he had not brought more of his family members and they don't have much clues why the earlier divorce had happened.  But all these reasons could not convince her mother and other relatives as they thought that he had brought a fortune for her.(The guy had promised to give her a mobile phone and would even buy her some jewels at the time of engagement. If this is the case for engagement what would it be for and after marriage?? ) An astrologer had assured her mother she would be a princess after this marriage. No one could stop her fateL. They fixed the date for marriage.

Till one week before marriage, everything seems to be the same. Usual chores, he calls her only once in a week or so (he was too busy to talk) just to know about her family welfare and the arrangements for marriage. Only one more week left for marriage and it was then her life took a wide swirl.

No one could believe the changes in her life Everyone complimented the astrologer for predicting her future so flawlessly. She was gifted with nearly 1 kg of gold to be worn for wedding. Saris for her all above 15K, clothes for all family members everything worth more than Rs5000. A car arranged for her shopping needs (extra money given for that), beauticians coming to her place with all the accessories to make her a real stunning bride, 4 leading beauticians were with her at the wedding eve .(Thank God she couldn't acknowledge all the visitors during the eve, because of the bustle of the beauticians- for who knows what would others read from her face??? Astonish than Pleasure?? Dread than relief?? Hope than Confidence???).

Not to talk about the auditorium in which wedding was to be accomplished. It was a Senior Police Officer who was the organizer for the whole function. Be it invitation, decoration, photography, food, everything and anything. Almost all senior officials from all sectors were invited for the wedding. A cinema actor was requested to anchor the wedding. There were plenty of Photographers, camera men - experts from cine field. The famous art director had made the wedding in a Royal way with a Chariot (used in some cinema) drawn by seven horses. There were Warriors accompanying the chariot with sword and all costumes were arranged by a famous fashion designer. The roads and the auditorium were decorated by imported flowers and bouquet and obviously there was traffic rearrangement during the wedding as many senior and famous Personalities were expected for the wedding. Everyone declared it as the "Wedding of the Century"

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I was sitting with her and was hearing what she said. She was so blank that she was not able to say things in an organized way. At times it seems she was in her world thinking about something instead of talking. She was ravage but still was calm. She stared, she mumbled, she smiled, she cried, she did everything to let her emotions out.

Friends who are reading this, read my earlier post ' My world- to know about what life she had earlier. She was also nurtured almost in the same manner as we had. When she had finished her high school, her father passed away. This had made the circumstances much more taut. Some how she completed her graduation and had acquired a job in a show room as sales girl. It was her colleague who had taught about basics of computer. She created mail id for her and registered in a matrimony site.

One day, there was a mail in her Inbox asking for the contact address and phone no: It was from a guy seeking an alliance with her. They wanted to have a discussion with her mom and after collecting more details, they had come to meet her Mom. He was running a real estate business in a nearby district and seems to be financially sound. They made out he is financially sound as the guy came by car which is owned by him (no other show offs). He had said he had a broken marriage which is divorced now. Since this is the second marriage he didn't want to have anybody from his hometown and he preferred a god fearing homely girl. And that's the reason why she had to go all through this!! .                               

Yes!!!! After a long thought process and ambiguity, I was with her . I made it !!! I had come with my neighbor who is her relative. We are known to each other through this aunt and had seen only once or twice (also one of my friend was the classmate of hers). But then I had not felt anything bizarre about her. (And that's what I wondered at that time)

This news had hit me like a thunderbolt before 2 days in an evening when I reached back home after a hectic day at my office. Surprisingly everyone was eagerly watching News eluding the favorite musical show. As soon as my MOM saw me, she just pointed at the screen and LO!!! I saw him on the screen with a gaily smile. Then there was a lady and a Police officer who were describing the facts. What did I hear?!!???  My thoughts were whirling. I just couldn't decipher the rest what the beautiful news reader was reading. Almost all TV channels covered the matter with sheer seriousness and it was such a sensitive and appealing fact to the public. This became the "must-know" hot event of the day and almost all journals of the next day published the matter in first page itself. Sure, they would have done their maximum to increase the circulation, as the reporters have done more than investigation to collect the facts and his whereabouts. For the past 2 days the Media and the public were enjoying the news as a banquet. This became the talk of the town and was the discussion anywhere and everywhere. But how many people would have thought about his wife???? His family???  One of the channels interviewed his wife yesterday and that's for which my sleep gone astray.

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I couldn't take my eyes off from her. I could see the sparkle in her eyes the same sparkle when I saw her in the interview at a TV channel yesterday the sparkle so bright to hit me in to my heart .WHY THE HELL DID SHE SAY LIKE THAT???? FOR WHOM???

I just couldn't sleep yesterday. Something inside me was haunting me ..Why??? Everyone was shocked ..So many questions and guesses No one was sure about anything . Every thing was all so sudden that it seems to be like a DREAM .A dream one would not dare to .The best part as well as the worst .I wanted to know .I just wanted to know . for I felt there was something in her eyes the eyes which shine from the heart she had that shining even now .even after everything , which others would say as a "night mare" only thing it sustained more and long .more enough to hurt to the core .long enough so that every one  seems to enjoy the anguish in her heart long enough for every others to add fuel into her already burning heart .

Something I saw in her which no one else had .I decided to meet her. That's how I'm sitting with her now Just to hear Just to share I know it would mean a lot to her .For I'm not her relative- who would'v expected many things from her For I'm not any one from a TV channel who would pester her with unwanted and 'sure to Hurt' questions for the sake of all NEWs and no OLDs.

I hope I would continue this ..

Let me have someone who will be there with me,

With me, through me,

Who holds me

Who wouldn't let me out to this cruel world

Be it rough or soft

Be it shine or rain

Be it spring or summer

Be it dawn or dusk

In my laughter and my cries

In my pain and my joy

In my hopes and dismay

In my dreams and real life

In my fluctuation of moods

With whom I can discuss

With whom I can share without fear

Whom I can dare to care

For I would be there for you

In all your needs -

Material or Immaterial

And hope its YOU who made me wait this long!!!!!!!!!

Have u ever thought which/when are the happiest moments in your life? We always feel others are the luckiest persons and happiest persons. We seldom see our happiness and luck.

There are many factors which decide upon this and it can change too!

But I had felt someone who can live to- what they think and what they want to- , they should be the happiest persons. I had always felt they are the luckiest.  

If you are a person who can sleep whenever u feel like, then u should be happy. I had been to a hospital as a bystander to my sis-in-law where I couldn't sleep for many days. It is really unbearable to c other's pain and suffering than our's . She was again admitted in ICU and I had to wait at the lobby eagerly waiting for the name to be called (for discussion with the doctors and buying medicines). There everyone seems to have the same face ,irrespective of how smart they are, how rich they are, has - lifeless eyes- hollow and so deep in pain, sobbing , fully exhausted and would'v even forgotten their name as bystanders are known to others only by the patients' name. But to my dismay I was not called for long time. I was completely tired and exhausted without sleep and irregular food-ings, mental agony and tensions. I was unable to stand or walk as I couldn't balance myself. The ground under me seems to slide. But I couldn't sit also , bcoz on the next moment I would fall into deep sleep. Within a minute I would b awake unable to breathe (as I had awaken from a deep sleep all of a sudden). That was too horrible. Only one bystander was allowed there and had no one to help. Sisters were busy with their routines-  (as always every dept has insufficient staff). And the persons sitting there,  I was sure,  was obviously facing more or the same problems. That day for the first time  I knew how sweet my home was, how sweetest is to be there in my home and my bedroom and the bed and the sleep which I always have.

So friends be HAPPY with what we have : )