WHY????

I couldn't take my eyes off from her. I could see the sparkle in her eyes the same sparkle when I saw her in the interview at a TV channel yesterday the sparkle so bright to hit me in to my heart .WHY THE HELL DID SHE SAY LIKE THAT???? FOR WHOM???

I just couldn't sleep yesterday. Something inside me was haunting me ..Why??? Everyone was shocked ..So many questions and guesses No one was sure about anything . Every thing was all so sudden that it seems to be like a DREAM .A dream one would not dare to .The best part as well as the worst .I wanted to know .I just wanted to know . for I felt there was something in her eyes the eyes which shine from the heart she had that shining even now .even after everything , which others would say as a "night mare" only thing it sustained more and long .more enough to hurt to the core .long enough so that every one  seems to enjoy the anguish in her heart long enough for every others to add fuel into her already burning heart .

Something I saw in her which no one else had .I decided to meet her. That's how I'm sitting with her now Just to hear Just to share I know it would mean a lot to her .For I'm not her relative- who would'v expected many things from her For I'm not any one from a TV channel who would pester her with unwanted and 'sure to Hurt' questions for the sake of all NEWs and no OLDs.

I hope I would continue this ..