sometimes u jus don get things right,
don get em when u want em most..
like i had somthin good in mi mind to scribble here, and so i take my notebook, and then find out that the net’s not connectin, and when it does, the blogs not comin up properly.. and when atlast it all works, i find that wat was in mi mind was gone…
ain’t that irrrittattingg?
well, look at the brighter side, i got to write this down : )
sometimes all u can give someone is some advice.
it’s easy to..
easier give than take.
perhaps one of few things that we’d love to give without expectin anythin back.
but then again when u’re at the receivin end,
somethin’s better than nothin.
advice or not, u jus need somethin to hang on to..
ther r a few thins i like pretty much late nite.
chocolate cookies, apple jucie,
a stupid horror movie..
n scribblin a late nite blog..
n tonite, i’ve got em all
precisely y i’m writin a second blog tonite!
got a feelin i cant sleep tonite..
there are times when you ignore things or people or sometimes what they say..
and then, somewhere in ur life, u realize that..
that was wrong.. that there was a lot in wat she said.
and then u trun back,
but by then, u’re a little too late..
everyone needs to speak out to someone when they’re in pain
but what if you want to but yet cannot?
someone once toldmei’ll get to that situation.
i’m there now.
but she also said there’s a way out..
that there’s always someone there u can speak out to,
though it’ll take time for me to know it,
or understand..
i’m not sure of this, who would want to listen to my probs,
when each soul’s burdened with it’s own..?
deeds r wat u do.
the truth about fate was somehtin that i learned the hard way.
yes, everything is decided - the divine decree.
everythin’s planned by the Almighty.
it is said that ‘that which has passed u by was not going to hit you and that which has hit u was not gonna pass u by..’
u can’t change the past.. cant take back what u’ve done/said
u cant control the present or the future.. it’s written down.
prayer may change it.. but what counts is how u take it,
ur attitude.
2 news.. one of a birth and another of death.
makes me think. it should, i think. no.
it should.
someone once told me its all written down.
and the keys are with God.
it took me a while to understand the keys stand for opening.
openings.. startings..
and then it all clicks..
a kinda chain reaction? well u can say that.
and so it’s over.
nothin more i’d want to say..
except that it hurts that a few who’d always been with u didn’t call up.
some can’t, some couldn’t and a few wouldn’t.
here i am ..
sittin, writin this blog..
another hr and a few more minutes,
and a year’ll b gone out of my life.
‘happy’ b’day to me..
heard some one say that today evenin..
’someone’s gotta be last..’
and somewhere in between it started goin roundinmy head.
sounded more like a lame excuse.
but think over again..
it ain’t so bad after all!
