people say i’m too romantic,
waitin for someone, someone so special.
someone so special that i don tell anythin about that to ‘em.
donno wer they get that idea from..
but i kinda like it, sometimes.
n they tell me i’ll get her,
she’ll come for me..
although i kno they don kno wat’s happenin,
or wat happened, or anythin about it at all,
sometimes.. i feel that i’m livin.. jus to hear that
well a few frnds did ask me wat i really saw up from ther..
and the comment frm deepa says it all.
well this is wat u really see:
crowds. people. different people.
some busy, some killin time,
bumbing into others, coincidental meetings,
n how many of them hav missed?
or jus passed by?
many walk ther, yet many in a different world.
some creation of God!
we humans r silly.
a silly, vulnerable lot!
don beliv me?
try this..
climb up somwer high.. 5th floor or higher.
(not too high.. 10th floorterrace is the ideal place)
n jus watch the people below
(i wont describe it .. jus try it.)
we all ask the question “y do v blog?”
n this’s wat i found out frm my frnd:
we dont find an answer to that till v define blog.
so wat r blogs?
they r sos msgs u send out in bottles when u’re stuck in an island
(hmm.. like iland?? well, he meant when
u’re lonely in some way or the other)
and comments?
guess thats wat you do to the sos msgs you get frm others!
i kno no words can bring u back
i kno no words can change the past
nor b good enough to b even said
yet i keep comin back with more
perhaps coz they give me some hope
perhaps cos they try to tell you
that i was a fool to let u go
n so i keep scribblin some more
all the while u wer with me i never realized.
n now it’s too late.
ur gone..
n all that u said hav come true.
i guess i knew u loved me..
but never that u loved me so much-
more than ur life.
i understand, now.
but u leave me with no choice.
come down once, tell me wat do i do now?
come down jus once,
so i can look in ur eyes,
n tell u- i luv u too.
people hav diffrent ways to make more out of their life.
reducin sleep is one way.
pushin urself off the limit’s another way.
reducin idle time, avoidin tvs, stop hangin out.. aaah the suggetions wer endless when i asked a few frnds.
here’s the best one:
avoid traffic, stay wer u travel most to..
it hurts me not to blog for more than a couple of days.
i realized a kind of feeling, disturbin kinda one.
u never realize that u’ve been addicted to somethin till u part from it for sometime. jus like u never realize how much someone means to you till u part em..
i really didnt want to blog tonite.
but here i’m, again, scribblin another stupid blog,
waitin for Mr. Sleep to come.
this is drivin me nuts.. a few more hrs n i’ll b on mi way back to wer i work.. last chance to hav a gud long sleep at home..
:
Mr. Sleeeep… wer aaare youuu??
at times u jus wont get that sleep u wer waitin all thewhile for.
look at me, at home, no work, jus relaxin doin all that i wanted to when home.. finished dinner, a li’l tvto make you cosy.. n when i was at last ready for bed… sleep was no wer around.
n so now here i am writtin this stupid blog when i should be in mi cosy bed havin a nice deep sleep with beutiful dreams!
