taken from my diary:
11 june 2006
donno why, but i jus don feel like blogging on iland these days.
it’s been long.
is it the got-bored-of-it phenomenon givin another twist to my life?
or time bringin in another change from within me?
or is it that ‘m goin thru somethin that i cant write?
or may b jus that i’m not gettin a new topic / thought to scribble about?
or cud it b that m groin too lazy n cant think of leavin the mouse for the keyboard?
i might never kno.
nor do i want to : )
the last one week was real real pain!
first i broke my data cable.
then they say its not available here
or there or anywhere..
y? cos they’re comin with a nu type.
experienced some nu pains!
the pain of waitin..
the pain of holdin calls..
the pain of goin without the internet..
n atlast when i got the cable
they send it with the old installation cd :
more pains continue..
one of the few things that i love to do..
dreamin..
all time fav.. been number 1 on my charts for over 10 years now.
gives you those unfinished, wild ideas..
takin u to unseen places n people..
too detialed, yet abstract..
they drive me wild n lazy!
n i sleep for some more..
n if i don dream at nights?
well, initially that was a problem.
but then i found a solution:
find some lazy time to spend alone,
get into a cosy place other than ur bed,
(the sofa is my fav)
make sure there is no carpet/rug under it.
get a nice clean li’l tea-spoon..
lay down on the edge and hold the spoon in ur hands and place it on ur chest..
relax n sleep (count sheeps if u cant - coz first time u try u’ll be a li’l xited : )
u fall asleep and as u go deeper in ..
n start a li’l dream…
cling-clan-cling goes the spoon on the floor!
and up u jump with another wonderful unfinished dream!!
repeat till ur tired and sleepy..
drag urself to ur bed..
gu’nite
ok.. i wont b bloggin for sometime.
so here’s a long blog for all u ilanders..
few months back, i did somthin foolish.
and now here i am gettin ready to get admitted in a hospital!
n that too for 3 days!!
(u all kno how much i hate docs n hospitals..
they jus make me sickk!)
how did it all start?
ppl started sayin i’m gettin fatter n fatter..
like a football!
so i decided to play some football.
n this guy mistook my knee for the ball!
wwhackk!!
the worst part was his sorry:
“i never thought u could jump so high” *sigh*
well, happens in football.
so a couple of weeks restand i was back.
4 months later the pain was back..
this time it took me to a doc.
“ligment injury, a tear.. get a surgery done!”
so now here i am!
gettin ready for the place i simply hate.
n thus ends my long blog (well, comparitively..)
we all have one burnin passion within us.
i woke up wit this one thought today..
harder u think about it u realiz that its not the passion that u say u have.
our deepest passions r most often never revealed..
they’re almost always a secret.
so tell me, wat’s urs?
thers nothin like a few good words to cheer up a sad soul..
this blogs to all mi frnds for their support..
THANK YOU ALL for callin n mailin me, n cheerin me up.
to monu n all who keep comin back to read all mi nonsens blogs and stupid scribblins, thnx fr bearin me : )
u guys keep me going (n bloggin too..)
