finally i’m back up!
… with a bang!!
(eh, or may b u can say a blog :P
donno wat happened all of a sudden today.
but i’m back n i’m happy, although i’m still wonderin..
wat this mood swingwas all about :S ?!
was it somethin i read?
somethin someone said or did?
or was it the world cup football shedule i got by mail?
or all u guys n grlz cheerin me up?
may b i’ll never kno.. or may b i don want to :)
but i must say frnds in ineed r frnds indeed!
thnk u one and all for bringin mi soul back to life!
(amazin wat a few words can do!)
for some reason i’m pretty much down this week.
i get into this thing once in a year or two.
guess everyone does once in a while..
the strange thing is that i donno wats troublin me.
donno the coz, donno wats goin inside me,
donno wats wrong..
i jus kno that i’m down.
n i kno its gonna get over.. soon.
may b a li’l darkness is wat makes light more beautiful..
donno why, but i jus luvv cats..
may b coz of their attitude.
i’ve heard ppl say u hav some of the qualities of wat u like..
so if thats true then imust b hell ofa curious charecter.
hmmm.. oo-ya about cats!
wat i admire the most in them is the way they choose -
b it food, toys, other pets, ppl, nappin place, or that perfect lap -
they’re jus too perfect at it!
n if things dont work their way?
they jus walk off with that purrfect (c)attitute..
football !
guess i got miself a nu name now..
mmmm.. ya. k.
i like it..
naa.. i luvv it.
funny, eh? but i love it.
airy yet hard as a rock,
shiny but rollin thru all grass n dirt,
bubbly yet in perfect shape!
(ok, u all agree round is a shape, right?)
n best of all,
ther’s jus sooo much passion in it.
so much that ppl jus cant wait to kick it around!
hi all,
i’m back!
boy, 5 days in the hosp taught me things i wuldnt’ve learnt in 5 yrs..
lots of new thoughts about ppl, pain, of healin, care n stuff like that r runnin around in my head now..
after much introspection,
i also found out the moral of my story:
“never play football, jus coz some say u r beginin to look like one”
y do i hear myself say ‘no.. not doc’s again!’
everytime i even think of tomorrow’s appointment?
y does my tummy act funny when a visit to a doc’s near?
donno? me too.
but this is the worst part:
i feel like eatin lots n lots of apples!!
*sigh*
docs n hospitals always make me feel uncomfortable..
feel sick, really sick.
hav that feeln in me snce i was a kid.
i donno if its their long white coat,
their unusual knifes and scissors or
that smell u get when you enter an hospital..
but it sure aint the place i’d want to go to get well.
people say i’m too romantic,
waitin for someone, someone so special.
someone so special that i don tell anythin about that to ‘em.
donno wer they get that idea from..
but i kinda like it, sometimes.
n they tell me i’ll get her,
she’ll come for me..
although i kno they don kno wat’s happenin,
or wat happened, or anythin about it at all,
sometimes.. i feel that i’m livin.. jus to hear that
i really didnt want to blog tonite.
but here i’m, again, scribblin another stupid blog,
waitin for Mr. Sleep to come.
this is drivin me nuts.. a few more hrs n i’ll b on mi way back to wer i work.. last chance to hav a gud long sleep at home..
:
Mr. Sleeeep… wer aaare youuu??
‘06 has given me the start i’d always wished for.
startin wt a party wt people i never thought i’d hang out like that with. no calls from people i expected.. n those i didn’t want never took em calls. (may b i was a li’l bad, but who cares? i was happy :)
n the best part was the first day of the year bein a sunday.
way to start! wat more could u ask for?
