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conversations with Abhi_5

Posted by deby in conversations on April 6th, 2010

ABHI:The quest
for our self realisation never ends..

 How much do we know
ourselves, Dibya? Our innermost self?
  Sometimes, it is even
fearful to know it..

DIBYA: that is why i said Abhi..life
begins at this stage..when we begin this journey inward…that is when
we shd be taking our decisions abt our commitments in life, abt what
direction we wud like to give our life….at 20 -25..it is too
early…but then there is the biological clock that dictates that we
make all major decisions in life at that time……and if you happen to
make decisions that prove to be wrong later..ur life has gone down the
drain..there is nothing u can do abt it……

ABHI: When we face our own naked
self, our desires, our passions we’re dazzled by the reality…A few of
us can tolerate this image of himself/herself..
DIBYA: why wud that be Abhi….?..when i
look within me..i find there, God’s most beautiful creation…..which
has been stifled by the harsher realities of life…….. i ask
HIm this many a time…why do you let ur CREATIONS go to waste like this
in ur laboratory…where its innate nature gets strangled by life’s
circumsatnces..
ABHI: U’ve exactly got my point..And
that’s why I called u bold..

DIBYA: But I see

various other
things which make my mind still

dare to look God in the eye and
there looms large

between Him and me a very Huge Question

mark…..a
Ques before which, Religion and Faith
crumble like empty
promises……

the question of the need for Pain n Suffering…here I am not talking abt any personal pain…..when I say Pain..I encompass the whole of Humanity…Past, Present n Future…..dont give me that crap abt Pain being necessary to take us closer to him…..



 my attempts at meditation…..for me i can never
separate meditation frm God…and when i communicate with God…

  i cannot keep the
harsher realities of life away frm my consciousness….
 it has
to be for me gut-level straight hard talk for me..without any frills

 
ABHI: Meditation is possibly the best
way
DIBYA: hmmm…..one life-time is insufficient to
get to know Him….or oneself through Him or Him thro oneself Abhi…that is why i feel this process of exploration is not limited
to one life-span..it is a continuous on-going process..which crosses
barriers of death and goes beyond… He wud be no fool
  to let anyhting go to
waste….
He has the blue print for separating
the plant frm the sod..to be planted again elsewhere…
  dimensions of time and
space wud not apply to him

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