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		<description><![CDATA[     ABHI:The quest
for our self realisation never ends..
&#160;How much do we know
ourselves, Dibya? Our innermost self?
&#160;&#160;Sometimes, it is even
fearful to know it..
DIBYA: that is why i said Abhi..life
begins at this stage..when we begin this journey inward&#8230;that is when
we shd be taking our decisions abt our commitments in life, abt what
direction we [...]]]></description>
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for our self realisation never ends..</span></span></font>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>How much do we know<br />
ourselves, Dibya? Our innermost self?</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>Sometimes, it is even<br />
fearful to know it..</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />DIBYA</span>: that is why i said Abhi..life<br />
begins at this stage..when we begin this journey inward&#8230;that is when<br />
we shd be taking our decisions abt our commitments in life, abt what<br />
direction we wud like to give our life&#8230;.at 20 -25..it is too<br />
early&#8230;but then there is the biological clock that dictates that we<br />
make all major decisions in life at that time&#8230;&#8230;and if you happen to<br />
make decisions that prove to be wrong later..ur life has gone down the<br />
drain..there is nothing u can do abt it&#8230;&#8230;</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />ABHI</span>: When we face our own naked<br />
self, our desires, our passions we&#8217;re dazzled by the reality&#8230;A few of<br />
us can tolerate this image of himself/herself..</span></span><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />DIBYA</span>: why wud that be Abhi&#8230;.?..when i<br />
look within me..i find there, God&#8217;s most beautiful creation&#8230;..which<br />
has been stifled by the harsher realities of life&#8230;&#8230;..</span></span><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"> </span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>i ask<br />
HIm this many a time&#8230;why do you let ur CREATIONS go to waste like this<br />
 in ur laboratory&#8230;where its innate nature gets strangled by life&#8217;s<br />
circumsatnces..</span></span><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />ABHI</span>: U&#8217;ve exactly got my point..And<br />
that&#8217;s why I called u bold..</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br />DIBYA</span>: But I see<br /><font style="font-weight: bold;" size="5"><br /><font size="4">various other<br />
things which make my mind still</p>
<p>dare  to look God in the eye  and<br />
 there looms large</p>
<p>between Him and me a very Huge Question</p>
<p>mark…..a<br />
 Ques before which, Religion and Faith<br />crumble like empty<br />
promises……</p>
<p>the question of the need for Pain n Suffering&#8230;here I am not talking abt any personal pain&#8230;..when I say Pain..I encompass the whole of Humanity&#8230;Past, Present n Future&#8230;..dont give me that crap abt Pain being necessary to take us closer to him&#8230;..</font></font></span></span><font style="font-weight: bold;" size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"> </span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span></span></span></font></font></div>
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<p><font style="font-weight: bold;" size="4"><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>&nbsp;my attempts at meditation&#8230;..</span></span></font><font style="font-weight: bold;" size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>for me i can never<br />
separate meditation frm God&#8230;and when i communicate with God&#8230;</span></span></font>
<div style="font-weight: bold;"><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>i cannot keep the<br />
harsher realities of life away frm my consciousness&#8230;.</span></span></font></div>
<div style="font-weight: bold;"><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>it has<br />
to be for me gut-level straight hard talk for me..without any frills</span></span></font></div>
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<div style="font-weight: bold;"><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><br />ABHI: Meditation is possibly the best<br />
 way</span></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span></span></span></font></div>
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<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span><span style="font-weight: bold;">DIBYA</span>: hmmm&#8230;..one life-time is insufficient to<br />
get to know Him&#8230;.or oneself through Him or Him thro oneself Abhi&#8230;that is why i feel  this process of exploration is not limited<br />
to one life-span..it is a continuous on-going process..which crosses<br />
barriers of death and goes beyond&#8230;</span></span><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"> </span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>He wud be no fool</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>to let anyhting go to<br />
waste&#8230;.</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;"></span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>He has the blue print for separating<br />
the plant frm the sod..to be planted again elsewhere&#8230;</span></span></font></div>
<div><font size="4"><span style="display: block; float: left; color: #888888;">&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span style="display: block; padding-left: 6em;"><span>dimensions of time and<br />
 space wud not apply to him</span></span></font></div>
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