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WISHING ALL MY ILAND FRIENDS A VERY ” HAPPY & PROSPOROUS DASHERAH”

MAA DURGA WILL TAKE AWAY ALL YOUR WORRY & HOPE YOUR FAMILY WILL BE SAFE & HAPPY THROUGHOUT THE YEAR.

ARAVIND

We lost our unborn kid we were devasted .yes it was heart breaking to loose a kid in later stage of pregnancy; in 8^th month;my wife asked me why god was so cruel ? due to high blood pressure of my wife the baby lost its pulse. She was inconsolable & so is my little daughter. She was crying as we have promised that she will get a new friend to play with her. She was putting so many questions "will the doctor give oxygen ? why it is ill ? when it will come to my house ?"you both have promised .i will ask god.. he will give it back.

Some UNPLESANT question also from some heartless persons " was it a boy or girl ?"

What difference it makes.. I thought. We have not asked the doctor to reveal also. For us anyone was a god's precious gift. We may have to contain with our one kid .life is like this; you sometime donot get what you want..is not it ?

I was trying my best to console & pacify both. The god's gift was removed in normal was now my wife is allright..but the pain in her eye & pale face tells the magnitude of grief a mother face & the agony she passes in losing a unborn baby.

I told her, " see so many people have no kids atleast god has given us one . if we had two, then may be they would have been like our both eye but now we have ONE. ONLY ONE .JUST LIKE OUR HEART