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Frozen Thoughts


Frozen Thoughts


 


The road seemed endless

Bordered with frozen Chinars
Clad in furry white coat
Forcing the mind also to freeze.
Disturbing thoughts never surfing
Icy cold they remain within
 
The wind blew spraying
Cotton white drops
The Jheel remained ripple less
And the cleaving boat swift
Silently on the misty surface
Carrying flowers ,but drab and colorless!

The retreating Sun accepts defeat
Making the conspiring clouds triumph
The clouds within also fume
Defusing the desires mercilessly
 
Night came denuding the moon
Meditating Jheel still flows silently
Stars peeped in turn
Through the canopy of trees.
My nocturnal walk continued
And the snow capped peaks ridiculed
Still flows bountiful Jheel
Without ripples but with undercurrents

 

The Sun God And The Princess

The Sun God And The Princess



The princess was standing in the balcony

To offer her usual prayers to the Sun God

Her day starts and ends with parying to him

An idol she worshiped more than anything

With her eyes closed she was praying,

To the majestic ruler of the day.


The Sun God watched her with affection

Her Olive skinned body shimmered in his light

Reflecting all the charms of a temple sculpture.

Presenting an aura of sensual surprise to him she stood,

As a goddess in filigreed silken parasols.

He was so desperate to reach up to her

But was cursed to keep distance,


Oh! Beloved forgive me, I am cursed

I can only watch you from the zenith

The shield of heat deprives me from hugingg you.

I realize the wick of desire burning with in you

But ,Dear I can only watch you from distance

Oh beautiful princess I can hear your heart beats,

The mesmerizing symphony reaches up here,

But I am cursed I can only watch you

Come never near to me my dear ,you will die

As a moth lured to a flame you will be charred,

I cannot invite you in my life's journey too

Co z I will sink into torpid slumber in the ocean

Forgive me Dear , I am cursed not to love thee.



Oh! King Of all Gods have pity on me ,

Take away the crown of thorn from me

I am in Love with a beautiful princess

Oh! God let me go near her at least once

Let me hold her in my arms atleast once

Let me with her for a moment oh! God

That I can whisper the words of love to her

Let me feel the warmth of her love once

For a life time's memory to keep



Oh dear the rustle of your clothes makes me mad

The chime of your anklets echoes in my ears

The giggle of your bangles makes me restless

The sound of your gentle laugh burns inside me

I would like to hide myself in your luxuriant hair

For a moment I wished , knowing its only a wish

If I were a Prince who wins you in the war!

I wished if I were a simple man with flesh and blood

That I can  hold you in my arms waching sunise and set

 I wish if  can lay in your lap looking in to your soul full eyes

And want to remain there till the last breath leaves my body.

But dear I am cursed that I can only wish!

 




 

Granny’s Own Paroo

 

Granny's own Paro

 

"Parooooooo .."

  

Paroo's train of thoughts got red signal by her granny. She was sitting on the stairs of the pond , and dreaming. This time   she was  Lochinvar's love, and she was almost lifted up by the great knight on to his White Horse, her granny's call came! 

Paroo climbed the stairs two at a time in haste.Her beautiful black hair swayed left and right.It flowed down like a black cascade, with the nurturing of her grandma.She made a special oil with God only knows what roots and leaves.But Paroo liked its fragrance very much.Do you know why coz it has the smell of MT's (noted pen pusher in Malayalam) female characters. 

"Ammumma", Paro hugged her granny from behind.  

"Naughty child,don't you know its time to lighten the lamb at the Nagaraja's place?Go to bath and come fast" her granny ordered her. 

" juz a minute Mathukutty" . Paroo replied with a kiss on her granny's feather soft cheeks. 

Every Summer holidays Paroo's parents send her to her grandma's house.Paroo loved it a lot.She liked it most because , this is the only time she can be with her granny with out accompanied by her sister Malu. If Malu is around every one's attention will be on her. All the servants ,neighbours and even sometimes granny too gives her more attention.Paroo did not like it.So she will be more happy when she is alone with her granny so every body's attention will be on Paroo. 

Paroo is a girl of nineteen and was doing her degree.Her first love was Literature but due to uncompromising parental  interests she had to take up maths .But she never give up her first love.When ever she got time she spent it for reading. But she lived in a world of illusion.A dream land she created with the character's she read. 

After bath Paro  took the diya to the Nagarajas and prayed.  

" Oh the king of all the nags please appear before me , I am an ardent devotee of yours, Oh Lord please do appear before me" 

Paroo opened her eyes and looked  around , she could see no trace of Nagaraja at all.She got angry and went to her granny 

"Ammumma, why do you lie to me , I prayed and prayed but Nagaraja did'nt turned up"? 

" Oh , my dear he will appear before you one day, he is testing you, don't give up, one day he will give you darshan" granny replied. 

Paro did her prayers and went inside her room.She looked around, she could see the character she had read before all sitting before her.Anna Carinina,Destimona,Othello,Arjuna,Karna,Seeta all where present.She started talking to them. Her inner voice asked her

"Paro whom you wanted to be today ?"

 

" I will be  the stern uncompromising and engrossing Anna Carenina today"

 "O.K carry on Anna, her inner voice told her" 

Paro started transforming herself in to gorgeous Anna. 

"Parooooooooooo", down came her granny's call,  

"What you are doing there alone, come down" 

"Here I am ", Paroo rushed down with disappointment. 

In the night paro slept with her granny. Her granny used to chew betel. Keeping it inside his mouth she used to tell her lot of stories and how girls must grow up and a lot more.

Paro  liked  the story of "Gandharva" most.She used to dream about Gandharva too.Granny

told her that he will come down to earth on Full Moon days and there will be strange fragrance of "Pala flower" and he will attract young ladies and when he leave he will take them also with him and they will be never send back to earth.  

" Paroo,never go out in full moon days in odd hours, you are such a lovely child,that gandharva will fall in love with you as soon as he sees you",her granny warned her. 

But paro want to see Gandhrava,and when granny goes to deep sleep she used to peep through the windows but she never saw any one under the Pala tree.But she never give up, she thought,one day I will see him and ask about all the ladies he had stolen from the earth. 

Paro started the count down, few more days left with her to be at grandma's home.Two days after her parents will be coming with her younger sister to take her back to city which she never liked. 

" This time also I will miss Gandharva and Nagaraja" paro thought 

Her granny was also so unhappy about  parting her.

" Paro,stop your studies after this, and stay with me here,I will tell your father about it this time" ,her granny said. 

Paro also wanted to be with her granny,granny loved  her a lot, kept Paro on her lap, stroked her soft fingers inside her think black hair sung a lot of songs she never heard before , and made tender mango pickles and jack fruit jam specially for her. One more day left for her in the house ,Paro felt an ache inside her, she will be missing all the splendors  of the village till next year. 

Paro lit the Diya at Nagaraja's idol.Closed her eyes and prayed as usual. This time tears came down from her eyes. She opened her eyes and to her surprise she saw a golden coloured  Nagaraja on the idol. She was overwhelmed with happiness, oh god how true it is, he is here before me she couldn't   believe. Nagaraja stood there with his head spread and up with proud. 

Paro kept her hand near to him; he licked her lovely hands fondly 

In a flash of a moment Paro's inner voice asked her  

"Paro whom you wanted to be today" 

Paro had no hesistation ,she said  "O.V Vijayan's *Ravi " 

Paro whispered to Nagaraja "Come on , byte me"

Nagaraja hesitated

Paro became angry,she shouted at it "Come on I said" 

Nagaraja could not help it, he came and pressed his sharp teeth on her tender hand. 

Paro closed her eyes,she could feel the blue venom passing through her vains, then into her  blood and finally towards her beautiful heart. 

"Parooo  , where are you my dear girl its going to be dark, come fast" 

Her grann'y sound dissolved in the bluish sky. 

*Ravi  was the hero of O.V Vijayan's famous novel Khasakkinte Ethihasam.In the end of the novel Ravi accepts himself  a death by snake byte.

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