The Rythm of Rain

The Rhythm of Rain

Oh! At last the rain has arrived,

On the mighty wings of wind,

Painting smeary black on the sky,

Lashing silky white hair,

On the strong concrete pediments,

Down comes the rain

Forcing the metro to chill.

Oh !the mighty drops are here again,

Spilling cool spray on the sky scrappers

Drenching the ground still parched and thirsty

Slowing down the motors to creep a while

The pied crested cuckoo in panic far away,

Down pours the rain with

Bleakly white drops.

The bountiful Rain ravished

On the metro life

Roaring as a lion a while

And shimmering as a sword

Played with the naughty boy,

Stretching hands in the balcony,

The drenching lovebirds moved

Closer sharing the warmth,

Charming bride's dimples

Glittered in the neon,

With crystal clear droplets.

The rain in the metro drizzled,

As a sweet melody of first love,

The green started spouting,

And the tiny tot giggled,

The handsome guy whistled

Why the girl next door blushed ?

Through the misty curtained window.

Down comes the drop tick ..tick ..tick

Is that the rhythm ,of my own heart?

The rain in the metro gushes and gushes

Bringing life and hope once again

And for ever

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Anida

 

Anida


The river flowed  with yogic calmness. The moon was swimming elegantly in the river with its star maids. The entire terrain was enough to exhilarate the senses.


He walked with long strides. She tried hard to catch up his pace. The weather was chill and stars twinkled merrily. She peeped at him through her unruly hair. His eyes expressed the annoyance of her presence. He stopped his walk and automatically she too.


Who are you ” the words were very rough


* ”I am what you seek

And what you find

I am what you scattered

And the pieces you now gather up “

*(Lines from Paulo choelo’s 11 minutes)


With her both hands stretched she started singing , her naughty eyes made him angry.


stop it , will you?” he shouted at her


O.k Stopped” she replied


Why do you follow me“, there was arrogance in his sound


Because I love you” , she said looking in to his eyes


But I don’t  love you”, he find it difficult to control his temper


Don’t love me”, she said with child like gesture


He lost all his control. He almost shouted at her


Will you stop following me”


No” , a beautiful smile cracked at the corner of her rosy lips.


He throw his bag on the silver sands on the river bank and stared at her. She mimicked him with the same style resembling a cowboy with her head turned side ways . He couldn’t help laughing.


Look baby you are very young and its not safe for you to walk around in the night”


But am not alone na ? am with you”, she sounded so childish


What is your Name?” he was serious in his query


Anida”


Why you are here at this time?”


To see you”, she replied casually while playing with the pebbles  in her hand.


But I don’t know you“, he was curious


But I know you”, she replied with a naughty smile


How?” his eagerness increased


She started laughing and tears started rolling down. It was so embarrassing for him. The girl looked so childish in her teens. He felt as if he is in a dream land.


Shall I drop you at your house “ He was so polite


Home ?” she continued laughing .Moon light reflected on her beautiful young face. Her eyes showed the mischief of a teenager.


Ok am leaving don’t follow me any more “ there was determination in his words.

He watched her ex-pression changing, there was no trace of the earlier laughter or child like innocence, it was firm and stubborn. He saw her walking toward the river and was progressed more deeper.


His heart started pounding. He ran behind her to stop her.


Anida stop, don’t go further , stop there” He shouted in haste.


But she didn’t stop, and he noticed that she is walking over the river , he stood there unable to believe his eyes, and slowly she disappeared from his vision. He was speechless as a spouting statue .He felt the ground shifting beneath him and stood in the seemingly vacuous space horrified.

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My Sacred Wounds!

 

My Sacred Wounds

 

 

 

I had a dream to fly high

Challenging the horizon

Breaking up all the chains

You wound around me

 

Breaking all the barricades

Of injustice you did to me

But, you cut off my wings

Slashing down my wishes

 

I want to see all those splendors,

You kept   forbidden from me

But you pierced   my eyes mercilessly

I want to tell the truth which annoyed you

But you dragged out my tongue purposely

I want to write about the freedom you denied me

But you chopped down my fingers with vengeance

 

You deprived me of everything I loved

Kept me isolated in the castle of selfishness

The last nail on my imaginations you struck

Locking the doors to my dreams, without pity

 

My scared wounds bleed, invisible

Around me monsters danced bewitchingly

In wild rhythm with clock work precision

I sharpened my ears for the gallops

The bleakly white stallion is on its way

Oh God, behold me till then!

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The State of Trans

The state of Trans

 

   She was standing marooned in the,

Seemingly endless desert,

An abundant of untouched nature.

The hot wind blown past her,

Making her  wilt and  withered,

Yet  she was watching eagerly,

With her ears sharpen,

For the magical rendering of flute.

But heard nothing but howl of heated wind,

Making tantrums on the silky sand domes,

She stood there washed with serenity.

 

 

Years passed but routine repeated,

Never tired but with more hope,

She was there every  day waiting,

With wicks of hope burning eagerly,

Sun decended once again,

Making the shadows to lengthen,

Golden moon  swam  in the small pool,

   Mirrored her elegant face in the opaque,

Gleaming and immaculate!

And the lone vulture patrolled far high in the zenith!

 

 

With week steps she returned ,

Fading hopes puddling up,

Sleep conqured her clumsy eyes,

Presenting strange dreams ,

Paradisically beautiful.,

Pigeons in frenzy of spray bathing,

The magical rendering of flute,

And the sun simmering in the gold dust,

She whispered his name,

Her sound was feeble and faint,

Her breath tucked in her throat,

She experienced the trance,

There was no fear in her eye,

But a strange defiant glint,

The pecock  danced with ,

The glossy colorful feathers spread,

Immortal notes filling her ears,

She realized her inner light,

Far above the vulture still patrolled!

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Summer Rain In My Village

 

 We keralites are exprencing an unexpected Summer showers these days. Though i experience the splendour of nature by feeling each mighty little drops  that fall on my face , Iam aware of the damages it  causes to the underpreviliged ones. So friends enjoy this song along with me to share  coooooooool and warmth of the natures genours gift.

Clik on link to watch the wonderful song on rain!!!

 

 

 

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bekegc55kFA


 

Freeze those moments

 

 

Freeze those moments!

With out you my days just dragged,

Seasons changed and nature too,

Autumn came and  winter gone,

Spring never visited and  rain drizzled,

No wing beats of  Cuckoo to slice the silence ,

Natures wondrous sway was invisible to me

My nights never dazzled in light and colors,

But the wind howled making me restless.

 

With out you every thing looked alike.

I looked at the lone star in the sky,

You passed filigree magic through twinkle,

I could feel you encircling me with,

Your warm breath near my ears,

I looked back but seen none ,

Realized your absence with pain.

But I don't weep in my agony,

It was my promise to you,

There was smile on my lips,

As once you described "enigmatic ".

 

My thoughts wandered aimlessly,

Finally studded on our happier days,

Were there was only you and me,

 And our passionate love ebbing high,

The splendors of sun rise  and sunsets,

I witnessed leaning on your shoulders,

Within me I longed desperately dear,

If those moments could  freeze!

 

My mind traveled the paths we covered,

I could feel your arms around me,

Remembered the sweet nothings

You fondly whispered  in my ears,

I  followed you along the gurgling river,

Matching its pace we walked  with,

Our hearts full of sweetest notes,

Within me I longed desperately

If those moments could freeze!

 

Memories lingered reminding me,

The beautiful dreams once we weaved

The promises  you give, Conquering my heart

The smile on your lips transfixing me,

That matchless time of boundless joy,

Once again I longed  desperately,

If those moments could freeze!

 

Finally the moments of your  departure,

Alive torturing me  with angst  and sorrow,

 Among enormous flowers I saw you motionless,

Your lips still eager to share the warm kisses for me,

Your heart still holding me within closer and unshared ,

Your hands urging  to rub away the traces of tears,

They closed your eyes but within, they searched me,

Your ears I know desperate to hear my voice to sooth you,

At last, they took you away leaving me alone to suffer,

On your way you shred a beautiful red rose,

For me and only for me my dear I know ,

I walked towards it with unsteady steps,

Took the last gift you left for your beloved ,

I could feel your fragrance in it captivating,

A priceless gift of your everlasting love for me!

A fragrance that will cling to me till the end!

 

 

 

 

 


 

I Still Remember You Dear!

I still remember you dear!

 

 

I still remember the day I saw you,

Years passed but that face is vivid,

Still coloring my mind's canvas,

As a gentle breeze you came to my life,

Encircled me with its  abysmal coolness,

But went past leaving no traces,

I still remember you dear  as ,

A spirit of the pure grace. 

 

I saw you among  enormous oil lamps,

Your face gleaming in its fade light,

You were lighting temple lamps and ,

Lighted  the fire of my heart too , 

Melting my body in love for you,

But your face hidden in the rush,

I tried hard to quest in the crowd,

The air was pure with Sopana geetham,

You stood there as another full moon,

I still remember you dear as ,

An angel  send by the god himself.

 

You were at my arms length,

But I couldn't touch you,

In silence my sunken heart breathed ,

The distance between us , unbridged,

I watched you, fluttering   the curly eyelashes,

Swaying seeds of poignant romance in me,

Making my nights sunny dawns.

Within me I wished desperately beloved,

If you were  mine and only mine,

And I still remember you dear  as

A girl with unblemished purity.

 

Your sound wafted languidly in the air,

Sprinkling sweetness in to my ears,

You stood there in the velvety darkness,

As a statue of marble so elegant and gracious ,

Making vibes in my flesh and blood and,

Conquering me with  your inimitable beauty,

But you failed me again and vanished,

Leaving me to burn in pain of loss,

And still I remember you dear as,

A wildflower with tempting fragrance.

 

I traced your steps every where

Hoping you will turn back dear ,

But  drifted away  challenging me,

Making me hopeless and rejected,

Your curly mane moved unruly,

On your delicate face playfully,

I stretched my arms to stroke them,

But kept the urge tied  within me,

I longed for you within me  secretly,

And I still remember you dear  as ,

An inspiration to pull ahead.

 

Your smile is still alive in me dear,

Its gentleness I treasure still ,

And your grace I realized  beloved ,

Gleamed like the heavens far  above,

Every night your thoughts distured  me,

I could feel you touching me fervently,

Not with your hands but with emotion and,

Witnessed scattering of my  delightful dream,

Pinning me down with twinge but loved it,

And I still remember you dear as,

A treasure fate had denied me for ever!

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Home ….Sweet ………..Home

                                         

Home ..Sweet ..Home

 

 

End of yet another day. I leaned on the sofa  and closed my eyes and  tried to trace  the road through which I traveled today. Same routine things yet so charming. Hussy fuszzy morning hours flies away within no  time. A hubby trying to silence the Alarm in the morning and two angels ,all fighting to win the title for who sleeps long. A yelling mom complaints

"Get up Will u"

Blankets removed  and my crazy girls jumps to floor, their papa still safe inside the blanket winks at them. My butterflies flies around me .

  "On ur .. mark ..Get . Set .Go ."

 Here goes my power puff girls, both  in two direction .

"Mom did u see my tie, seen my Id ?"quires goes endless and from kitchen my sound echoes making my third kid also to get up.

 "Nithu my bed coffee" an  uncompromising Papa demands with sleepy eyes.

Cooking ,packing ,dressing up , the usual merry-go- round cycles again. Little complaints and laughter in the breakefast table made the day memorable.

" Neethu still u don't know how to make chatney?" ,He sounded annoyed

I tried to suppress all my anger.He read my mind so easily.

" May I tell you what you are thinking now?"

"Yes, come on  tell me?"

"You idiot ,if you are hungry eat it otherwise get lost, isn't it?"

" Exactly right , how well you read my mind", me too didn't  give up

"You know girls your mom is a better cook of a particular dish?"

"What?" both my crickets chirped simultaneously.

" Boiled eggs, ha.. ha.. ha" he started pulling by leg and my giddy daughters joined him .I  sensed that things are going out of control and declared  144!

"Chalo, chalo its time up , get ready fast" ,I commanded

and within minutes  all are ready for the short prayer before leaving home.Some how all are pushed out of the door, an always forgetful Papa shouts

"Nithu don't close the door my watch is inside"

I give him a stare and stamping my legs I rushed for his watch , and our crazy kids started  giggling to tease their papa.

Once the door is locked a big sigh of  relief and a peep into the wrist watch, oh !better time management this time! Good bye puppies flies in the air and the four moves in three direction, eager for the evening to come to be under the warmth of  the blanket of love and care once again. Yes, home is  indeed a paradise !

Sitting there and pondering thoughts I slipped in to a nap , and  heard my favourise song " Jab se tere nayana, mere nayanomse lagire,thab se deevana huva ,thab se begana huva   rab bhi deevana

lagire rab bhi deevana lagire .hooo! " filling my ears. I felt the   headphones, fixed in my ears and opened

eyes to see what is happening around. My daughters were

clapping and enjoying  their papa's naughtiness. I experienced

once again the warm blanket of love and care around me and

close my eye to enjoy ineffable charm of the hunting music wafting in the ears!


 

The Sun God And The Princess

The Sun God And The Princess



The princess was standing in the balcony

To offer her usual prayers to the Sun God

Her day starts and ends with parying to him

An idol she worshiped more than anything

With her eyes closed she was praying,

To the majestic ruler of the day.


The Sun God watched her with affection

Her Olive skinned body shimmered in his light

Reflecting all the charms of a temple sculpture.

Presenting an aura of sensual surprise to him she stood,

As a goddess in filigreed silken parasols.

He was so desperate to reach up to her

But was cursed to keep distance,


Oh! Beloved forgive me, I am cursed

I can only watch you from the zenith

The shield of heat deprives me from hugingg you.

I realize the wick of desire burning with in you

But ,Dear I can only watch you from distance

Oh beautiful princess I can hear your heart beats,

The mesmerizing symphony reaches up here,

But I am cursed I can only watch you

Come never near to me my dear ,you will die

As a moth lured to a flame you will be charred,

I cannot invite you in my life's journey too

Co z I will sink into torpid slumber in the ocean

Forgive me Dear , I am cursed not to love thee.



Oh! King Of all Gods have pity on me ,

Take away the crown of thorn from me

I am in Love with a beautiful princess

Oh! God let me go near her at least once

Let me hold her in my arms atleast once

Let me with her for a moment oh! God

That I can whisper the words of love to her

Let me feel the warmth of her love once

For a life time's memory to keep



Oh dear the rustle of your clothes makes me mad

The chime of your anklets echoes in my ears

The giggle of your bangles makes me restless

The sound of your gentle laugh burns inside me

I would like to hide myself in your luxuriant hair

For a moment I wished , knowing its only a wish

If I were a Prince who wins you in the war!

I wished if I were a simple man with flesh and blood

That I can  hold you in my arms waching sunise and set

 I wish if  can lay in your lap looking in to your soul full eyes

And want to remain there till the last breath leaves my body.

But dear I am cursed that I can only wish!

 





 

Will There Be Another Sun Rise

Will There Be Another Sun Rise? 

Together we were watching the glory of ,

Yet another sun set swathed in beauty,

The sun dipped shyly in to the ocean,

In a slow lingering manner with glory,

Promising the sky and land to meet again. 

We sat there with our eyes glued in the sky,

Watching enormous castles that clouds made,

And the lone boat cleaving the water languorously,

Through the corner of my eyes,

I watched him lost in thoughts with,

My eyes hidden by the luxuriant hair,

I kept on watching him with a heaving heart,

His stark beauty making me crazy,

I  struggled to keep my mind's rein tight.

Everything will end now or can have a new beginning,

With a pounding heart I was analyzing

Logic and Virtual fought vigorously

He looked at me, with rays of hopes reflected,

Behind his extremely long eye lashes

Our eyes mirrored each other,

And they spoke volumes in silence,

There was pain in his eyes and mine too,

I stood there with my head down

Miserable to face his mournful eyes

He lifted my face fondly, wiped the traces

Tears created on its charm with compassion,

Wind howled around us with zealous frenzy

He asked me " Who are you beloved?"

I stood there enveloped in silence,

He kept me close to him and said

"Leave me never , be with me"

With our deep desire for each other

We stood there immobile and inseparable,

With only the sound of bouncing waves,

Slicing the fearful silence of the Secret darkness

We stood  there with only stars as witness,

Like a shivering whisper I said slowly,

"I have promises to keep my dear",

I felt the gap between our body widening,

Slowly our minds too drifted apart,

Making it impossible to bridge the gap.

Everything ended up there in my words.

I saw him walking away from my life for ever,

With his head down in shame and rejection.

I was so ruthless and  unsympathetic he may feel,

But no one saw the bleeding wound inside ,

A wound that several rebirths cannot heal,

For me no more sunrises after this,

Dear one you know that?

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