once in a while in my not so busy life
i think of not so important matters
that sometimes i myself wonder…why im giving it a thought!
like pretending to be laughing outside yet crying inside
is it not a sign of insanity??
like believing that there is really a forever
but in reality there is only “for the meantime”
like hoping against all odds
even if the odds are against you
i really cant understand why we wish so hard
when in fact we know they cant come true
im not being vain
im just wondering
maybe its human nature…maybe.
like pretending everything is alright
when in your heart u know its not
its like embracing life as it comes
but still fears of the consequences that may come along with it…
its not really an easy path
its always been complicated
its always decisionmaking…a very difficult one
its like choosing your happiness
and those who you wanted to be happy
its like all the whys and the who
the what and the how questions everyone is facing
its not really a struggle for me
its my everyday life…getting used to it….hmmmmm
it may take sometime…..it may take a long time.
IM NOT KIDDING
I SPEAK FROM MY HEART.
It will haunt me now … I never thought it like you did! Yes it happens to me too “like pretending to be laughing outside yet crying inside
is it not a sign of insanity??”
thats life…u live it ..u experience it…
what a thought. kya sochati ho…
Ummeed pe duniya kayam hai…..mere dost!!!
wish i too had answers for the same…sailing in the same boat…when life has closed all the doors and good and closed ones have stabbed on the back…yet i am hoping against hope things will be back on track again…height of being optimistic
This is life… we have to remain positive even things are negative… because we have a ”will”…
Hello, As you described Human Nature….. Those who stand and wait. they also serve…. Hope for better future; is the Optimistic view of life. That is Life…
really really a great analysis done dear…thats from where the search starts,,and you i suppose are now out to search….answers will come from within only.no book no blog will answer these..name of the game is to stay unaffected from the fears of the consequencies…descion making you said???there is only one descion which needs to be taken,,what so ever comes is to be faced as if its a gift from the god…never dislike a gift..some times we get gifts which are actually useless to us yet we feel happy and thankfull when we recieve from some one….just tried to help you analyse further hehee and dear keep searching i suppose you are getting nearer now….nearer to your own self,,,,