learning to cope with my every day life is a never ending adventure
although i treat it as a blessing..just being able to wake up..still
i am finding it amusing…
more often wondering if……..
am i living for myself or for those around me
is it really an obligation or just for my own satisfaction
that i need to fulfill
do i need them as much as they need me..or am i just too selfish to give my all
i view everything as temporary..even life
afraid to attach whatever is left of my emotions
anger…feeling it once in a while
happiness…is always near yet so far away
pain..it never diminishes
there is always a vacuum somewhere in my heart..that felt otherwise
or i am just assuming what is not really in reality
sometimes more questions are left unanswered…or maybe
not the ones ive been wanting
not the things that i have been praying….maybe
they say …life is hard if u dont practice acceptance
then im learning to accept what is there…even with regrets?
happiness is always what we want in life is all about
maybe i will learn it sooner than i thought,,,,maybe…..because
as the saying goes”we may never pass this way again”
u r back after a long time….
pdg