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Pather panchali -movie review

Satyajit Ray had this magnificent ability to take a camera and put it on a tripod from where it took an unflinching and unapologetic look at reality in all its stark-naked glory.
The usage of the word ‘magnificent’ to describe his work is admittedly ironic in one way as almost none of his films had magnificence in the landscapes and the inhabitants that it projected.
But, there is sublime magnificence in his skills as a writer and director to project images into our minds, and more importantly, into our hearts. Images that linger on long after the end credits have rolled by.
Images that so natural and real, we get to see everything and everyone as they truly are without any gloss being added. But not for a single moment do we feel that it is indulgent in the manner of being deliberately over-simplistic; nor was it an attempt on his part to try and 'art'-ify his stories on celluloid. He was a poet who could also paint, to transform his poems onto celluloid, and in that way was able to reach across barriers of language and geography. It helps that they were almost always in black and white. Here was an artist who didn't need any colors to create masterpieces.
Here was a director whose work had the gumption to say “look! This is how it's really like. You can love it or hate it but you can't ignore it or deny it ".

The first movie of his famed Apu Trilogy was aptly titled “Pather Panchali”, which loosely translated in English means “Song of the little road”.
A song, not of joy or celebration, but a song that tells a poignant story, a song of quiet sorrow. A sorrow that is laced with dignity and hope.
One that plays on with the film as it traces the journey of a family through the course of their life. A course that lies in a singular road that is for large stretches, narrow, and one that never strays from the theme of the trilogy - courage and hope that keep resurfacing despite the cataclysmic eddies that try and drown the human spirit.
It is a road that leads to personal triumph albeit minimal, but one that also leads to considerable loss and grief. A road that is serpentine in its unforgiving nature and in the rough terrain it traverses.
It tells the story of a small Brahmin family set in rural Bengal in the 1920s.
We are initially familiarized with Durga, a little girl who doesn't think it wrong to steal fruits from her neighbors’ orchard, to feed her aged aunt.
Her mother chastises her for this and in an exchange of harsh and accusatory words the aunt decides to move out of the house and seek another of her kin who’ll take her in. But it isn't long before she rushes back to the house as Durga informs her of the family's new blessing.
A new baby boy has arrived in the family. Durga’s mother bears her a brother, Apu. The continuity of the family lineage is thus ensured and the family is overjoyed.

It is only now that we start seeing more of the ‘head’ of the family, the father, although by now it is clear that the mother, a woman of strong character, a woman of honor and silent dignity, is indeed the true backbone of the family.
The father, a priest by profession, is a dreamer-a poet and a playwright, always insisting that fame and riches are just around the corner, despite knowing that it is mere wishful thinking. But, time after time he's forced to take a reality check and ends up working for some landlord or the other, and more often ends up taking up some low paying job that is in fact unsuitable for a man of his learning and intellect. It is made clear early on, that he is a man of profound meekness ,as in one scene he calmly tells his wife that the orchard they once owned has been given away without a fight to the neighbor in lieu for the debts his late brother owed them. He is also a man who believes in luck and probability and has a simple logic that every bad turn will be followed by some good fortune that will keep the family content and happy until the next pitfall arrives. And now, with the arrival of a son, there is new hope and joy in the family despite the fact that it means there's one more mouth to feed.

With time the aged aunt passes away and Apu becomes Durga's partner in crime.
Apu creates for us a world where there is no place for sorrow as we see the simple joys of childhood innocence. Be it the time when we see Apu and his school friend playing tic-tac-toe instead of doing math in class; or when we see Apu and Durga run after the candy man despite having no money to buy any. Or the time when Apu and his sister go and visit the rail tracks to catch a glimpse of the iron monster that passes by once in a while;and the time when the bioscope-walla comes by and showcases images of the major Indian metros and Apu and Durga squeal in delight while watching. It could well be one, if not their only glimpse of life outside their village,that they may ever get.

There is a scene where Apu is playing with his bow and arrow. He shoots the arrow and it falls a few feet away from him, and he keeps repeating this task with boundless energy. Perhaps in a sub-consciousness manner he is aware that it won't be long before he too finds himself being released from the village.
The monsoon showers arrive but instead of garnering new hope for the family it only dampens their spirit.
Durga falls ill after playing in the pouring rain and after a rainstorm that night,she passes away.The tears never flow from the mother who is shocked beyond belief as is Apu.
Then the father returns, from his sabbatical in the city to which he had gone seeking work.His luck has turned and he has got a new well paying job.As he surveys the the havoc the monsoon has wreaked in the neighborhood and his house,he curses the monsoon for not waiting for a few more days.But he is still unaware of the loss and when he hands over a new Sari to his wife that he's bought for his daughter, the mother unable to restrain herself anymore finally explodes in tears. The father is devastated and all dreams of seeing their daughter getting married and leading a happy life is vaporized.
Apu takes all this in quietly, the grim and gloomy clouds of despair and helplessness hanging over him, but his eyes tell us that he is not a boy anymore, despite his age. Here is a boy that is forced to grow up to be a man, and he must carry forward the family toward its destiny.
The father realises that it is pointless to stay back anymore for a foolish pride of it being his ancestral home.
He also laments how worthless his poems and plays have turned out to be ,as he was unable to pen a tale of joy for his family in real life.
The film ends with the shot of the father, mother and son leaving the village in a bullock-cart, looking back on what they’ve left behind painful memories that they hope will be washed away by the holy waters of the Ganges, when they reach Benaras.

It is quite clear that Ray, with his love for the Italian neo-realism style (he was reportedly inspired by Vittoria De Sica's 'Bicycle thief'), reassures us that life is about the joy we find in small and simple things in daily life rather than the life that is showcased in the opulent, artificial candy floss filmed by the ‘commercial’ movie makers of yesterday and today.
Opulence,Pather panchali is not, but it certainly doesn't lack in grandeur. It is grand in its emotions,in its unflinching honesty and in its power to entwine us in the threads that weave the fabric that clothe the lives of Apu and his family.

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Schizophrenic

There're plenty of voices inside my head,
they fill me with joy, they fill me with dread
gotta lay them to rest, so I got choices to make
but I’m afraid to choose, ‘coz my life's at stake

they tell me I’ll fly, they tell me I’ll fall
they tell me I’ll win or I’ll lose it all
they pose questions, a lotta rhetoric
but I’ve got multiple answers, coz I’m schizophrenic

there’re plenty of voices inside my head
some keep swimming, some sink like lead
they make me laugh ,they make me cry
I talk back, but they never reply

some of them prophesize, some of them preach
they sound near, but they’re outta reach
they do yoga and practice black magic
they’ve got me hooked, coz I’m schizophrenic

there’re plenty of voices inside my head
they wont leave me alone till I’m dead
they’ve led me to love, and led me to war
they’ve left behind bruises and scars

some of them play, some of them prey
some of them kneel down to pray
some of them cure me, some make me sick
I cant fight them, coz I’m schizophrenic

there’re plenty of voices inside my head
they paint my mind with blue and red
they form images so abstract
I see myself in a mirror that's cracked

some are dumb, some are wise
they speak the truth, they spout lies
some of them make sense, some defy logic
but I let them stay coz I’m schizophrenic

there’re plenty of voices in my head
but I cant listen to everything being said
some of them talk dirty, and some talk funny
some crave peace, some worship money

which one do you wanna hear, take your pick
ya gotta realise that I’m schizophrenic
but I don't want them to leave me alone
‘coz all those voices are my very own

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Sculpting destiny

Wading in the shallow pools of sorrow
never seen summer,nor heard spring
of withered leaves and shrivelled trees
illusions are all that one can cling to
of songbirds and their tunes of joy
of eternal springs and pristine streams
that water plethoric beds of violets and daffodils
seeping through to the undergrowth
and granting eternal hope for those yet to bloom
the very soul of dreams and beyond
fraught with pretentious perils and shallow temptations
enticing pain and ecstacy with its double edged blade
gilded with jewel stones of courage and fear
each vision chosen by the eye with its natural perspective
of paramount importance lay the choices we make
and the paths that leads us to glory or perdition
to enchanted woods or arid wastelands
falter in action but never in consent
blame shant fall on fellow pedestrians
but on the vote cast by the mind without the heart
never flinch for choice is inevitable
in all its sadistic glory it shall prevail
’twill be a worthy fellow traveller if not a guide
that equips us for sculpting our destiny

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Redemption song

Redemption seems far away
but fate looks right this way
I’ve been running like hell
aint counting the times I fell
Its just me and the road
nothings gonna leave me floored

no ones after me,and theres no one I’m after
when I look away,I hear manic laughter
I’m losing my grip on reality
my eyes glazing with insanity
someone better have me caged
I’m a wounder tiger,enraged

I aint committed no crime
yet I’m treated like grime
they think they’re so clean
lookit the roles they feign
surrounded by people so blind
in a web they’ve got ‘em entwined

they’re full of crap and deceit
they lie shamlessly thru their teeth
but I’ve seen their true colors
all a bunch of oarless scullers
I’ll make sure they sink to the bottom
of that river,and I’ll yell “got ‘em”

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Pragmatic Delirium

“I want it back”,my heart bemoans
on replaying stashed memories
incongruous to current revelries
instead,warped in lost time zones

trade-offs bordering toward compromise
progress bequeathed,surprisingly,deserved?
questioning myself on such vagaries,absurd
still stuck in twilight,waiting for the red giant to rise

transcending reality,hallucinating fantasies
lost never to be found,fragrance still lingers
crushed into fragments,by insensitive fingers
would it be any better to act delirious with infantine delinquencies?

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I’ll keep walkin’

I’ve walked past hollow graves
got nothin’ to look back upon
like a new song hitting the air waves
I could be a king or just a pawn

I’ll keep walkin’,till the end of the day
no cops on duty and no thieves
its just me alone on the highway
trudging through fallen leaves

I’ve walked past burning bridges
no need to cross them again
I’ve trashed all those crumpling ledgers
it seems I’m on uncharted terrain

I’ll keep walkin’,long journey into the night
I can hear the lone wolf howling
but I’m past beyond caring or fright
my mystic shadow’s gone prowling

I’ve walked past tumbling towers
they never were really tall
fallen out of favour with masked powers
blind fools who’ve seeked my fall

I’ll keep walkin’,till another sunrise
I can see a new dawn awaken
bright sunlight wont blind my weary eyes
shallow dreams I’ve forsaken

I’ve walked through rumbling rainstorms
fallen into puddles and drenched to the bone
yearned for a lovers embrace to keep me warm
I’m gonna take her by the hand and lead her home

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Distorted clarity

Transient regret,wrought,repeatedly
time,rewound and replayed,then and now
deja vu - redux concoction,deadly
feverish beads of sweat cling to the brow

Silent shadow of trepidation,tailed
ready for ambush,if unheeded,refrain
potential amelioration,wantonly curtailed
left only to revel in time’s vestigial remains

Fallacies held in high esteem,fallen
from grace,to the nadir of acceptance
hope ,now dispersed in fine pollen
the heart now wanders,freelance

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Cold Fusion

He sat on a wooden bench on the outer fringes of the rink, a mere spectator.
The circular sheet of thick ice beckoning with its sparkle, reflecting the arc lights that hung from the rafters.
Its luminous beam carefully following every movement of the couple that graced the rink with their combined beauty.
Poetry in motion. Like two graceful gazelles on a rainy day, drenched together by showers of passion.
“Cold fusion” he punned to himself. Fusion over ice.

It wasn’t long before his mood darkened and the calm front gave way for gathering clouds of grey.
His eyes started goggling as the green eyed monster descended upon him with venomous ferocity.
His fists clenched tight into balls of coiled potential energy. Energy longing to give rein to destructive kinesis.
Muted expletives spurted out in fierce bursts from his quivering lips.
Then from his larynx sprang “Why not me?” or alternatively “Why me?", only to be muffled under the tautness of his clenched jaws.
That ill-meaning two-faced rhetoric had been uttered for the umpteenth time.
The unasked answers he had always flung at his dressing mirror and the mirror fending off his acerbic darts with ease was a regular routine.
He had warned himself that it would only be a matter of time before he snapped.
The gathering storm of bitter vehemence had yet to unleash its apocalyptic tempest and he wondered if it had finally arrived on the near horizon.
He had dreaded the day his mind would finally yield to that black and magnetic orgasm of extreme rage.

The events leading up to now ran through his mind in a looping series of images fraught with flitting layers of vengeance, hatred, jealousy and anger.
Each competing for equal billing with varying degrees of dark intensity.
Admittedly he knew that they all collectively represented his desperation and dejection.
It was fueled by an inherent need for self destruction wrought largely by his inabilities to transcend the barriers that seemingly marred his entry into the arena where dreams came to life.

The hour of deserved glory past, perhaps lost, though he would counter that as “denied” rather than “lost”.
He glanced back at the revelry underway. Two hazy blobs decked in angelic white.
Memories of lost frissons within his heart arose in symmetry with the crescendo of the cheering crowd.
The choreographed symphony finally drew to a close with one frenetic cadence and the couple graciously bowed in delight to acknowledge the rapturous audience.

The cathedral’s rusted bells tumultuously chimed to knock him out of his trance like a cold bucket of water rousing an inebriated soul out of his disequilibrium, and serenity slowly started to seep in.
Puzzled by the caprices that accompany the climactic dawns of inevitability he rose to his feet shaking his head, and sauntered away to the adjoining thicket. A pristine brook flowed along silently.
He fiddled in his trouser pocket and plucked out a ring.
The edges of its gemstone glittering against the sunlight that permeated through the canopy of treetops.
He contemplated "what is marriage, but a waltz over ice". He hoped for her sake that the ice never cracked.
He could still hear the distant din from the gathering when he found himself mouthing a silent verse from her favorite song.
The dreamy lyric now seemed inconsequential and the little dreams wished for had ended in silent awareness.
He walked on as the unworn ring slowly sank to the bottom of the brook, the depths of the water gleefully accepting its new inhabitant.

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Call to arms

The pipers at the gates,sounding his final clarion
you’re running late, but you’ve got to carry on
there’re unfinished deals waiting to be sealed
forgotten promises to be kept and faith to be healed

the hourglass is running on empty,slow down oh sands of time
things to do aplenty,your indecision is but,a punishable crime
past glories have been laid to rest in search of fresh battles
fear not the hot iron brand,run free among unherded cattle

revel in those frenetic moments over uncharted realms
feast in the meadows of evergreen hopes and dreams
and feed those famished desires till they come to life
the august harvest is at arms reach and the time is ripe

to spring into shoots from subterranean roots of fear
let not another chance pass by,for it will cost you dear
for the hallows of past regrets will haunt you, perennial
and you’ll find yourself battling against constant denial

for what is a victory if not laced with loss and harm
never hesitate to loudly answer the call to arms
as the hour of glory draws closer,the battlelines have been drawn
courage and might shall take you through to see victorious dawns

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The Guardsmen have departed

The guardsmen have departed for a reason
deserting you in your hour of need
you think they oughta be tried for high treason
you shoulda stopped exploiting them for your greed

“you’ll get by fine”, one of them says
“but but ya gotta open your eyes”,says the other
your smug faith has led you to decay
you gotta confess to your blood brother

the lone ranger , now you gotta stride
in search of truth ,to find your salvation
passing by strangers,to find your bride
yer riding through the sands of starvation

the guardsmen have departed for a reason
deserting you in your hour of need
its gonna be one long and lonesome season
but your gates are unwatched now,you’ve been freed

“call us when you need us” ,one of them says
“but weigh them with care,lest they’re trivial”, says the other
yer sails are ready for the seas, anchors aweigh
yer the captain and the crew,both as one and not another

the solitary sailor, now ya gotta sail
in search of honest shores to find your soul
your keel may get dented,but you shall not quail
your mortal flesh may flinch, ya gotta face the cold

the guardsmen have departed for a reason
deserting you in your hour of need
the crown of glory,it sure ain’t free,son
the league of honor,ya gotta be worthy of its creed

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