manninginnie’s blog

Day end up I was very happy ..same routine start up .again we go office & come home together ..some time I visit to his office he was a sweet kid of his office & I always got some more attention from his colleagues ..everything was wonderful ..

On one evening as we were going to home. I asked him to sit in a park which was around a monument ..we sat on a bench I took out one pastry, one candle light that candle & brought it in front of him ..

"Happy birthday Candy!!!"

"Oh god!! You remember?? But dear I told you I never celebrate my B'day…"

"Who is telling you to celebrate your B'day, I am doing it…" "Do you have any problem?"

"Hmm!! You are stupid!!!"

"I know, now will you please blow this candle & make a wish!"

Then I gave him some candies, total of his age no. & one card, with one another gift ..he said I am doing too much ..but he never came to know that I always want to do lots of thing for him just to see him happy.

& So the other days went like that .sharing smiles & giving happiness to each other ..

& finally one day same as our routine we were going home though the park ..but he was lost in his thoughts I was worried he was not telling me anything . So, I told him "I m tried I wanna sit", we sat on one bench .he was lost .suddenly I grabbed his bag & ask him if he want it, he asked to give it back & warned me not to open it

"If you want it then come & get it"

"Give it to me please"

"No! Come & get it"

He came after me, I was trying to get off from him suddenly he grabbed my hand & pulled me toward him I was lost I was too close to him ..he was looking in my eyes ..my heart beat lost its count ..I closed my eyes .I felt his breath on my face ..

& he .left me & said

"You are stupid!!! Damboo"

"??????"

"I got my bag .Look"

"??????"

"Let's go home "

"Yeah! You are right, we should go home I am getting late"

He hold my hand & start walking I was quite, he was talking ..& near to my home he asked me why I am so quite .I told him that nothing he came near to me & slowly said "I know why you are not talking much now & so is the reason at that time I was so quite ."

He went away to his way home ..Now this time I was looking at him going ..In the corner of my eyes some tears come & rolled down to cheeks, he turned around made a sign "Don't cry" . I lost his image form my eye side but he was there in my mind & heart "

When I reached my home I was told by my family that I am getting engaged .I was shocked ..I cried for full night ..not able to sleep

Now what should I do, I have to tell him, next day I tried to call him .he was not there, I left mails, massages to him but was not able to contact him, his shifts changed to night shifts, so I was not able to meet him, I was aware he also want to meet me. But time played a role of villain.

Its been a week, one of his friend Vishal came to my office & gave me a massage .

"Ravi asked me to tell you that he want to meet you."

"Where is he?"

"He is at home & you know he can't come, he want to meet you but in evening time you'll be at home, so tell me how can you meet him?"

"Tell him to meet me today evening, as I will stay bit late in office."

"Vishal! Just say him that if he won't meet me today then I don't know if I could meet him again or not".

He came in evening, I hugged him ..

"What happen?"

"I am going to be engaged."

" "

"I try to call you so much"

"I know .!!!!"

"Don't you wanna say anything?" "At least say something."

"This is for you, & be happy, all the best for you life .GOOD BYE'"

& after that I never met him again ..he gave me a small white teddy bear as his last gift .with a flag in his hand written "FOREVER FRIENDS "

PS-I am sorry guys!! I know it became too long & even I try to cut it short but I was not able to…….but you can’t cut short your real life experience!!

Hi friends!!!! sorry as i was not completing my story…& i know its getting very lenghty…but i promise you that i am going to finsh it now & this is the second last part of it…….hope you all wil like it also……..

And our friendship start blooming .we start coming home together we never took bus, we love walking together, talking to each other on our way to home he told me about his life, family .he told me about his father, how much he loved him, how he lost him & also that after his father death, he never celebrated his birthday .

One day his friends from office made a plan to go out; they invited me also, for them I was his Girl friend . (As I was the first girl in his life other then office colleagues) ..anyhow we came out from our home . & I met him at fixed place but his friends didn't turned up, they called him to tell that they are not coming & he should take me with him .

"Oh god!!! Is it a blind date? Tell me Ravi!!!" "Your friends did it or you planned it? Ha!! Tell me!!"

"Damboo!! Will you stop acting like a girl!!?"

"What? I am a girl!!"

"Oh really!!!" "I never felt so!"

"What do you want from me? Shell I start behaving like those stupid girls!!"

"No!! Just be what you are & stop yelling at me .I haven't planned any thing, they did that ..I know they took you as my girl friend ..& they planned to have us a date ..so that we can spend some time together .."

"Oh!! So you know what they thought for us!!!!"

"Yes as I also want to spend some time with you "

"So we always do that on our way to home"

"You are such a damboo"

"What I have done now?"

"Nothing just tell me where to go now"

"I know the place" "Lets go there"

"OK"

And we took an auto, I told the auto driver to go at Priya cinema, but on the way he saw a park ..& we get off there .he told me about his memories of his father as he used to come there with his father ..I saw his face it was like a small kid, he was very happy to be there .I gift him a parker pen ..he was glad as he said his father always gifted him that pen ..he told me that he is so glad to have me & he will always be my friend .

I was at home for full one week ..when I rejoin my office my front officer told me that some one called for me daily asking for my health I asked her if she know who has he ..she told me his name "he said he will call today also .& his name was RAVIENDER KR. SHARMA." "He was very worried about you. Please why don't you call him up? He left his contact number."

I went to my seat, suddenly my extn. phone ringed. Operator transferred a call to me ..it was him "Hi! How are you now? I was very worried about you!"

"I am fine. Thank you!"

"Never say thanks to your friends. It's a stupid formality. This should never come between friends." "Opps!!! I never asked you. We are friends. Right!!"

I start laughing "stupid! Don't you think so that we are friends…If we are not then why you were so worried about me? Tell me!"

"For me we are friends but I don't know about you. Because girls are so unpredictable." "And stop calling me stupid."

"You know you are Chhoooo Chweet." "Just like a candy I will call you Candy.. chweet candy."

"No!!!!!!!! Don't please it's a girlish name was my real name is too bad?"

"No!!! The only thing is I love giving nick name to my dear friends"

"Ohh!! Is it soo? Then I'll also call you damboo."

"What? Do you think I am dumb?"

"No!! But you act so stupidity."

"What Stupidity I have done."

"See you haven't told me you name till now." Don't you think it's been stupid?"

And he start laughing I laughed with him ..then I told him my name but still he said he will call me damboo.

& I got agreed on that……..

So my boss saw my condition & told me to go back to home by office cab .I agreed .I was sitting in cab suddenly driver pulled off the brake it was so sudden that I got shocked ..driver start fighting with someone I saw him at my side he was there standing in front of me .looking at me ..he was out of his breath as he was running ..then he opened my cab door to let me out Again I was not able to say anything ..but there was so much to ask .to fight to be angry

"I was looking for you! I went to your office today. Guard told me that you just moved out so I rushed to your cab!!! I am so sorry, I was not able to meet you or to mail you as I was having very busy schedule in office & also it's my night shift going on . . but today I decided to meet you so I stay a bit longer in my office & look I met you." He said it quickly.

I start crying. He touches my hand to console me .

"Hey!! You got such a high fever !! & you came to office Are you mad?? Go home right now !! Driver sir! Please take her to home as soon as you can…

& for you girl, give me a call as soon as you got well."

He gave me his home no.

& my cab moved .he was standing there waving at me ..Standing there looking at me ..

When I reached my office I start my daily work routine but I was not able to concentrate on my work …I was just willing to go online & to check my mails if I got any .that was the time when internet was not too easy to access. One has to pay very high amount to access net in cafes so I was not having net connection in my office PC, I waited till launch time then as quickly as I can moved to common room where there was an PC with net connection, I opened my mail box got a mail with the subject "For You". Its was a sweet massage which was written in morning time I was so happy that I forgot to had my launch .

"God!!!! What should I write to him?"

"I don't get a single thought"

"Where to start? What to write?"

Then I start typing but just said "THANKS A LOT"

Days went off I moved to my home hoping to see him again in evening but hard luck.

Sunday went off I waited for Monday very eagerly .I get on my daily bus waited for him but he hasn't come & not even his mail ..days went off ..I didn't got his single glimpse

I was very tense ..I got viral fever still i went to my office but he didnt come nor his mails………..my health become bad to worst…..

I was just seating in my daily bus to go towards my office on Saturday morning, bus was little crowed…I was just wondering outside the window when I feel a nice fragrance coming somewhere from bus I turned around to see if I could see the person

He was sanding there .. quiet . but he was not able to control his feet to move here & there as he was holding one book in one hand & by other he was holding the rod of bus roof I asked him to give his book to me ..he hesitated first then gave it too me. I asked him if I can take a look of that book or not. He smiled & said "Yes" very slowly ..his smile touched my heart.

I was lost in his smile

And suddenly he ask his book back I was sad to know that he is getting down & his stand was just before my one He moved in the crowd, I was not able to see him any more & then it was turn to get off from bus. I standup & moved towards the gate & my heart start beating fast he was standing there near to gate ..he didn't get off & he again smiled toward me then gave me way to get off .& after me he also get down from bus I was happy to see him coming after me he quickly came to me  & start walking with me I asked him if he is also going on the same way then he said "I work in HCL  which is located in market!! As an executive in voice based program!" "What you do?"  His voice fascinated me .I lost all my words .. but regained my self & told him about my office ..he was so amazed to know that we both work near by building for so long & never met till now .as soon as we reached near to our office, we both exchanged our emails & promised to mail a hello to each other at least ..He wrote his mail id on my hand as I was not able to find my dairy at that time, he was getting late so he said bye to me .& as I said good bye he replied "Never say good bye, just say see you later" & he was gone .