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waiting

You were stranger to me in this world

Now I am feeling stranger to my self in this world

World seems to be a alien place for me .please

 Toxic ate  my world  with your light my moon light

Waiting for the day when  you will descend in my courtyard from the haven in accompany of stars and sun showing you the way to my courtyard ……………………………  

When all  brightest objects will shy away  from the brightness of your aura

Let me pray to god  to reduce the charisma of  all of there creation for that only

So that I can only drench my soul  in  your blissful a shower

Waiting for that day .when god permits me to gather your light in hands for forever

To  sparkle my life  .waiting for the day

Posted in Writing.

12 comments

By – November 7, 2008

encounter

 I wish you should not have seen me with frozen eye's .frozen to catch some thing

 

You might not have heard anything what you said  with minors of detail as you were not

 

aware of your own act .. but your eyes were Speaking volumes about your state of being  by tha

 

way  this act of hiding your feelings With innocence is your specialty . You were not sure

 

how to react as like me . You looked in my eye's like a surgeon willing to disect my soul

 

through your eye's to verify very obvious feeling of mine .  Scars of that eye to eye

 

encounter is still there with me these scars hurts when ever I relive that moment  when

 

you nodded your head with as usual grin of your's as you left for forever ..

 

let it be my  interpetition ..so that I can live through that encounter without  any

 

hurt and regret of being bit late .  

Posted in Blogs.

19 comments

By – September 19, 2008

hope float’s

hope float’s in my eye’s like a tear’s in bride’s eye’s with tint of pinksyness in hope of new begining ,beginingof unknown unseen with hands full streched for all joy’s and grief’s of life with ear to ear smile and bouns of twinkling eye’s in hope ,want to enter in new phase leaving behind all memories of past experince with heavy heart filled with fear and uncertanity still we all live as HOPE FLOAT’S for ( extremily happiest and sadast )all for me and for you all my friend’s keep floting in hope of your loved one’s and to be one’swith our’s fishing rod’s to bait ourself in ocean of floating hope’s

Posted in Blogs.

32 comments

By – August 26, 2008

gone

i know you are gone ,gone for forever you came like gentle butterfly sat by my side  i thought you came here to stay for forever but  you are gone as storm ,stormed my hidden emotion’s feeling’s were riped out of my torned ,battered and bruised soul making me hollow ,monster of  time and fate made me surrender i know i lost you as fate stole you away ,as you are gone but you gave me non intentinal gift of hurt,pain and tear’s its almost half a year but still have your gift which i kept beside my heart sorry i could not able to find space for your gift in my heart as you are still there and i dont want that you ever come close to this gift  i know you never have define words to ….. but i do have as i told you to be happy like you always been and like always i am left behind in deasert of shattered dream of being with you for forever as you are gone i know……………………. 

Posted in Poetry.

8 comments

By – August 23, 2008

sirf 36

all most one month and sirf 36 friend come on friends u all are invited to be my friends waiting for invitation

Posted in Blogs.

7 comments

By – August 22, 2008

i am changed

make a wish for me as i am born in my new world every thing is still the same but feel like new world as every thing is asusual but now i find every one as mine without any defined relation now every eye has some thing to say every face has smiling grin  i think i am changed for better and for all , no this is not a love but this is my self love and respect for my self this really works

Posted in Blogs.

4 comments

By – August 20, 2008

go

leave me for good my past ,past of mix emotion some are enjoyable and rest is painfully ignorable let me dig in with tool of hope…… ,love and togetherness please give me strenght to burie my past so deep in my self and make it rest in peace for ever pleaseeeeeee………..go go leave me for ever dreams of new begining are waiting in my eyes and in path of life let me run for them please leave my soul for peace…… ,catch my hand and take me to new colourful world where greyieshness of past could not becme my friend again i am afraid that my long time friend will come back to me for new deed but i dont want to be….i wish u my past should not have gone for, for ever this painfully and i may not be requesting you to leave me and go ……..because you hurts still like you as you are part of me but sorry please go go go………………………………….

Posted in Writing.

2 comments

By – August 13, 2008

mi

i live

i live for dream

dream to fly

fly in my world sky

sky of colourful hope

hope of  joy and sadness

joy and sadness of my world

world of my love one’s

one’s are mine

mine is my

Posted in Poetry.

1 comment

By – August 12, 2008

my

love me hate me i am your’s

accept me reject me i am your’s

give me take me i am your’s

laugh at me cry at me i am your’s

i am your’s

your’s only

my life

Posted in Poetry.

5 comments

By – August 12, 2008

please its request

        

        Knock  knock

 

 

·        Who's there 

 

·        Its me

 

·        Me who

 

·        Its me a wish , request

 

·        Ok ok coming , where is my sleeper its dark I know for all those ages which has past the only thing ,I got and met is wishes of all souls yes tell what wisher want

 

·        Sir ,its written on white paper with red ink your favorite please read this

 

·        I cant read this because I want my specs which I kept beside my bed side before going to bed

 

·        Are you serious do you really need specs

 

·        Don't you know now I am starting to feel old from some ages ,sorry how would you know this you are new with same old content  see my sense are also going

 

·        No its okay don't be sorry , sir

 

·        When I was young around million's of ages ago I use to read your for fathers without specs but now I need it ok go and sit on that tree branch

 

·        Why

 

·        I can't keep you with me in my room and office

 

·        Is something wrong with me

 

·        No I am short of storage space

 

·        For how long

 

·        Wait for your turn I really don't know why wishes are written on paper I think they don't understand how hectic this is for alone old guy to manage all this papers .Even my pc is gone for repair

 

·        What happen

 

·        Now days I am getting lots of requests even my pc is not able to take excess of load , hard drive blown

 

·        Sir' its urgent

 

·        No wait ? work work and more work no body ask what I want and wish for

 

·        What do you want  you have every thing

 

·        Yes I know but you don't know its my off time , time to file all wishes for further usage and assessment if any query come's as i am answerable to heigher authorities

·        Sir its urgent I have short time to mature

 

·        Listen my driver is on leave and vehicle is out of order needs some mending  I can't 

 

·        Ok  I wait hoping Christmas come early for me dear santa I am waiting on that same branch

Posted in Writing.

2 comments

By – August 9, 2008