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Why u think about past…????????

This poenm is written by Great Hindi Poet Dr. hari Bans rai Bacchan.

” Jivan me ek sitra tha,
mana wo behad pyara tha,
yah dub gaya to dub gaya,
ambar ke anan ko dekho,
 kitne eske tare tute,
kitne eske pyare chute,
Jo chut gaye fir kaha mile,
par bolo tute taroo,
kab ambar sok manata hai,
 Jo beet gae so bat gae.



Jivan me wah tha ek kusum,
the us par nit nichawar tum,
wah sukh gaya to sukh gaya,
madhuban ki chhati ko dekho,
sukhi eski kitni kaliyaan,
murjhae eski kitni ballariya,
jo murjhae fir kaha khile,
par bolo sukhe phoolo par,
kab madhuban sor machata hai,
jo bit gae so bat gae.

jivan me madhu ka pyala tha,
tum ne tan man de dala tha,
wah tut gaya to tut gaya,
 madiralay ke angan ko dekho,
kitne pyale hil jate hai,
gir mitte me mil jate,
jo girte hai kab uthte hai,
par bolo tute payaloo par,
kab madiralay sor machata ha
Jo bit gae so bat gae.

Mridu mitti ke bane hue,
madhu ghat tuta hi karte hai,
laghu jivan le kar aaye hai,
pyale tuta hui karte hai,
fir bhi madiralay ke andar,
madhu ke ghat hai, madhu pyale hai,
jo madhakta ke mare hai,
we madhu luta hi karte hai,
wah kaccha pine wala hai,
jiski mamta ghat pyalo par,
jo sacche madhu se jala hua
kab rota hai chillata hai,
jo bit gae so bat gae.


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If You Go away

If You Go Away

If you go away on this summer day,
Then you might as well take the sun away;
All the birds that flew in the summer sky,
When the day was new and the night was long,
And the Moon stood still for the nightbird’s song.
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away !

But if you stay, I’ll make you a day.
Like no day has been ,or will be again
We’ll sail the sun, we’ll ride the rain,
We’ll talk to the trees and worship the wind.
Then if you go, I’ll understand,
Leave me just enough love to fill my ..hand.
If you go away, If you go Away,..If you go Away.

If you go away, as I know you will,
You must tell the world to stop turning till you return again,
If you ever do, For what good is love without loving You;
Can I tell you now, as you turn to go,
I’ll Be dying slowly till the next hello.
If you go away, if you go away, If you Go AWAY.

But if you stay, I’ll make a night,
Like no night has been, or will be again:
I’ll sail on your smile,
I’ll ride on your touch,
I’ll talk to your eyes, that I love so much…
But if you go …go. I won’t cry.
Though the good is gone, from the word “good-bye.”
If you go away, If you go away, If you GO AWAY…

If you go away, as I know you must,
There’ll be nothing left in the world to trust;
Just a empty room, Full of empty space,
Like the empty look I see in your face.
I’d have been the shadow of your shadow…
If I thought it might Have kept me by your side.
If you go away..If you GO away, IF YOU GO AWAY !
** HO! PLEASE…don’t GO AWAY…!**

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Tell Me Now

~TELL ME NOW~

If you are ever going to love me
Love me now, while I can know
The sweet and tender feelings
Those from true affection flow.

Love me Now…
While I am living
Do not wait until I’am gone
And then chisel in marble
Sweet words on ice-cold stone.

If you have tender thoughts of me
Please tell me Now.
If you wait until I am sleeping,
In wicked eternal rest,
As death comes between us,
I won’t hear you Then…

So if you know you love me
Even a little bit…
LET me Know while I am living
So I can Treasure it….

PLEASE TELL ME NOW !

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My Dream & I

* __MY DREAM and I__ *


Poised upon this threshold of awareness,
In the spotlight of my world, I am Free.
My life and purpose finally clear…

For, that long-ago idea which once
Came whispering to my heart
Is the same enchanting vision
Which has safely led me here.

Now I smile recalling moments
When my dream seemed far away,
Smile at every sacrifice I made
With true perfectionist touch…

As I chased it, pirouetting
past the point of no return,
Never truly understanding
Why…I wanted it so Much.

It danced on its tiny slippers
Through the hours, through the years…
As I kept my head and hope held High.
It kept …one step ahead.

Till I suddenly began to hear…
The murmur of approval
That drew me closer till my Dream and I
Twirled side by side …instead.

Now this moment-sweet success…
With doubts and fears forever Past…
I Have found my Dream….and with it…
I have found myself at last…
I am….Free…
I am ME !

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Different Forms of Maa Durga


Different Forms of Durga

As the ten-armed Goddess, Goddess Durga presents a radiantly beautiful form that is bewitching to behold. That special form is somehow simultaneously wrathful and benign and transmits profound spiritual teachings in an exacting manner. The nine-day period from the new moon day to the ninth day of Ashvina is considered the most auspicious time of the Hindu Calendar and is hence the most celebrated time of the year as Durga Puja. The nine different forms of Devi are worshiped over the nine days. These are the most popular forms under which she is worshiped:
Durga Shailputri (Daughter of Mountain)
She is a daughter of Himalaya and first among nine Durgas. In previous birth she was the daughter of Daksha. Her name was Sati - Bhavani. i.e. the wife of Lord Shiva. Once Daksha had organized a big Yagna and did not invite Shiva. But Sati being obstinate, reached there. Thereupon Daksha insulted Shiva. Sati could not tolerate the insult of husband and burnt herself in the fire of Yagna. In other birth she became the daughter of Himalaya in the name of Parvati - Hemvati and got married with Shiva. As per Upnishad she had torn and the egotism of Indra, etc. Devtas. Being ashamed they bowed and prayed that, “In fact, thou are Shakti, we all - Brahma, Vishnu and Shiv are capable by getting Shakti from you.”

Brahmacharini

The second Durga Shakti is Brahamcharini. Brahma that is who observes penance(tapa) and good conduct. Here “Brahma” means “Tapa”. The idol of this Goddess is very gorgeous. There is rosary in her right hand and Kamandal in left hand. She is full with merriment. One story is famous about her. In previous birth she was Parvati Hemavati the daughter of Himvan. Once when she was busy in games with her friends. Naradaji came to her and predicted seeing her Palm-lines that, “You will get married with a naked-terrible “Bhole baba” who was with you in the form of Sati, the daughter of Daksh in previous birth. But now you have to perform penance for him.” There upon Parvati told her mother Menaka that she would marry none except Shambhu, otherwise she would remain unmarried. Saying this she went to observe penance. That is why her name is famous as tapacharini - Brahmacharini. From that time her name Uma became familiar.

Chandraghanta
The name of third Shakti is Chandraghanta. There is a half-circular moon in her forehead. She is charmful and bright. She is Golden color. She has three eyes and ten hands holding with ten types of swords - etc. weapons and arrows etc. She is seated on Lion and ready for going in war to fight. She is unprecedented image of bravery. The frightful sound of her bell terrifies all the villains, demons and danavas.

Kushmanda
Name of fourth Durga is Kushmanda. The Shakti creates egg, ie. Universe by mere laughing .She resides in solar systems. She shines brightly in all the ten directions like Sun. She has eight hands. Seven types of weapons are shining in her seven hands. Rosary is in her right hand. She seems brilliant riding on Lion. She likes the offerings of “Kumhde.” Therefore her name “Kushmanda” has become famous.

Skanda Mata
Fifth name of Durga is “Skanda Mata”. The daughter of Himalaya, after observing penance got married with Shiva. She had a son named “Skanda.” Skanda is a leader of the army of Gods. Skanda Mata is a deity of fire. Skanda is seated in her lap. She has three eyes and four hands. She is white and seated on a lotus.

Katyayani
Sixth Durga is Katyayani. The son of “Kat” as “Katya”. Rishi Katyayan born in this “Katya” lineage. Katyayan had observed penance with a desire to get paramba as his daughter. As a result she took birth as a daughter of Katyayan. Therefore her name is “Katyayani” . She has three eyes and eight hands. These are eight types of weapons missiles in her seven hands. Her vehicle is Lion.


Kalratri
Seventh Durga is Kalratri. She is black like night. Durga hairs are unlocked. She has put on necklaces shining like lightening. She has three eyes which are round like universe. Her eyes are bright. Thousands of flames of fire come out while respiring from nose. She rides on Shava (dead body). There is sharp sword in her right hand. Her lower hand is in blessing mood. The burning torch (mashal) is in her left hand and her lower left hand is in fearless style, by which she makes her devotees fearless. Being auspicious she is called “Shubhamkari.”

Maha Gauri
The Eighth Durga is “Maha Gauri.” She is as white as a conch, moon and Jasmine. She is of eight years old. Her clothes and ornaments are white and clean. She has three eyes. She rides on bull She has four hands. The above left hand is in “Fearless - Mudra” and lower left hand holds “Trishul.” The above right hand has tambourine and lower right hand is in blessing style. She is calm and peaceful and exists in peaceful style. It is said that when the body of Gauri became dirty due to dust and earth while observing penance, Shiva makes it clean with the waters of Gangas. Then her body became bright like lightening. There fore, she is known as “Maha Gauri” .

Siddhidatri
Ninth Durga us Siddhidatri. There are eight Siddhis , they are- Anima, Mahima, Garima, Laghima, Prapti, Prakamya, Iishitva & Vashitva. Maha Shakti gives all these Siddhies. It is said in “Devipuran” that the Supreme God Shiv got all these Siddhies by worshipping Maha Shakti. With her gratitude the half body of Shiv has became of Goddess and there fore his name “Ardhanarishvar” has became famous. The Goddess drives on Lion. She has four hands and looks pleased. This form of Durga is worshiped by all Gods, Rishis-Munis, Siddhas, Yogis, Sadhakas and devotees for attaining the best religious asset


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JAI MATA DE

Durga (Shakti / Devi) is one of the most popular goddesses among the Hindu people. Devi represents strength, morality, power and protection. Goddess Durga is the divine mother, who protects people from evil forces of selfishness, jealousy, hatred, anger and ego. Durga Devi Mantras form the part of prayers offered to the goddess. Mantras for Maa Durga are as follows:

Na Mantram No Yantram Tadapi Cha Na Jane Stutimaho Na Chavhanam Dhyanam Tadapi Cha Na Jane Stutikathah I
Na Jane Mudraste Tadapi Cha Na Jane Vilapanam Param Jane Matastvadanusaranam Kleshaharanam II

Meaning: O Maa Durga! I don’t know any prayer or any magical summons to invoke you. Neither I know any mantra and have no idea how to meditate on you. I don’t know your story or glory as well. I neither know your various postures nor am I given to crying in distress. The only thing I know is that seeking shelter under your protection and following your command will definitely end all sufferings.

Vidheragyanen Dravinavirhenalasataya Vidheyashakyatvattva Charanyorya Chyutirbhut I
Tadetat Kshantavyam Janani Sakaloddharini Shive Kuputro Jayet Kwachidapi Kumata Na Bhavti II

Meaning: O Durga, assure salvation to all troubled, I don’t know how to worship you. I don’t have resources or temperament since I am nasty by nature. I don’t have special knowledge to conduct your worship as well. In rendering service to you if, I have made any mistakes or errors, forgive me Mother because there could be a bad son but never a bad mother.

Prithivyam Putraste Janani Vahavaha Santi Saralah Param Tesham Madhye Viralataraloaham Tava Sutah I
Madi Yoayam Tyagah Samuchitamidam No Taya Shive Kuputro Kwachidapi Kumata Na Bhavati II

Meaning: O Maa Durga, this earth has many of your naïve sons, but I am the most fickle among them. There would be hardly any one like me. Yet, O Shive! Rejecting me like this is not proper in this world, as there could be a bad son but never a bad mother.

Jaganmatarmatastava Charanseva Na Rachita Na Va Duttam Devi Dravinamapi Bhooyastava Maya I
Tathapi Tvam Sneham Mayi Nirupam Yatprakurushe Kuputro Jayet Kwachidapi Kumata Na Bhavati II

Meaning: O Mother of the World! I have never rendered any service to you. I never offered money to you. Yet, you bless me always for the reason that in this world there could be a bad son but never a bad mother.

Parittyakta Deva Vividhavidhisewa Kulataya Maya Panchasheeteradhikamapneete Tu Vayasi I
Idani Chenmatastava Yadi Kripa Napi Bhavata Niralambo Lambodar Janani Kam Yami Sharanam II

Meaning: O Parvati, mother of Lord Ganesha, I had been busy restlessly. But now, I have stopped worshipping other gods as I cannot worship them ritually. Therefore, I don’t even expect any help from them. In such a condition I am absolutely helpless. From whom I seek shelter? I have no hope from any other god except you.

Shwapako Jalpako Bhavti Madhupako Magira Niratanko Ranko Viharati Chiram Kotikanakaih I
Tavaparne Karne Vishati Manvarne Phalamidam Janah Ko Janeete Janani Japaneeyam Japvidhhau II

Meaning: O Maa Aparna! One word of your holy prayer that falls in the ear of a foolish rascal is sufficient to make him utter sweet speech like an experienced scholar. With your blessing, a pauper then becomes rich owning millions of gold coins and enjoying life with all its joys till ripe old age. When listening to one word can work such wonders, who can presume the reward obtained by those, who continuously chant your name with full custom of worship.

Chitabhasmalepo Garalamashanam Dikpatdharo Jatadhari Kanthe Bhujagapati Hari Paushupatih I
Kapali Bhootesho Bhajati Jagdeeshai Ka Padavin Bhavani Tvatpanigrahan Paripati Phal Midam II

Meaning: O Durga Bhavani! The one, who keeps his body smeared with the ashes of the dead-bodies; who takes poison for food, who remains naked; who has matted hair on head and the serpent king Vasuki surrounding his neck; who has a cupal like container in his hands. If such a Bhootnath, Lord Shiva (Pashupati-Lord of Animals) is crowned with a title of Jagdeesh, then what is the reason behind it? How did he gain such importance? The clear evidence is your marriage with him.

Na Mokshasyakancha Bhavavibhavavancha Cha Na Mey Na Vigyanapeksha Shashimukh Sukheccha Na Punah I
Atastvan Sanyache Janani Jananam Yatu Mum Vai Mridani Rudrani Shiv-Shiv Bhavaneeti Japatah II

Meaning: O Maa Durga, with face of moon’s elegance, I don’t crave for Salvation or for material possessions. I don’t even hope to get any expertise in sciences. I don’t long for pleasure as well. My only request to you is to permit me to pass my entire life chanting “Mridani Rudrani Shiva-Shiva Bhavani”.

Naradhitasi Vidhina Vividhopachareh Kim Rukshachintak Pareirna Kritam Vachobhib I
Shayme Tvameva Yadi Kinchan Maiyyanathe Dhatse Kripamuchitalam Param Tavaiva II

Meaning: O Maa Shyama! I never worshipped you with complete rituals or lots of offerings. I was always occupied in harsh words, which crime did my speech not commit? Yet, if you care for this shelter less orphan on your own, this is eligible only for you. Only a kind hearted mother like you can give refuge to such a bad son, as I am.

Aapatsu Magnah Smaranam Tvadeeyam Karomi Durge Karunarna Veshi I
Naitaccha Thatvam Mum Methah Kshudhartrisharta Jananim Smaranti II

Meaning: O Compassionate Goddess Durga! If I remember you after falling in trouble and not before, please do not treat me like a dishonest rogue for the reason that all children yell for mother when they are troubled.

Jagdamb Vichitramatra Kim Paripoorna Karunaasti Chenmayi I
Aparadha Parampara Param Na Hi Mata Samupekshate Sutam II

Meaning: O Mother of the World! If you still show your kindness towards me should not cause any surprise for the reason, if a son has bent on committing sin after sin, still his mother does not abandon him.

Matsamah Palaki Nasti Papaghni Twatsama Na Hi I
Evam Gyatva Mahadevi Yatha Yogyam Tatha Kuru II

Meaning: O Maa Durga! I am the greatest sinner and you are the greatest sin-destroyer. Considering this fact in mind, kindly do whatever you think proper.

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MEMORIES

The ache of Love of will never leave the heart.

For this is an obsession that cannot be ended even with death.

What world is that.. Lord ..?

From which we hear no voice .?

In Love, everything else is wiped out ..

It's only the yearning that torments us..

"Oh memories . That's all that is left: memories "

"Your memories . Memories are all we have .."

Plunging my life is loneliness .

You have walked out of my life.

I can take it no more

Without you, I won't be able to live.

Every breath of mine steeped in pain

I can hardly cope with my anguish

Come now, for I have always been loyal to you..

Oh memories .. I have only memories..

"Your memories ." Memories.. all I have "

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Only That

Only that

Only that there were tears.

Only that quietness and emptiness fitted together like stacked spoons.

Only that there was a snuffing in hallows at the base of lovely throat.

Only that a hard honey colored shoulder had a semi circle of teethmarks on it.

Only that they held each other close long after it was over.

Only that what they shared that might was not happiness, but hideous grief.

Only that once again they broke the love laws.

That lay down who should be loved.

And how And How much

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No Lose

No lose ?

There is no time to lose,

I heard her say,

Cash your dreams before.

They slip away.

Dying All the time.

Lose your dreams and you

Will lose your mind.

 

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?????…. Baat kare

? .Baat kare

Khuda ka jikr kare, ya tumhare bat kare.

Hame to isnq se matlab , kisi ki bat kare.

Gulon ke rang se, khusbhu se hai gardi humko.

Chaman kho jaye to, kuch tajgi ki bat kare.

Tumhare baju me sabrmand v hai, sekh v hai.

Piye sarab v to nek badi ki baat kare.

Humriste tum v nahi ho, hum v nahi hai.

Hum insan hai to fir insan ki baat kare.

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