I wish I could take your pain away. There must be something I can do to see you smile again. To hear your voice in high spirits. To hear you smile through your voice. Surely there must be something I can do.
I want to be by your side, holding you, taking care of you I know God has a reason for everything but why my dear friend God? I love you so much, I am aching inside with the helplessness of just sitting by and watching, waiting. Waiting for this to blow over. Waiting to for the pain to heal. Times heals, so they say. But time only allows you to adjust to the change; to cope whilst the scar in your heart remains.
You are not answering my calls. I need to know you are safe sweetheart. I need to hear your voice to reassure myself that you are still there albeit in pain. Someone told me to give you the space to recover yourself. You need time to get over things. You need to mourn and accept. But I want to be by your side, mourning and accepting with you. I am selfish but friendship is not just to share joys, it is for sad times, bad times too, right?
I wish I could turn back the clock and we would be able to take steps to avoid this. Why do you have to go through this? Why you darling? Oh God if this thing was supposed to have happened, why didn't you do it to me? Save her from the suffering I prayed. I am stronger. I can take the blows. Why? WHY!!!!
I prayed to you. I prayed so hard. Please God, I said, don't let any harm come to her. Not her. I will take on any blow you want to throw my way but spare her. I begged you. I begged, didn't I?!! Spare her!!!! Why weren't you listening?? WHY!!!! Why her??? WHY NOT ME!!!!!
My angel, I know the pain I am going through is nothing in comparison to yours. I just wish I could take the pain away. I am here. All I can offer is my love; unconditional, undying love. All I can offer is my hand, outstretched, as always. Take my hand my dearest of friends. Take me with you and let me share your pain for there is nothing else I can do. I have no power to change time or prevent things from happening. All I have is my love and the warmth it brings. Please don't shut me out.
Dont know what to comment on ur each blog …..they all r so touching i just loved all of them ………..
Really Very Nice…………………..
its touching heart…n i can feel the pain as same u hav…bt..cnt do anything..
” Har raat ke baad Subah hoti hai” i think u understand what i want to say.
God blase you.
hey!!…..am blessed with a friend like you!!
Stay positive. You will find ur love soon.
There is no way that we can take anyone’’s pain. Everyone has to go through everything he deeds. Good or bad. No matter how much we love anyone, we can”t take what ever God has for him/her for there own deeds. But again, i do agree sometimes things seem to unfair.
RAM RAM SA
A different post deeper depth! Wish we all could think and feel this way!
love is something that can wash away angst, anguish and anger. rest assured…
Oh my God! My heart bleeds for you…and your friend.
it is very nice….!
very nice of you. But each one needs to carry their own cross.
Everything will pass…time tames you and you will smile once again….PGR
hope n” pray everybody gets a frend as u..god bless
u know shalini…i really wish i could be this friend…..b”coz to have someone who feels so strongly bout u is not easy in todays times….thankyou so much for writing in….wat time u r generally online…my yahoo id is celina_dawson@yahoo.com
Lucky are those who have friends like you Shalini !!
Your comments mail on my post has again confirmed your feelings —– you poured through this ….. great to have a friend like you.
hmmmmmmm…………still people pray GOD…. so much pain everywhere… still wants to say his doing with reason… crap… keep blogging.
Such a big heart u have got my dear…great to be in touch with u through this post…u also take care of urself….
its so hart-wrenching… beautifully written..
such a heartrending post. Such caring, if everysoul just lives the way the article is written I am sure the world would be free of sufferings, miseries and pain. I also pray god let his majesty fulfil the desire at least for the humans so that every one learns to behave. And then only the LEGENDARY SATYAYUG which we heard in our mythologies would happen.
*Moist eyes* This is ditto what I would want to tell a friend in pain.
hmmm………..
wish everyone had a friend like u and may all the problems and tensions be over for your friend soon
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Oh Shalini! You are really a very compassionate person. So much moved by pain and suffering of friend. You”ve pured your heart completely. Nice post, well expressed.
nicely narrated grief pain and sorrow, true sufferings for a beloved one, but this time will also pass away..
For whom ur writing don”t know. But like your love towards… ofcourse unconditional love. May god make your pray come true. Simply great write-up. Keep posting. & yes longtime no chating with me. Take some time from ur busy world.
don”t worry,it is cycle of life.sunrise is just waiting to happen soon.
expressive post on sharing the grief and pain of a close friend and petitioning GOD to unburden the pain of the friend by the process of sharing it…really very well written.
A poetic share of grief!
hum………………why , me?………….god isreat, and he ever do best, for all
It seems that some thing is teribly disturbing you… May God answer your preyers positively….
Why me and why not me are two daunting questions that affect us in our lifetimes a few times. Love to the loved ones and trust in the almighty is what will give us strength and courage. Poignantly written.
So touchy …. for whom u have written this ??
why a melancholy mood? is it something to with your 40th birthday or the pause you mentioned in your previous post?lols…:)