looking back

Why do we sit to look back? What do we expect from ourselves

while looking back. We find all that we care for, feel pleasure to

meet ,whom we can't meet in present. Why do we go back to our

past .Is it the pleasure or the pain or both of them. We find it

enchanting to recollect our past experiences, The happy

moments make our heart feel  a balming effect. While the

sad ones remind us the struggle we did and dared to face

the danger.

Some of us feel it irresistible to rewind our past. We feel

a kind of nourishment in reopening the covered boxes of

our past memories which spread magic in our life. Our past

has collections of our sweetest and bitterest thoughts in

plenty. We desire to meet the hopeful future as quick as

possible. Similarly we find our past memories as the

read pages which we want to reread to gain the known

pleasure.

The unknown has in store enormous pleasure but the

known past life has immense store of pleasure which

we have packed and saved in certain special corners.

We never hesitate to bring those hidden treasures and

find them out for satisfaction of a different kind.

Our experiences are varied and numerous all of

Which are kept in a chronological order in our memory.

We find more pleasure in remembering them than when

it actually happened.

Our past life is a world where we travel backward as

often as we want and get lost in its magic which

contains all that we could never get back in our

present hard reality and to get them back we have

to return again and again to our past.