Ye kaha aagaye hum……..

A person with such a steely appearance to the world, ridiculously is a coward deep down inside..

Optimistic I am,, have always learnt to take all hurdles as stepping stones in the journey of my life..

Thinking of myself way back in my college where I completed my grads(the same wherefrom I came back dreadfully cause I knew I would not be able to gel with the so-called westernized culture after my 10^th) .a girl, conventionally innocent in the best commerce college in town,, confined herself to just the small group of her friends, scared to spread wings, enjoyed freedom within her own barricades My future goals were petty - settle for a good-natured hubby and be 'AN INDIAN (WIFE) IDOL" Never was I aware what my destiny had in store for me then .

A girl so carefree, strictly against work, takes up a job in a Multinational. The decision was not easy for her to make, nor to follow cause dealing with so many people was not her cup of tea. But only one thing to drive her was what she aspired for, what she knew her family would want back. Her ongoing battle against what fate has bought to her and her family ironically is still unsettled, unlike her favorite novels that deluded her..

Jealous colleagues, deceitful relations, egocentric friends was something that never made her loose her grit until lately she had destiny showing the cruelest she could never even see in the bloodcurdling dreams . She finds the strong pillars for her audacity shattering gradually- her family.. the place where she could find serenity, no other bounties in the world could offer Now situations have made . my house a haunted place for me . The farther, I am , the better Trepidation is something I always face each living moment.. Though I make the best of my effort not to reveal it to anybody but myself.

Life's not that easy to anybody I guess, now-a-days. How much I long for giving up everything and everybody who knows me for a sabbatical long enough to rejuvenate myself to forget all that's bitter, Or give moments of bliss enough to overlook them atleast, if not nullify them .

May God give all my friends & myself a lot of courage ..to fulfill the unending desires this kind of a competitive & rapid lifestyle needs .