Today is a very special day for me. It’s 25th Dec. i.e. Christmas. Christmas , the day when Jesus came in this world.

Iam a hindu but i have spent 8 years of my life in St. Mary’s Convent. I joined St. Mary’s when i was in 4th standard and have been brought up in a Christian enviornment. My morning used to start with carols and by the name of Jesus and of course how can i forget my favourate school anthem. I strongly belive this fact that the school is the first and foremost place which build anyone’s personality. At least in my case it was true. Though i started from another school and also have few sweet memories of that school too but St. Mary’s groomed as a person and is the backbone of my whole journey till now.This school taught me the fact that without God everyone is incomplete.

Hey guess what??…the biggest irony was that when i was small n was a part of this institution i was so inspired by my principle Sister Dorein and afterwards Sister Leela and also from Sister Anita who was my teacher that i wanted to convert my religion. But since Iam a also a typical Hindu i could never leave my religion where i have been brought up as it is also a very important part of my life. Afterall we cannot discriminate God. Only the names are different , right !!!..

But yes it is the biggest fact of my life that Iam highly inspired and inclined towards Jesus and just can’t leave Him in any case.

Elders say that on 24th night at 12 o’ clock i.e. on 25th Dec , Jesus came in this world to serve the society and today also He used to send His angel whome we call Santa Clause , who brings gifts and all kind of happiness and shower His blessings on us at night while riding on His own vehicle.

So God today for the first time Iam asking something for me . Please ask your angel (Santa Clause) to give me my happiness n smile back on my face and forgive me for all the sins and mistakes I have done . You know everything God. Please i beg of you i don’t want these tears anymore. Iam completely fed up. Please give me strength to satrt my new life. Once again i hope you will forgive me for not talking to you and not praying for so long but trust me I can’t leave you. You were always their in the bottom of my heart , in my anger, in my fights with you….n i know you also know that very well…

Please Jesus once again become the source of happiness in my life because i don’t have anyone except you now. I really need u in this vacant heart. Please shower your blessings on me and also everyone . Please give me my gift Santa….PLEASE….PLEASE HELP !!!…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS !

I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE GOD…..I LOVE YOU….

OF CORSE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY & PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR ALL FELLOW ILLANDER FRIENDS…..