Aham Aathma

https://incometaxindiaefiling.gov.in/

https://www.irctc.co.in/

http://www.mca.gov.in/MCA21/

all the above sites seem to be exceeded in their performances and so now becoming more tiresome and tiring… whats the use of e-systems in India if its not so functional when required…

pLease make all the websites of income tax/ service tax/ corporate affairs/ customs/ excise/ professional tax/ etc etc workable and accessible for easy and quick working for all the professioanals/ assessees/ people of india

i request…

WE THINK MODI SAHEB SHOULD BE CHIEF MINISTER FOR ONE MORE TERM IN GUJARAT;

WHAT IS THE REQUIREMENT IN NATIONAL LEVEL; HIS NEED IS IN GUJARAT RATHER THAN AT NATIONAL LEVEL;

WHAT DO YOU SAY?

AND WHO CAN BE THE NEXT PRESIDENT? WELL WELL…. SIMILAR TO MR SACHIN TENDULKAR GETTING INTO RAJYA SABHA, WHO CANNOT BE THE NEXT PRESIDENT!!!!!

COME ON SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF INDIA…. MAKE INDIA UNITED AND MAKE IT BETTER….

MONEY IS GOING TO BE A PROBLEM FOR INDIA… CONGRESS GOVERNMENT HAS MADE IT A BIT DIFFICULT IN LAST COUPLE OF YEARS FOR THE ECONOMY TO GO A BIT DOWN… WAS SERVICE TAX REQUIRED?

THERE IS A NEED FOR THE GOVERNMENT TO PLUG THE LOOPS AND LOOPHOLES IN THE SYSTEM…

WELL WELL… HUMANS ARE PEOPLE… PEOPLE HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH… UNPREDICTABLE PEOPLE…WHIMSICAL…

I FIND SO MUCH CHAOS IN THE MINDS … MY MIND TOO HAS BECOME CHAOTIC…

TIME PLEASE… PASS PASS …. TIME PASS… PASS….

Shattered Prayers…

Shattered Peace…

Shattered Heart…

All truth wasted…

All that is torn to pieces…

All turned to none & nothing … nothingness…

“what did I do to you?

What have you done to me?

See me… see me…

I am tattered… ragged… in rags…

What was that rage in you…

O beauty raging…

O raging beauty…!!!

Why did you kill me…

Pulled my skin apart… torn I am…

Nothing remains in me, now…

Nothing remains of me, now…

Yet, I do call me “I”…

Where from you came to destroy me…

Not needing any dress now… naked soul free!!!

Just to taste your luscious lips…

And your eyes piercing me deep…

Deep into me….into my eyes…my heart bursting blood…

OH!! Was it the pain or the enlightenment gushing into my nerves?

You pulled me in…happiness all around…excitement…

Elation… joy…

There I lay inside your womb…

Dead.. yet to be born…

There I lay inside your womb…

As a lover yet not fully rejoiced…

As a inseperable thought…body not mine…

Mind!!! Where is my mind??

Heart!!! Where is my heart???

Body!!! Where is my body????

Soul!!! I am… where are you???

Soul…where are you???

So many starts…so many ends…

So many beginnings… so many stops…

Infinite journeys…

Starry galaxies… universes… stars…

The infinite unending path…

I see you…

Love…

Peace…

Void…

Fullness…

Infinity… never ends…

Into the infinity…

Unto the infinity…

Infinite… journey begins

I see you…

A mirror… I see you

Raghu (the demon and not the god)

1. Inflation or recession…(well, nothing matters… lots of money is here & there…) [concept: rich become richer, poor become poorer] {concept is proving wrong… the economy is out of control} (all make money by any means; there is no ethics/ morals/ principles; politicians are also humans and all humans are beings, so nothing to worry… all is well)

2. Gujarat didnt have much incidents of theft and loots… now it is similar to all other states… migration… money… luxury…. to match lifestyles… gold prices increase and share prices fall…(no ethics/ morals/ principles)

3. Whats the use of going to any spiritual saints or speakers or shadhus or babas??? (there is no use now…. the indians and india is out of control… no spirits or spirituals can reverse the damage)

4. Ecology or nature or earth will be out of control… do whatever you can… no human has powers to handle its effects… (try if you can… earth is out of control)

5. Save yourself all humans… God is great…

6. Many problems can be solved if population of human (human beings) are in control.

7. Be the educated or uneducated… (provide the humans below poverty line/ poor people with some entertainment… they will control their sex urges/ use condoms/ have protected sex and the children will be less born…so population can be controlled…. make it universal to have less children… have equal number of male to female ratio…)

alas… all blah blah,,,,,,, i am so tired of things… no use…

what about corruption… bechaare (poor) Shri Ramdev and Shri Anna Hazareji…. they could not do much … In India there is no co-operation or support … all are corrupt….

today china and usa dictate India…
today Pakisthan is in turmoil
Iran and Isarel have problems…

no neighbouring contries can be trusted… even within india the states/ and neighbouring states cannot be trusted… humans cannot be trusted…

the UID (unique ID) card has failed… the maker itself says its not full proof or complete… as predicted by me… this became a fiasco….

what systems and what technology….humans are bad

today Shri Obama says no jobs to indians or chinese… why this dolldrum and situation… yet, Indians and chinese will go to USA like beggars

We indians are always beggars… we do not have respect for India…otherwise India could be the best in this whole of Earth and World…a Superpower…

india is self sufficient and self reliant… have first unity…control population…

aye.. hey… politicians… have sense and bring sense in and inside India… first in & inside you bring sense…

- Raghu (the demon and not a God)

A spool of thoughts…

Spoof… and puff… that’s all…

The smoke scatters… withers away…

Scattering thoughts… scattered away…

So far … yet so near…

I say “dil se”… “by heart”…

Too long a life…. Too long a life to go…

Love… I never drenched you in my tears…

So you care for me… love… wither not… scatter not… hold on…

Hold on to me…

And the marvellous… magnificient castle we built…

Brick by brick… rock solid… yet there we are … soft as cocooned existence…

In our hearts… beating for us … for eachother… for our love…

Come not- hither-thither… sure not disturb us…

For we are one… one and one only… me and you never exist… we are… one

Love… so exciting & thrilling it is… what was you is now me…

So great a catch… never to loose…

Thoughts… spool & spoof…

Chimneys around me puff…

And the smoke scatters… dry woods hot… dry leaves sound…

Your thoughts… in me and in everywhere…

Oh! I miss you a lotsss…. Oh! I miss you a tons…

Come where you are… come where I am…

Thoughts… touch… soft… scatter…

Hold on… love… hold on…

Ohh!!! You vanished…

Where you took me with you…

Where you took me with me…

There I rest… O you sublime Beauty… I behold you…

In you I rest… hold me tight forever… I rest… forever

—xxx—

Caring hands of the tiny toddler…

Caring for the mother to die…

The spirit that enters into the toddler…

Shaking and wrigling mother of pain…

Caring super-naturals… spirits do care for birth…

The mother dies… the birth happens…

Seeing the birth… mother comes to life…

so full of life… the mother & child…

caring toddler… in the hands of mighty care of mother…

sucking life … filling life…

the child versus mother… made of & for each other…

never dies… the caring womb…

gives only birth… the mother…

O mother… you never die… for me… I live in you…

You live in me … my mother…

O mother… in you I rest… in you I die… in you I take birth…

Give me birth… O My Mother… Live for me… Live for my World…

Caring hands of yours… O My Mother… Take Care of Me…

O My Mother… You Live Forever

Who is the giver of what to whom?

Who is the giver?

Who is the holder of what?

For whom?

Who is the holder of that which is?

So who is that who claims to be self-dependent and independent?

So who is that who claims to be on own and self-reliant and self-sustaining?

Who came without whom?

Who came?

Who existed?

Who knows this earth?

Who knows the nature of this earth?

Who knows beyond this earth?

—xxx—

Who is called as Lord?

Who is known as Lord?

Who is this Lord who is called and known as Lord?

Who is called as God?

Who is known as God?

So who is this God who is called and known as God?

Is there difference between Lord and God?

Does God has Gender? If yes, then,

Who is called as Goddess?

Who is known as Goddess?

Who is this Goddess who is called and known as Goddess?

—xxx—

Earth – Water – Fire – Air – Space…. Mind… Existence … Infinite… Infinity

—xxx—

Knowledge holds education in itself… Yet Education does not fully hold Knowledge in itself? Why so??

—xxx—

-      Raghav…why am I known as Raghav in_____???? Who made me known?? What made me known?? Inconsequential… immaterial… unimportant… there is no face to me… there are just phases to me…

Life if full of known and unknowns… knowledge seemed better… realizations made me seek more of ignorance… ignorance is better than knowledge… who appreciates knowledge… to whom preach knowledge… better be ignorant… change the words in law “ignorance of law is no excuse…” as it means “know law and don’t be ignorant”… what the fools in this world meant for… amend all … change all… that means amend and change humans… for whom all this? For what?

Am I so exceptional? So versatile?… useless existence!!!

Is Government of Gujarat in favour of the People??? If yes, then please do the following:

1.     Solution to the Traffic Chaos in the developed cities of Gujarat like Ahmedabad, Surat, Rajkot and Vadodara

2.     Solution for “Come winter it pollution”

3.     This may result in less earnings for the motor vehicle companies … cars/jeeps/suvs etc… Till the time the roads are widened and traffic rules implemented properly let the government not allow new purchases of motor cars/ four wheelers; the roads of ahmedabad are not wide enough to hold on to so much of chaotic and erratic minds behind wheels… these are the new-gen drivers/ vehicle owners who should be using two wheelers and implementing the same style of driving while in four wheeler… right over take is allowed… but then since some years people started overtaking from left but with some honking/horn or dipper… but now anyone pops out from anywhere… front/back/side and only places left are from below and from top…. God ahmedabadi drivers are gone out of mind… no proper driving (be it two wheeler or four wheeler)… add on are the three wheelers, that is, Auto rickshaw…. Please ask the banks to have cut on the vehicle loans be it four wheeler or two wheeler… discipline is lost… the traffic police are making lots of bucks as defaulters are rising… but then let each defaulter be provided a proper receipt …

4.     Is there any check on the Road Transport offices…. Is the license provided / given as per rules/ norms/ checks;

5.     The major issue is Energy/ Power… Ahmedabad is known for best electricity facility without cuts… but does it mean that the electricity is to be wasted??? … No it must not be….  Let there be no new shopping malls come up or permitted…. Whats the use of huge shopping malls and megaplexes/ multiplexes where the electrical energy is wasted…. If at all new mall is to come up then let them be on the already constructed space which closed down due to some or other reason…. There must be no new permission for new mega mall/ multiplex/ shopping malls… there is enough of malls now in ahmedabad… don’t waste energy…

6.     As December 2011 is ending and its new year eve…. Let there be less permissions for parties… chek the inflow of liquors and intoxicants… the youth both males and females have further become extrovert/ upward/ indisciplined/ western… so be careful… the parents too are now inobedient and don’t have control over their children…

7.     There are migrants and people from neighbouring states/ other states of India… the people on footpath is rising…

8.     The security agencies inside Gujarat need more discipline… their psycho and physical tests to be done… the doctors doing such tests need to be first tested…

9.     Make all the cities not concrete… let the green environment be real… oxygen needed

10.                        All the agencies set up to monitor / frame policies/ check the pollution/ environment/ earth/ nature/ space needs to be monitored… alas… its humans…

India:

Need to have a check on the China and Pakisthan and Sri Lanka and other neighbouring countries… if checks and information collected from now then only in the future proper actions can be taken…

Come out of petty politics and unnecessary speeches… do actions that brings the India in a better position and top… improve the economy… whats the use of pulling eachothers legs or blaming eachother… come together and do good for India…

Note from Earth:

The earth is damaged beyond repair… it will correct itself by some means in the coming years… the humans will increase to destroy themselves… if I can say “god bless” but that too is impossible… even God cannot now set right the damages done to earth… the humans will humans and perish… no one can stop the destruction which will be gradual and over the time…

Note to Rediffiland:

Please check the unnecessary spam comments/ messages put into my blogs… if you have any internal procedures to check then stop the same…

Human… people…

Collective and individual destiny… ultimate fate…

How this human, did prayers and requested god for something for himself/ herself…  and then also thought I knew… and can change his destiny…

Even after doing prayers and spiritual actions… blamed god and me… “you could not change my destiny”… I said… “it changed, it will and it has to…”

Well, not so remarkable the above incident “about changing destiny”…

But then this human was told not to go ahead with certain actions yet he did go ahead…

His/ her request was to change his/her destiny… yet doesn’t understand what destiny and fate is!!!… Stupid…nonsense… idiot… finally thought he/she is God… damn it!!!

Inconsequential useless humans…!!!

He/ she didn’t know the intricacy of destinies… one destiny attached/ inter-twined/ mingled/ related to other many destinies… fools are those who need their individual destiny to change… they need to change the collective and related destiny…

Yes, he/ she quoted me “you can change your destiny… you can make your destiny…”…. I still say “yes… its possiblie…yet… the consequences are too much… so the powers to change destiny is with God…only God can…”

Time… time… mind… time… causes… effects… prayers… energy… God… void…

Human will realize… yet… who knows but god…

 If you believe in past and future births… then you believe in your past and present actions… so present actions can change your future destiny… yet… is everything pre-decided or pre-determined… the answer is both “yes” and “no”… you never know when what is pre-decided and pre-determined… yet… mind… freewill exists… destiny exists… time… God

Human must learn to treat other humans properly… respect and love…

Aye Human!! Don’t be God… God only knows who deserves to be God…

God bless you

Soona sa mann hai…

Dil hai soona soona…

Koi nahi hai mujme…

Na mein kisika…

Dadhkane sunaai dheti hai…

Kabi aahistha…

Kabi dhadkano me hai shor-sharaaba…

Anjaani kismet hai… kise kya kahe…

Anjaani dagar par hai zindagi…

Bus haai nikalthi hai “haai rabba”…

Soona safar hai… manzil nahi pathaa…

Koi tho saath dhe-dhe …

Mere zindagi ka ab nahi hai barosa…

Chalaa jaaun…bus is baar kahin…

Chale hi jaaun…

Dhoor… dhoor… bahut hi dhoor…

Saansein tham jaaye…bus…kuch pal…

Aahisthaa…aahisthaa…

-       Raghu Iyer

lot many changes required in India…. to make it more powerful and positive….