hay hay phir dekh liya tujeh jalim
kyu dekh liya  phir say tujeh jalim

socha to tha ke ab to in nazaro ka asar kam hoga
thoda he sahe kuch to raham hoga

par aap iltaja(request) nahe mantay ho
apane nazaro kay husan ko kyu nahe pahachantay ho

hum to dava ke phirak may ya khata kartay
tabhe to khabhe khabe sharmatay huay apane nazaro ko char kartay hay

dava ke chahat may ankho say mile chot aur gharee ho jatee hay
hay nadaan ashiq hum ke dava he marj banjatee hay

hay hum nadaaan par hay hum aap kay
par  aap ke nazzaray ya…….. kyu nahee samajhate hay

dakhate hay kuch aur…. par lagata hum par atake hay
mat dekho is tarah sitam ho jaya ga

sitam  aap harbaree  kyu asa kartay ho
kyu ankho say katalay aam kartay ho

mat karo war hum par ghoor ghoor kay
 pata hay aap ho hoor bahut door kay

hum to tak chukay hay gutanay samnay hajoor kay
phar phir kuy kartay ho asa sitam door door say

ankhay hotee sirf  to sahay latay
aap ke nazaro ko kese traha maan par pathar rakh kar nazar andaz kar datay

par hajoor ko raham karna kha ata hay
nazaro kay nechay chota sa til bhe rakh hay

til dekh kar hum to til til tadaptay hay
aap kay til ko chand ka dil samjhtay  hay
………………………………………………………………………….

Today is the same day like always, like as usual but

Apart from other day today I am feeling very different I don't know why feeling of some thing strange is creeping in my head and revolving round n round don't know what is happening around  me people are running around me like as usual but with different kind of urgency in their feet like some body has given them curse not rest for a moment .like always every material , item and ingredient is being gathered at one place for preparation of my sister's and brother's they all are so dear to me for us special n specialized people's are called for us only then they begin to do magic with all the material and ingredients for our creation and happiness for us only I really sometime feel very special thank you god for such kind reception for us only . really thank you god

And from the very beginning special pool of liquid is created in different colors  like spicy green , sweaty red and even  plain transparent one's theas liquids are being formally heated at certain temperature for our and other's comfort so that we don't shiver and crumble down in process . Then begin the process we specially wait each and every day we are given shape of pan cakes then putted in special hot bath tub to play with our sis n brothers we all enjoy each and every moment of play in which we all have to blow our self to the size of golf ball for our self pride and players who fail's to achieve this goal are consider as looser big time and held in custody for breaking the code of conduct and rules of game are escorted to other place and only god knows what happens to them after wards .i think they are being punished for  being looser really people don't understand the kind of hard ship we go through for other's happiness really I guess this

Is the way life goes full of hardship sorrows and moments of joys happiness  any way let me enjoy my moment of joy as a token of our success we are given special place to rest in for bigger event of the day  this really some time makes me feel proud as we all raise our head highs to boast our self in pride of honor then we all are very carefully escorted to closed air tight area so that we can retain our  freshness for the big event  

As day passes by we all are moved to different places like goodwill army which is being  posted to different posts to spread joy , happiness and smiles like every day I am posted to my post very eagerly I begin to wait for action  ,i thank god that today I am being posted to better place in comparison to yesterday post yesterday was like hell to me because the way I was treated yesterday I will not be able to forget as every thing was so disorganized , unhygienic ..ooof  but today I am really happy to see the arrangements like clean surrounding  proper ventilation and properly sanitized equipments of serving  as I was waiting for my glorifying moment in qu I saw 20 something girl must be in her early 20's and she was approaching towards my post only my heart started to beat faster to the tunes of love at first sight and I begin to sing like

My heart is beating

keeps on repeating

I am waiting for you

For  you  for you  for you ..

Yes folks it was love a true love at first sight with that bubbly , cute face and browned eyed angle of my heart . As I was fantasizing about her to be her futer delight , suddenly my whole world rocked when one giantess hand came and picked me up tightly from my post as I was gasping for my breath he crushed my head and filled my hollow body with stuffing and dipped me into spicy n sweat pool and finally I was drowned in pool of salty water without considering my pain and teas of being dipped in salty water with open head injury  which nearly squeezed out my last breath but in hope of my fantasy I managed to take few more breath’s as I was served than some body gently touched me and lifted me I felt bolt of lightening went through my bruised body some how I managed to open my eyes  with gloomy eyes I saw a bright face looking at me with smile and I felt that all my suffering is worth that smile of happiness of her yes that's her my browny my fantasy my true and only love as her lips touched me body started to crumble and I took my last breath for my love in love for my love only

Autobiography by

True member of  goodwill army

Pane puree

( soul )