reins's blog http://blogs.rediff.com/reins Broadcasting my thoughts Wed, 18 Nov 2009 13:46:42 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.7.1 en hourly 1 Virtual Impressions http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2009/09/03/virtual-impressions/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2009/09/03/virtual-impressions/#comments Thu, 03 Sep 2009 17:56:03 +0000 Renu Ayyar

Virtual Impressions!

Buried in dust & grime

Are my poems

Lifeless & inconspicuous!

The poet in me has been brutally murdered

And so are my words; choked to death

Reminiscence of yester years have all turned sour!

There was a time; they were earnestly appreciated by all

But now you hear them shout from roof-tops

Seeking attention!?!?

Yet another futile attempt, I make today

To search for words;

That long betrayed me!

For a messiah; born during my poetic pursuit

Very virgin, very virile

Lucid in every subtle way!

Floating images, static sights

Defining life in vociferous light

I see my today in the dawn of tomorrow

In deep slumbers of the night!

Tranquil moments; perishing thoughts

Livid memories in placid bouts

I see you coming to my rescue

Before I elapse as unfinished verses!

Love

RA

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PEACE………………. http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/12/05/peace/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/12/05/peace/#comments Fri, 05 Dec 2008 17:43:02 +0000 Renu Ayyar

PEACE!!!!!

In the midst of blasting granites

Where tormented bodies lie motionless

In pools of blood

I search for PEACE !

Innocent lives lost,

In the name of religion

In the face of terror;

I search for PEACE !

In this age of modern missiles

I plead for SAFETY

I pray for UNITY

I search for PEACE !

Is it such a rare commodity?

Or is it too heavily priced a possession today?

Beyond overly stretched resilience

And behind solidified tears

I speculate whom I lost it to

'Devastated that I am,

I search for PEACE !

Yours truly,

RA

P.S. Will be away from iLand for a month

Wishing all you lovely people 'Merry X'mas' & 'Happy New Year'!!!! Lets all pray to witness a peaceful year ahead!!!

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Soul Curry….. http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/26/soul-curry/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/26/soul-curry/#comments Wed, 26 Nov 2008 07:18:11 +0000 Renu Ayyar


Soul Curry



Thirsty Souls surface every night


From chaotic reminiscence


Shedding mucky clothes of charade


Embarking on alluring delusions


Of finding another soul as deficient as MINE!



I am no different from you


As I await the moment too; every dark night


To discard my robe of façade & unmask my charred demeanor


To be 'One' with your divine SOUL!



So here I am


Waiting for 'You'


To disrobe me, quench my thirst


And set my tormented soul free!


For I see, no 'tomorrow'


In this forbidden land of "uninterrupted" ECSTASY!



As I take an oath, to remain,


Brazen beyond words


Naked beyond nudity


And lustful beyond greed


Only for 'You'


Tonight & every single night to COME!!!



Soulfully Yours


RA




P.S. I leave you with yet another poem written by one of my iLander friends, after seeking due permission to publish the same on my blog page.


I bet you will relish this one, as much as I did!!!!




I find her in a nano second…


Every second!


On the middle of the highway of my senses


A century ago!


I met an Earthling, so known to my soul by her intensity


Rational too!


Death was destined, open and routine for me then


She made me sense how such a small flutter of her eye can create waves


As if it's a spiritual continuity from another galaxy


How our screams can mingle with cosmic intensity of our silent souls…


Just her little thought made my death worth though surprisingly secret!


Her senses are the map of my well-planned death row!


No gas, no wheels even, just orchestrated known tune of a full blown poem.


Such persistence, such stamina…


Yet she leaves me void


In spite of million of nautical miles between our hearts.


"Hey, my earthling"


"You think you know it all?"


You say intensity is just chemistry of hormones


You implore me to give up my outbursts


My eruption!


You discomfort me in my severe serenity


Hey earthling. Let me shed my shield… I engulf you


I promise you ‘LUST” that is shameless yet “eternal” for us!!!



(Anonymous iLander)


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Good-night! http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/22/good-night/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/22/good-night/#comments Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:00:35 +0000 Renu Ayyar

Good-Night & Sleep Tight!!!

Crispy white sheets

Satin bed-spreads

Aromatic candles & pot-pourri

Soft music playing alongside!

Blink! The lights go off

I can feel you come closer to my body

Humming the same old tune and

Whispering sweet-nothings into my ears!

My struggle begins once again

To keep you at bay

You over-power me as always

Biting me here, biting me there!

Do I need to beg & plead?

Won't you let me sleep again tonight?

When will you overcome this hunger?

Despite having your heart's fill every night!

I can't handle this, no more

Don't wish to succumb to your demands though

Please let me go, I cry in PAIN!

Knowing fully well that you are not going to let go of me!

Poor me, I am left me with no choice now

But to reach out for the deadly weapon

To see you drop-dead in anguish!

"Silly mosquito" dint I tell you 'Not to mess with me!!!'

Yours truly,

RA J

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Tussle With A Muscle http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/14/tussle-with-a-muscle/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/14/tussle-with-a-muscle/#comments Fri, 14 Nov 2008 17:05:20 +0000 Renu Ayyar

Tussle With A Muscle????

Foot or Brain?

Grey matter or tanned reality?

Uprooted or grounded?

Without the foot in place, wonder where the head would land???

Strained tissue or a stress-filled nerve?

A reeling head or a fractured foot?

Wonder if it is easier to carry the acumen of cells than the weight of one's body mass???

But isn't it the little demon sitting up there;

Whose instructions are submissively followed by the inmates of the so called biological system???

So what would you prefer on your platter today?

A pea-sized brain or an elephant's foot???

Indeed, it's a tussle over a muscle,

Or perhaps a scuffle over a muffle

Whatever it is, you can knock them both down,

With just a couple of intoxicating guzzles!!!

Humorously Yours,

RA JJJ

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Sssshhhh…….. http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/07/sssshhhh/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/11/07/sssshhhh/#comments Fri, 07 Nov 2008 11:05:27 +0000 Renu Ayyar

"Sshhh" .Not Another Word!!!!!!

Pent up emotions ?

Tear-filled eyes ?

Is this a good time ?

For 'Us' to speak & sort this out ?

"Some Other Time" .is this what you have got to say???

Cold stares !

Disconcerting glares !

What are we waiting for ?

"Can we talk now?"

"Leave me alone, will you?" .is this what I am going to hear again???

Tensed atmosphere !

A lump in the throat ?

Where is this going to lead ?

"Are we done with each other?"

"Will you get the hell out of here?" isn't this the next one coming from you???

I muster the courage !

Ready for a confrontation ?

Our eyes meet hesitantly; not once but twice !

Going is beginning to get lot tougher now !

'Should I' or 'Will you' 'start'?

You pull me close to you, apologetically;

I find myself in your arms !

Do I hear you whisper into my ears now?

"Baby, I…Hmm .Err ”

“SssHhh”…”Not another word” is all I have got to say to you JJJJ

Lovingly yours,

RA

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Live Life http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/31/live-life/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/31/live-life/#comments Fri, 31 Oct 2008 04:52:37 +0000 Renu Ayyar

LIVE LIFE King-size !!!

Little drizzles; little puddles,

Life's full of jig-jaw puzzles !

A little mucky; a little screwed up

Wishing for a rainbow; amidst cloudy skies ?

Draw a Paradigm; make it Paradoxical

Absurd, cynical or whimsical !

It is your Life;

So feel free to lead it as you please J

Who cares anyway?

Whether you live or outlive the crazy moments of your Life…???

A little pepped up, a little sullen

A little grumpy, a little nutty

At times smooth; at times bumpy !

Equilateral sometimes; unilateral otherwise

A merry-go-round indeed it is;

Going topsy-turvy all the time !

You, Me & Everyone

Hoping to reach the abyss if not the ebb;

Eyes on the horizon, like a fixation

Striving hard, against all odds;

Desperados of a never-ending rat race !

Throw a dice, make a wish

Else find yourself in a fix !

Buck-up! Learn the tricks of the trade;

Or become the clown of 'A' grade !

Sway upwards or dangle downwards

To balance life's trapezium;

During trying times of regression & repression !

Breaking unchallenged laws of ‘Gravity’

To make 'Impossible', close to 'Possible';

And questioning the ‘Unquestioned’

With undying spirit & irrevocable zest;

Only to live life… 'King-size!'

Cheers,

RA

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In LOve………… http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/18/in-love/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/18/in-love/#comments Sat, 18 Oct 2008 18:03:27 +0000 Renu Ayyar

In Love with 'LOVE'

If I were to reveal my teeny-weeny secret to you today;

I hope not, you will label me 'Insane'

But I just can't hush it under the carpet,

Or hide it inside of a closet any longer

'Coz, I am so in love with the 4 letter terminology 'LOVE'!

At the break of dawn, after a little jog & shower;

When I am all set to have my break-fast

I see these 4 letters swimming in my bowl of milk & cereals…

Yelling out to me, 'Have a Great Day Ahead'

Can't you sense, I am so in love with the 4 letter expression 'LOVE'?

If you thought, life for me is a grind

With soaring mercury levels, mounting work-pressures,

stringent deadlines & endless board meetings;

I would say 'Hell Not'

For my 4 letter crony, keeps me company everywhere I go;

From bill-boards to computer screens, conference halls to cafeterias

Winking at me & saying 'Keep it going, Girl'

Can you now fancy the idea that I am so in love with 'LOVE'?

After a frenzied day's work, back home

I so enjoy munching on a chocolate bar;

Whilst watching the idiot-box before hitting the sack

And there they are????????

The 4 letters reaching out to kiss me 'Good Night & Sweet Dreams'

Now, don't you understand how much I am in love with 'LOVE'?

Wondering are you, what to make out of this?

Well, simple it is…

I don't, need no face,

I don't, need no body

All I need are those 4 lettered 'GEMS',

To keep falling in love with;

'Coz I am so hopelessly, 'In Love with 'LOVE'

Yours truly,

RA J

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Intezar…… http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/10/intezar/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/10/intezar/#comments Fri, 10 Oct 2008 18:09:58 +0000 Renu Ayyar

Endless Wait

A little of 'You' is all that I wanted;

A little 'Love' is all that I seeked!

Mirth or Myth ?

Trapped in a labyrinth is my life;

Having to wait endlessly for you !

You gave me nothing but tears all along;

Why don't you try & preserve these 'pearls' for a change?

You see no reason, attributing everything to the changing season;

I wish you could stop getting 'even' with me, despite all the odds that I have witnessed in life!

I can see your conscious efforts to widen the distance between 'Us', but why flush out romance & passion out of our lives;

When we are so unsure of a ‘tomorrow’???

I have kissed 'death' several times;

Waiting endlessly for you!

‘coz waiting aimlessly for you has been close to dying…

Yet you will find me loll on withered leaves;

With 'joie de vivre'

And hope in the heart

That you will come this way 'Someday'

To end my endless 'Wait' for you!!!

Love,

RA

Note: I have written the above lines inspired by the song 'Intezar' from the movie Paap.

Leaving you for now, with few lines from this song, to relish over the week-end & weeks to come…:)

Intezar intezar…intezar…intezar…

Meri subaho ko, teri shaamo ka

Meri shaamo ko, tere waado ka..

Meri raato ko, tere khwabo ka

Meri needho ko, teri baaho ka

Mere jasbo ko, teri chahoo ka..

Behki behki si kuch hawaao ka..

Khoobsoorat si kuch gunahoo ka…

Intezar intezar…intezar…intezar!!!

Koi badli kabhi, is tarah aayegi

Pyaas sadiyo ki pal mein bhuj jaaye gi

Tujh ko lotake, meri aahosh mein..

Dekhna waqt ki nabz tham jaayegi..

Aisa hone ki, kuch duao ka..

Umrr bar joh mile, unn panaho ka..

Intezar…intezar…intezar..intezar!!!

Tere aane ka, tujko pane ka..

Phir na jaane ka intezar..

Intezar intezar intezar…intezar!!!

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Sealed With A Kiss http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/04/sealed-with-a-kiss/ http://blogs.rediff.com/reins/2008/10/04/sealed-with-a-kiss/#comments Sat, 04 Oct 2008 16:24:54 +0000 Renu Ayyar

Sealed With A Kiss

Throbbing hearts

Trembling hands

Long breaths

Fumbling words

Words mean 'Nothing'

When silence speaks wonders!

Moon-lit sky

Starry nights

Time becomes 'Idle'

Emotions galore

Horses' gallop

In my endless dreams!

Dreamy eyes

Wet lips

Flickering lights

Silence prevails

Only hearts beat

When bodies go ablaze

With just a tender touch!

Music plays

Tapping feet

After a hard day's work

You reach for a bottle of wine

Strawberries to complement

Priceless moments;

Just 'You' & 'Me'

In the arms of each other…

'Sealed With A Kiss'

Note: This is no poem. I have simply given wings to my titillating thoughts in the form of words!!!

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